feel something

Be Careful When You Cross The Road!

where is my mind

Pinoise

From The Album: "Out of the Floodways and Into Your Homes".

Lyrics: Sandy Buladaco.
Music: Joe De Jesus III.

Vocals: Sandy Buladaco.
Guitars: Joe De Jesus III.
Bass: Darrel Ballesteros.
Drums: Manny Marinas.
Synths: Japo Anareta.

Recorded at Crap Studios by Ced Concepcion.

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Pasistang Makinarya

kasama ka sa paotsin
kumakain ng shark fins
pagkatpos manood ng gig
magyoyosi lang sa gilid

sumasarap pag kasama ka
sumasarap pag kasama ka
sumasarap pag kasama ka
sumasarap pag kasama ka

pwede bang wag mag alala
pwede bang wag mahiya
hahatid kita kahit pa
matulog sa kalsada na
bukas ba'y magkikita
san naman tayo pupunta?
kahit san basta kasama ka
mas masaya kapag kasama ka

mas masarap kapag kasama ka
mas masarap kapag kasama ka
mas masarap kapag kasama ka
mas masarap kapag kasama ka

MATOKI, Walktrip - paotsin

Mixed by MATOKI
Mastered by Dan Monreal

the words i read between the fine lines of your skin
were the words i wanna hear
tell me that you mean it
tell me that it's true
oh, my heart belongs to you

when i'm with you nothing matters at all
when i'm with you nothing makes sense at all

i couldn't imagine how i would be if i lost you
you held my hand and everything fell back
into place

when i'm with you nothing matters at all
when i'm with you nothing makes sense at all
when i'm with you nothing matters at all
when i'm with you nothing makes sense at all
when i'm with you

Fine Lines

salem
naiinis ako sayo pag tumatae ka sa ilalim ng lababo
sa gitna ng madaling araw at magagalit si mami
"damputin mo na yung tae sa ilalim ng lababo"
paulit ulit paulit ulit

gigising sa tanghali sa tatlong oras na tulog
panibagong araw nanaman para tarantaduhin ng kapitalismo
sawa na ako mainvalidate
buti pa ikaw wala kang pake
nanapak ka lang pag ayaw mo na ng belly rubs

salem
alam mo bang first time ko mapanood ang radioactive sago kagabi
siguro pag naging tao ka
si lourd de veyra ka
tapos slowcore ang tugtugan pag mag isa sa bahay
parang ako minsan 
nakikinig sa sana nandito ka

pero salem
sana umuwi ka na mamaya
tulog na ako
miss na kita

Reflections After Salem

will i still love you in the spring?
cause my heart's got lots to give
or will you let it wilt away?
color my world, then leave it grey

will your picture stop my heart again
so bad i light a cigarette
then i summon my ancestors
who shame me for how down bad i am

will you be aching for my presence
the way you crane your neck for a kiss
from the summer sun to your skin

sorry for all this talk of seasons
i just fear for a future where you wont be familiar with my name

will you still like me in the spring?
does your heart have room to spare?
if/when you thirst for tenderness
know that my spring's for you to rest in
dive in

will you feel so unreal to me
i reach out for your hand
when you hold it back
feels like i'm finally running my fingers thru some grass

and it won't feel like the first time
ever again, but i'm fine with that
just as long as you want me for the next

cause you can bet that i'll still want you
but if my spring of love's a bit too big
for you to swim in

you can tell me, like we practiced
better to quit while we're ahead

but if i still love you in the spring
when my heart's got more to give
please don't let it wilt away
please don't let it wilt away

lovespring - Japanese Surplus

sinusuyo
ikaw na nasa isip ko
walang kibo

kilometro
lalakarin lang ito sayo
walang sapatos

damhin ang bigat ng sana

labag sa akin
umiwas sa mga bangin
walang sasalo

binabanggit
pangalan mo habang umiidlip
wala naman paggising

---

cheeky things are
kim, inigo, aze, xibrix, and ron

All songs are written and produced by cheeky things

Album Art by Ron Lobiano

korean blackout curtains 7ft (1 pc, not set)

would you go away?
i haven't slept in a day
my eyes are dry
its not like you ever tried

way down
way down
we go
way down
way down

call me on the phone
no words ever spoke
listen to the dial tone
nothing feels like home

