Weary. Hopelessness. Anticipation of more horrible. These things are in us all today. This song is part of my survival. Music is the therapy.

Lyrics: 

I keep waiting
Waiting for something 
That will never come (never come)
No matter how hard I dream
No matter how loud I scream
So I hide myself away
Hoping for a miracle today
A miracle today

This world wasn’t meant for empathy
At least that’s what the politicians tell me
But I keep waiting 
Waiting for something that will never come
Never come.

A love to spread like butter on bread 
A kind word to a worried stranger
A rose without a thorn 
A day without a sword
I keep waiting
Waiting for something 
That will never come.
Never come.

Needle pricks
Mark my skin
Telling a story of love within 
Get me out of here
Wire and thorns
Change me, transform me
While I keep waiting
Waiting for something that will never come

I keep waiting
Waiting for something 
That will never come
No matter how hard I dream
No matter how loud I scream
So I hide myself away
Hoping for a miracle today
A miracle today
I keep waiting…
Waiting…
Waiting…

i keep waiting

RUN FROM ME by Nova J

[Intro]
Ahh whoa oh
Whoa do do do do do doo
Ahhh do do do do do do do do
Dahh do do do dah bah do do do do
Bah do do bah do do do

[VERSE 1]
Run from me
I’ll corrupt you
Infect you
Run, run away

[VERSE 2]
You’re confused
Run for the hills
You don’t have much time
I’m dangerous

[CHORUS]
And I know
That you like me
And I know
That you want me
No, you cannot fix me
I am broken beyond repair
Broken into pieces 
Oooooooh ooooooooh

[BRIDGE]
Escape
This house is burning
And I’ll burn you
I’ll burn you
Consume everything that you love
And then I’ll break you
I’ll break you
Infect you

[CHORUS]
I know
That you like me
And I know
That you want me
No, you cannot fix me
I am broken beyond repair
Broken into pieces
Oooooooh ooooooooh

[INSTRUMENTAL OUTRO]

run from me

Time was born from heartfelt conversations with the most wonderful friend about what truly matters in life. We talked about how easy it is to rush through our days without noticing how precious each moment really is. This song is a reminder to live fully while we are here—enjoy the small joys, cherish the people we love, and speak the words we keep inside. Time encourages us to slow down, breathe, and make room for the things that give life meaning. Because once a moment passes, we cannot take it back, so we must choose to live, now. This is for you old friend.

LYRIC

Intro 
Ticking clocks inside my chest,
Reminding me there’s no reset,
Every second burns away,
So I won’t waste another day.

Verse
Running fast but standing still,
Counting hours we can’t refill,
Moments slipping through our hands,
We hold on tight to what we can.

Pre-Chorus
Don’t let it fade, don’t let it die,
We’ve only got this fragile time.

Chorus 
Time is racing, don’t let go,
Make it count, let the fire show,
Every heartbeat, every line,
We can’t replace this stolen time.

Verse
Chasing light across the sky,
No regrets, we won’t ask why,
Every scar and every tear,
Built the reason we are here.

Pre-Chorus
Don’t let it fade, don’t let it die,
We’ve only got this fragile time.

Chorus
Time is racing, don’t let go,
Make it count, let the fire show,
Every heartbeat, every line,
We can’t replace this stolen time.

Bridge
We can’t rewind, no second chance,
So let’s ignite while we still can.

Chorus
Time is racing, don’t let go,
Make it count, let the fire show,
Every heartbeat, every line,
We can’t replace this stolen time.

Outro
Time… we’re alive… tonight.

Time

Thoughts and Wishes for the 5th Season

Firelight & Snow

the journey of struggle to forgive and forget…
#songwriter #lyricist #forgive #emotional #indie #femaleartist

Lyrics: 

How do I answer
Have I forgiven 
I don’t think I have
How can I forget
The blame you slapped on me
For simply being me

Tossed me aside
When I was so fucked up 
I was too young to know what to do
Alone inside a dark box
Of problems of my making
With no one to guide me 
Out. out. (Out) out.
No one to help me out

How do I answer
Have I forgiven 
I don’t think I have
How can I forget
The blame you slammed on me
For simply being me
For simply being me

You laughed as you drove me 
To a place I didn’t know
To recreate me into an acceptable doe
But the joke was on you
As they took over where you left off
stuffing me further into this box
To belittle me. To curse you.
Training me to shoot
To kill…
kill my own young soul

With no one to guide me 
Out. out. (Out) out.
No one to help me out

Damaged and older 
Hiding in the dark
walls of paper and concrete
Light comes and goes 
This wide eyed doe
Scared of everything 
Turns off the noise 
And tries to sleep.

