Name: across ur city (one take) by MATOKI
Duration: 4 min 3 s
Description: lahat recorded habang nakapalibot sa iisang mic sa kusina nila vlad

im cooked itoh na nagplplay sa utak ko tuwing kausap k sha

a collection of songs from the first half of 2022

Strawberry Girl

Shadows

I cling when we are out of time
i was trynna get away from you
i dont know what's true
probably, was it me and you?
(another question in the past life)

everything
we've ever been
did it ever meant a thing
we always fall apart
on the floor again and again

We don't have to go
They don't have to know!

Reminiscing out our place
Trynna get away so far
I dont mind you
this life is uncertain
it can never be changed
Whatever we do
So we let it go

sometimes I sleep beside the door
so i couldnt hear the sound
the deafening silence that is killing me
slowly i am torn
why am I like this?
im just another shell
waiting to be filled

interlude :

You know, I think we're just doing the complete opposite of what we're doing, whatever the fuck I have right now is just another temporary happiness. But seeing you, I'm starting to think otherwise. Everything is uncertain but I'll be certain with you.

Don't call me crazy, I just like having you around that's all.. each night I spend my days postponing my sadness, with you it just goes away, unfortunately it goes back when you're away

am I just stubborn or insane? i don't really know anymore, it's just you bring out the best of me that's why..

hello, police? (demo)

Across Ur City

Songs written by Vlad and Yones

thanks: 
everyone playing for our band
Kiyan for writing and helping the arrangement on all tracks (MVP)
Jasper (TCR) for playing keys on "Smores"
Elly for the EP cover art
Salem, Noreos, Binx, and Smores for forever loving us

(This EP is supposed to have a fifth track, but Russian hackers corrupted Vlad's pc and stole everything.)

We love you all so much
Hug your cats while listening to this

and once more im on my knees
scars on my feet fractured bones had appeared
from lifting weight of the past
lies had diguised, as a sweet memory 

i know you liked the summer
and how careless it be 
and now u were gone 
cos ur feet got cold

i know u liked the ocean
but u hated its depth 
and now u like it deep
when you thrown us away
when you thrown us away
when you thrown us away

i've lost the sense of time
u left me freezing in the middle of may

written by - munti @whatthecfuuckck
produced by - tadako

I lost my will when I open my eyes in the 23rd of june, 2002.

lahat recorded habang nakapalibot sa iisang mic sa kusina nila vlad

across ur city (one take)

breathe in, the air with you
the sight's much better with you

we're in stilt houses, with our harvest
a simple life along with you

simple houses, simple lives
that those pigs will still abuse

those bullets may rain down
but the stars will rise

will rise

and i'm not afraid to go through this as long as I'm with you...
the only conclusion that matters is the revolution

i'll hold your hand
cause this is our land

holding your hand
with our armaments

i'll hold your hand
cause this is our land

we'll cross this path
up the countryside

Heart Full of Red

Please don’t let anyone else 
take you home 
Oh Lord, how I miss those 
chats with your mum 

You all made me feel like
it was worth being alive
All afternoons getting dizzy and high 

All the debts didn’t matter
With your eyes looking at me,
I wish my children someday
could inherit what I see

This is all a mix up but 
I really miss your mum

I will leave such an imprint on your heart 
that anyone you entertain after me 
will have to know me to understand 
hat you think

Please don’t take anyone else home
I still live there around every stuff
that you didn’t throw

It’s becoming harder to
write this
It’s becoming harder to 
remember how you sound
I was supposed to let it go

But still trying to find a way
to make you find this someday
I know how to separate things 
but you saved me so many times
on that bridge 

Thanks for smoking with me
that afternoon on the balcony
I couldn’t even feel my feet
Will you come back to light
the fire in me?

Lord, I really miss your mum

And I try to recall the smell of your clothes
But I’ve learned to breathe in
rooms without you…

I wonder if she keeps my seat,
At the table where our lives used to meet
I wonder if her garden grows,
The one she loved more than she showed

I hope she’s not disappointed in me
nor burdened by my crimes
tell her I’ll always answer her calls

I wonder if she knows I still care,
Even if I’m no longer there.
If I ever come back,
I pray she’s still somewhere around.

I hope she forgives the space I made,
For paths we walked and roles we played.
If I come back, I’ll make it known,
We’re family, no matter how we’ve grown…

mix up

They Lost you

All the tracks in this ep were written when I was still in highschool. Writing music was one of the ways for me to cope with expressing my mental and emotional struggles, so these tracks are close to my heart. I hope people who may relate, have went through, or are still going through something similar would enjoy them.

Co-produce: Rome Gomez
Mixing: Calix
Album art: Cake Mix

across ur city (one take)

MATOKI

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