---

cheeky things are
kim, inigo, aze, xibrix, and ron

All songs are written and produced by cheeky things

Album Art by Ron Lobiano

smashing!!!

are you tired or are you high
tell me if you've made your mind
I've been holding up my smile
(I've been holding up my smile)
knowing you still see me fine, knowing that you're mine

tell me if you're feelin fine
coz I've been losing all the time
tell me if you have made your mind
(tell me if you have made your mind)
tell me what is on your mind,
are you tired or are you high?

---

cheeky things are
kim, inigo, aze, xibrix, and ron

All songs are written and produced by cheeky things

Album Art by Ron Lobiano

r u tired

di na namamansin c idol😱

you were my whole fucking world
for one second
granted, i didn’t let you know
not directly

but you couldn’t read the signs
you had so many chances
i had so many chances
but we never crossed the line
yeah and now i regret it
oh i so regret it

and how can you act like
i’m nobody?
still think about you sometimes
so save me the shame and think about me too

kinda sad, i still search for you in pictures
feels like i'll point u out in crowds for forever

and we're not competing
but if we were
i'd be an olympian
you'd be caught dead slacking off

maybe you could try catching up
but it’s not like u want to
pathetic, i still want you to

c’mon man, spare me a thought
you know that i still exist, right?
love to know if i still cross your mind

you had so many chances
i had so many chances
is it delusion
if you said you loved me too?

you know i still that exist right?
love to know if i’m still on your mind
even though, i'd do nothing
knowing the insanity was mutual would satisfy

and how can you act like
i’m nobody? 
still think about you sometimes

would it be so insane?
no way it was just me
so save me the shame

 and think about me... too

save me the shame - Japanese Surplus

the flowers have wilted
i thought i had more time
but the weather has roughened
and roughened my mind
my promise expired
didn’t know that was something i could do

thought i was tough but
i must have mistaken it for
the resolve i grew with you
and what the fuck did i do?
i let it die
my bark turned into bite and it got you

now it’s too late for a next time
but your hands and your smile i could never unfamiliarize
i want to deserve you

still raining down in my heart, it’s pouring
my love for you
but the season has ended
with no assurance of when

it'll come back, i hope it does
you're not by my side, but in the meantime
i hope it’s alright that my heart
is gonna be yours for a while, a while

i wanted to be your
shelter from the storm
instead i became its eye
and when the sky
was grey, all i did was hide

now i’m aching from your absence
the way you did from mine too
i'll be better to deserve you

it’s still raining down in my heart, it’s pouring
my love for you
but the season has ended
with no assurance of when

it'll come back, i hope it does
you're not by my side, but in the meantime
i hope it’s alright that my heart
is still yours

i'll still dream for you in many more seasons
write you many more songs
til my heart runs out of pages
but i doubt that'll ever happen

cause you’re the kind that someone loves
for a long time, it’s no question
i hope it’s alright that my heart
is gonna be yours for a while, a while

i want to deserve you
will you still want me when i deserve you?
i'll be better to deserve you
please still want me to deserve you

downpour

downpour - Japanese Surplus

o mahal, kay tagal na ako'y bumubulong sa hangin
na wag sayangin ang paghihintay at pagiipon ng aking bibig
na balang araw ay maisisigaw ko ang aking pagmamahal

at mamaos man ay hindi problema
kung ang dulo ng tinig ko 
ay mahahanap ang bisig mo

ikaw na ba ang pinagiipunan ng boses ko?
sana nga, sana nga, sana nga

o mahal, kay tagal
nang lumilibot ang aking mga mata
nang huminto sila sa'yo
natagpuan ang tunay na pahinga at hindi na lumingon pa

kahit ang araw ay pabor sa'yo
gayang-gaya nya ang pagkintab ng iyong pagkatao

sa iyong paningin ba ako maliligaw mula ngayon?
sana nga, sana nga, sana nga

o mahal, kay tagal ng puso ko na iyong tangan
ugat nito'y naka ukit na sa mga linya ng iyong palad
at dito'y nakaangkop