How can I forget
How can I forget
The curse you placed on me
For simply being me
For simply being me

How do I answer
Have I forgiven 
I don’t think I have
How can I forget
The blame you slammed on me
For simply being me

For simply being me

For simply being me

For simply being me

simply being me

A Christmas wish

I'm walking through the streets of my city, it's pre-Christmas time, the windows are all beautifully decorated, decorated fir branches hang everywhere in the windows, the lights of the Christmas market shine along the street in front of the large shopping center. The scent of sage and honey sweets is in the air, it smells wonderfully of mulled wine and baked ginger bread and biscuits.

People around me hurry past, no one looks at me, no one smiles - everyone seems so rushed and terribly tense - some sad, some angry - I'm pushed, no excuse please just an annoyed oh man ey, watch out... I get sad, look up - it's starting to snow slightly, the tower clock of the nearby church strikes 6 p.m., it's already dark.

I raise my hand... snap my fingers and... time stands still...

It's perfectly quiet, no noisy cars, no screaming people, no more hustle and bustle, no more stress... Everything is at a standstill... as the people slowly move again, they seem confused, as if they don't know where they are, or where they want to go.

A woman turns around and looks at me... She smiles and says... Thank you so much. I haven't seen an angel for such a long time. I wish you a wonderful Christmas. And behind her back, I can see the delicate wings of a Christmas elf... and the sparkle in her crystal clear eyes shows me the gratitude for this short, beautiful Christmas magic.

Smiling people greeting each other, drinking tea or mulled wine together, smiling calmly and contemplatively, shining children's eyes on the Christmas carousel and:

The tower clock strikes the last stroke... 

And the world turns again at its actual speed, bustling hustle and bustle, stressed faces wherever you look... I walk slowly on and continue to dream of the peace and contemplation that Christmas should actually represent.

The Angel's Gift - When Time Stood Still

Rock, Divagations, Delirium, part two

Lyrics:

I will suddenly transcend the webs of reason
And I will be more than one.
Much more than one
And within ethics, the essential reason.

Much more than one and purely logical.
A tender and madman,
As tender and occasional is the morning dew.

I will let time pass by me like a caress, 
Tenuous and resigned, 
I will be carelessly leaning on happiness, 
Sleepy as if tired of my brightness.

Divagations Part II (Album Version 2026)

My annual satirical look at the holiday that is supposed to be full of love and cheer in a seriously fucked up world. Peace out.
#christmas #holiday #satire #2025 #lyricist 

Lyrics:
Ho ho ho jingle jingle
Jangle jangle
Ho ho ho jingle jingle
Jangle jangle

I baked Christmas cookies 
And they all burned 
The snow buried my car 
And I have no where to turn
Peace on earth 
Is a bullshit dream
Humans suck big time…
There is no superhero team

Ho ho ho jingle jingle
Jangle jangle
Ho ho ho jingle jingle
Jangle jangle

 Christmas is for dreamers
Of which I think I’m one
But this year is so fucked up
I think I’ll pass my hopes on
To another year and sleep through this fight
Sleep through this fight
This fight
On this Christmas night

Ho ho ho jingle jingle
Jangle jangle
Ho ho ho jingle jingle
Jangle jangle

Peace on earth
Another time
This year is shot
To all a good night.

Ho ho ho jingle jingle
Jangle jangle
Ho ho ho jingle jingle
Jangle jangle

All a good night
A good night
Goodnight 
Goodnight…

jingle jangle (2025 Christmas blows)

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to you all🎅🏻🌲🎄🎁🎇🎆

Ho Ho Ho and a Mery Christmas

HEARTBREAK

I Like You So Much, Youll Know It (我多喜欢你你会知道) - A Love So Beautiful OST [English Cover] 2

Cover Performed by Ysabelle Cuevas
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I Like You So Much, Youll Know It - Ysabelle Cuevas [English Cover]

Sou um poeta de língua portuguesa que descobriu como musicar suas poesias.

I am a Portuguese-speaking poet who discovered how to set his poems to music.

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5QrUJ71HRSZ4O2wVAJkKZG?si=hEfyDkAFT5igytThleIeDg

Divagations Part II (Album Version 2026)

Mathias Neto