Ive never heard HK like this, i luv you🖤 we all do🐐

good stuff, always playing it when im dead inside

I feel empty, i sit silently in my head feeling nothing all the fucking time.

explains how i feel from the moment she said she wanted to leave

Dude this shit is so fucking deep and hits so hard

I have no words for how amazing this masterpiece is.

Hit different

Ambient ethereal soundscapes inspired by ideas in science and science fiction from past present and future, relax, chillout and enjoy.

AFS - BEFORE THEY CAME

prod @notmorgn

chasin shit is so old to me 
but i could only fuckin breathe when you're close to me
and when im gone just remember im sorry
if i had a choice i would stop it in a heartbeat
but i cannot change this the way im created
yeah im livin off hatred at least i am creative
put my stacks in the bank when i die
i dont really feel like sharing bitch im selfish inside 
please come over don't ask me if im sober
cus i already told you im feeling bipolar 
some days im gucci other days im not
where'd the other days go I took too many shots

and i would do anything for your love
why don't you believe that?
whatever bitch im dead soon 
whatever imma go to bed soon

and i would do anything for your love
why don't you believe that?
whatever bitch im dead soon 
whatever imma go to bed soon

you're taking no hint from my actions
when u snap chat me i always hit back then
and when you're feeling down don't cry
i'd let u lay up on my body till the sunrise 
or till the sun dies look into my eyes
and tell me that you love me because soon im gonna die
6 feet under maggots crawling 
on my body and my bones
its quite weird that when im dead 
thats when i feel most at home

and i would do anything for your love
why don't you believe that?
whatever bitch im dead soon 
whatever imma go to bed soon

or till the sun dies look into my eyes
and tell me that you love me because soon im gonna die
6 feet under maggots crawling 
on my body and my bones
its quite weird that when im dead 
thats when i feel most at home

anything for your love

prod. @notmorgn

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qO0VHljOPSg

they try to copy i don't really see the point tho
if you were me you'd stab your self right in the torso
the reason i ain't done it yet is cus im fucking used to this
sober feels sedated like i popped a fuckin rufilin
fuck now my head hurt i ain't feeling better
im feelin deader im tied down like im tethered
and if i had a glock i would aim it at my ceiling 
and if i could feel shit i would be in my feelings
i guess my times not up cus my hearts still beating
my lungs still work im surprised im still breathing
reaper swingin scythes in my face tryna tease me
bitch im deceased yea but the top still please me
i think she like me hold up i wouldn't like me
we are the same bitch hatreds very likely
have a lot of bands that's why my wrist is icy
do you feel my pain pour some henny in the iced tea
she said she wanna die with me
but baby i promise you don't wanna die like me
die with me im so selfish baby
fuck i think im losing myself again, again no
fuck that sad shit put that ass right in my face
oh shit you got a man well he gone catch the fade
well if this shit get out of hand then you know i got my blade
but regardless of that just put that pussy on my face
put that shit right on my face 
put that shit right on my face 
*me laughing
fuck now my head hurt i ain't feeling better
im feelin deader im tied down like im tethered
and if i had a glock i would aim it at my ceiling 
and if i could feel shit i would be in my feelings
i guess my times not up cus my hearts still beating
my lungs still work im surprised im still breathing
reaper swingin scythes in my face tryna tease me
bitch im deceased yea but the top still please me

i ain't feeling better

Cover Art Credit: http://vsco.co/rosieshulman

You completely destroy me
You destroyed me like you never knew you could
I'm not over you and I never will be
The thing about love is that simple things like her lips and her eyes break my heart
They're not mine and I don't know who's they'll be
Her hair is therapy to my cold and brittle heart

I used to find safety in her smile
I used to feel warmth in the look on her face
I've been left an empty shell to whither and fade away
I used to think of all the things that we'd be
Now I only think of all the things that we never really were

I used to call you mine but now you just don't know
What am I left to do but stand here in the cold
All I've got left are some photos of you and your voice stuck in my head
Saying how you'd be there always and forever until the very end

You were everything to me, and you always will be
Deep in my heart that aches for the sound of your voice
But no longer will I have the choice

I'm sorry for anything that I've done
For the person I've become that you learned to love but then turned your back like a setting sun

If I hurt you I pray that you forgive me
I mean all the words that I say please believe me

And see me as the person you always knew I was
I've never been perfect not in a single way
And that day that you saved me is when I fell from grace
I only needed you and I pushed everyone else away

So now I'm left alone
To live this life all on my own
And I hate the fact that someone else is holding you close
And how you broke my heart when I needed you the most
I've always been too scared to be properly diagnosed
Because you were my pill but now you're nothing but a ghost