noon pa ay nandiyan lang
naghahanda lamang na kumapit
sa puso na saktong magkakasya

akin na ba, akin na ba ang pusong iyon?
sana nga, sana nga, sana nga

huwag na mag tataka
kung hindi na ako titikom pa

at ikalma na ang iyong kaba
ikaw ang paboritong tanawin ng aking mga mata

at kung may mag tatanong man kung nasaan ang aking puso
ang nais kong laging sabihin ay nasa iyong palad

bagama’t hindi ko napansin
aking katawan may mithiin
noong una pang tingin
layunin ng mata ko’y ika’y kilalanin

ang puso ko, sa palad mo
buong tiwala na aalagaan mo
sana ay wag mong bitawan
o ibalik sa akin
sayong sayo na ang puso ko

(sana nga, sana nga, sana nga)
sayong sayo ang puso ko

~
cover art by @unardent <3
co-written with jo <3

puso, palad (sana nga)

puso, palad (sana nga) - Japanese Surplus

in the abyss of my soul, im chained
in this prison of emotions, restrained
stillness in my room, silence so loud 
they stifle my sound

chains of sorrow, it pulls me down
memories and regrets, battles fought
love and heartbreak, truth untold
with each tear shed, my heart cripples

nay
tay
paalam na


paalam na

Boldstar - Kumot At Unan

hello keepers

Lyrics:

Got used to suppress my feelings
it'll be alright 
it'll be alright
its my addiction to think that I'm ok

i feel numb when it comes to myself
I'm hurt if it was for others

throwing every bits of feeling
ending up with a knife of insecurities
i need some help
i need to help myself

Isolating

Keeping it to myself

isolating

Isolate

Sarado Na Ang Makiling Trail (At Wala Na Kaming Mapuntahan)

Ayoko Ono

Across Ur City

IWKWYTTT

“may multo ka mang dinadala
sa iyong mga bulsa
wala akong pakialam,
ako’y kakalabit sa bawat sulok nila
sasamahan kita sa pagbuhat
ng bigat sa ‘yong balikat

hindi ako takot na mahalin ka”

pang ilang buhay ko na ba ito?
‘di ko na mabilang 
ang mga taong dumaan
at piniling hindi ako tignan

ngunit ika’y sakin lumapit
dahan-dahang hinaplos
ang tela kong kupas
at nagiwan ng bulong: 

“may multo ka mang dinadala
sa iyong mga bulsa
wala akong pakialam,
ako’y kakalabit sa bawat sulok nila 
sasamahan kita sa pagbuhat
ng bigat sa ‘yong balikat

hindi ako takot na mahalin ka”

ilan na ba ang pinatay nito?
(nakaka sindak na pag-ibig)
walang kapalit na presyo
madugo’ng aking pinagdaanan
(sa ilalim ng manggas)
may libo-libong galos

at sa lalim ng gabi
may hiling na may makatabi
na hindi tatakbo, ‘di magtatago
‘di pipikit sa kaluluwa na dala ko

at sa isang iglap ika’y dumating
dala ang iyong kasilakan
iyong panata, “di pakikinggan ang
mga husga mula sa kanino man”

“may multo ka mang dinadala
sa iyong mga bulsa
wala akong pakialam,
ako’y kakalabit sa bawat sulok nila 
sasamahan kita sa pagbuhat
ng bigat sa ‘yong balikat

hindi ako takot na mahalin ka”

~

cover art by @/heavenlyfebruary love u faye my babe
co-written with jo <3

multo sa bulsa - Japanese Surplus

"Veering from ditties about outdated technologies and Chinese take-out to accurately observed portraits of young hearts in turmoil, the lengthily-named album (which seems to have been concocted for the sole purpose of irritating music critics) is the perfect soundtrack to the manic-depressive adolescent, the kind who finds amusement by either endlessly debating the absurd with oneself or by playfully running the sharpest of kitchen utensils over the exposed and inviting wrist-flesh."
-- Erwin Romulo

NU 107's Best New Artist 2002.