And I still have your pictures and that letter you wrote
Where you said that you loved me and you'd never let me go
And you saved me from myself and that's something I hope you know
But you cut me down so quick and I've never been so low

And my stomach aches with every breath of air I breathe
Because you were the one that gave me everything I need
But now this pain won't subside I just can't believe you chose to leave
You were my reason for living how could you do such a heinous thing

I was like a boat that got carried out to sea
And I trusted in your waves, that you wouldn't harm me
You protected me from the storm and gave me a chance at life
And I love the way you cared and asked if I was alright

But something died, something changed and I sunk to the ocean floor
You no longer wanted to hold me up and I drowned from within my core

And every essence of my being is still just too afraid to fight
Because I'm terrified to keep on living without you by my side

And all the things that people said I guess this whole time they were right
Love can never last this way when the flame burns too bright

But I hope you're happy

I hope you're doing fine

I love you still today

Just like you were still mine

I still love the way you laughed
And the things you said to me
You'll never leave my heart
Nor my memory

I just wish I could understand
Why you had to leave
I can't do this on my own
I need you here with me

But you've turned into a ghost
And you're nowhere to be seen
And I can't hear your voice
I won't see your message on the screen

We won't have a family
We won't have a house
We won't raise our kids
You won't be my spouse

We won't grow old together
Like we always planned
You disappeared forever
And alone here shall I stand

you completely destroy me

Listen to Spotify

actually i'm good ft. ℒund (prod. martensite)

lil happy lil sad:

all my friends have fun im nothin
i got fans but they dont love me
all around the world im poppin
i dont care cause i am falling

all my friends are gone im nothing
take my hand and say u love me
all around my fans are cuttin
i dont care cause i am falling

- poppy tears -

4ever falling:

got me up all night
i cant help but hate myself 
I'm sorry I don't treat u right 
i wish u didn't blame yourself 

i wish that i could just die
pop some pills n vanish 
everything is hurting 
cutting's just another habit 

life's so fucking tough 
n i've fucking had enough 
why stay alive 
when i just wanna fucking die

i stay alive for u 
u dont do shit for me 
i know u need me
i dont wanna leave u lonely  

lil happy lil sad:

baby i love u, i hate that i do
drugs in my body, help me get thru
tellin my stories, waiting for u
makin some music, when im alone

falling w/ poppy tears & 4ever falling (prod. lilhappylilsad)

if i die baby (prod. reaper)

April

XXXTENTACION - Save Me (slowed and reverb)

prod me <3

(chorus)
my phone is dead don't text me
should've known you'd break my heart right when you met me
now i'm over it
now i'm used to this
feel like gucci bitch
yeah i'm so sick of this

(verse)
i drop bars like nukes
drop bombs like its m dub 2
bitch who the fuck are you?
cause i don't got a clue

i can't get to trippin over bitches like you

ima write all night till my hands get tired
like she's a liar i can't believe i liked her
i need a lighter, i need a drink
i don't need the alcohol but i don't wanna think

(chorus)
my phone is dead don't text me
should've known you'd break my heart right when you met me
now i'm over it
now i'm used to this
feel like gucci bitch
yeah i'm so sick of this

(verse)
i smoke now, i get high
i get wasted, to get by
i'm so fucked up, i still cry
i don't miss you tho i guess i'm alright

at least the drugs work
at least my songs bang
at least my moms good
at least her rents paid

at least my love life, isn't sideways
my hearts broken but my phones on vibrate

(chorus)
my phone is dead don't text me
should've known you'd break my heart right when you met me
now i'm over it
now i'm used to this
feel like gucci bitch
yeah i'm so sick of this x2

(outro)
phone died, feelings died like myspace
hundred texts no reply no time mate
are you good nate? lie and say i'm great
but fuck that i wanna die like everyday

don't text me

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/27dKHmr18OmE5Z16eOgAdX?si=oYdZSXiPRcWL-NPrq6NavA

art by: @kettle_cat on instagram

LYRICS:
looking down when you see me
i'll be here when you need me
why'd u say that you hate me
when you're crashing down and i'm the one you run to

broken down and in your own head
i said you should get along with
i felt you should along with me
you should get along with

broken down and in your own head
i said you should get along with
i felt you should along with me
you should get along with

broken down i walk out the door
feeling shift that i can't ignore
i used to ask what what's wrong 
but now you're moving on

this won't be last time
tell me is it all fine
i know you'll come running back to me

tell me does it feel right
sitting in the sunlight
knowing that you'll never be free

broken down

Lofi I fall apart --- Post Malone

ZAYN - Dusk Till Dawn ft. Sia (Slowed Down)
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