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GO CRAZY (Prod. log1ndelt4 x venexxi)

prod. @notmorgn

its been a minute
still no closure
she in my bed no clothes
but im colder
remember 2010
now im much older
remember feeling fine
those days are way over

20 degrees 
30 mph breeze
freezin up my chest
everytime im tryna breathe
why the east so cold like this?
im dead by the way 
don’t need condolences 

chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live
chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live

i want the push start
i want the bag gotta be goyard
everybody gonna notice 
that i go hard
she got a G string
i ain’t talkin mozart
top off
i ain’t talkin go karts
gotta up my prices
ain’t nobody like this
spent the whole day sleepin
and i dont work a night shift
fuck a 9 to 5 
i don’t fit in that box bitch
song take a couple hours 
but it come out timeless

chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live

i was really struggling 
to save my own life
til’ i started typing words 
spent a check on a mic
i really could’ve 
stayed that night
but my perspective all changed 
since all we did was fight

(slowed)

chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live

chipped black nails

Thorns (Prod. V330)

traverse town <3

emo fruits - @damiyen
IG - @emofruits
TWITTER - @myemofruit

jaseeeen - @jayrolljay
IG - @itsjaseeeen
TWITTER - @itsamejasen

pack a newports - 
IG - @sunxrco
TWITTER - @sunxrco
.
.
(emo fruits)

bad bitch 
and she wanna see me backstage
fucked up
i dont care about a rap name
cocaine
numb the pain
yeah it numb the pain
ima die
suicide at my girl place
double cup
codiene 
purple dream
comin up
thats why they hate me
tell the plug ima need a few beans
and u know jay got the red beam in the jeans 

ima drive away uh
need time away uh
know i gotta get my cake up
gotta get my cake up
know i gotta drive away uh
need time away uh
i know i gotta get my cake up
gotta get my cake up

(jaseeeen)

bad bitch 
yeah u know i got plenty
dont worry bout me
worry bout ya money
i could die now
and i'll be fuckin happy
sora wit the blade
slice u while u sleeping
yeah
only come wit the heat
what do u expect 
i live in AZ
strap by my side
like ur main squeeze
young drop out
but yall still know the name
seeing u keep me sane
smile on my face but i hide all the pain
yeah
switch the flow 
like i change clothes
summer flow
wavy niggas know
u a hoe
kick u out the fuckin door
dont bang my phone if u the type to fold
yeah
.
.
<333

emo fruits & jaseeeen - traverse town (prod. pack a newports)

Are you happy?
Sorry, im just asking for a friend
You were pointing and laughing
When you made fun of that poor kid

Lemme ask you think hes happy?
Or is he just playing pretend
Cause he dont really know what really happened
Hes the butt of the joke not your friend

Now lemme ask Are you happy
When the world is crashing
Are you lookin up to god to make amends
Do you think hes laughing
While your ass is gasping for the last breath you can share with your friends

Are you happy
Sorry im just asking for a friend
Cause aint nobody really ask me
And as of late i felt like shit

everyday he wants to call it a quits
He thinks of all the ways he can off and commit
Says He lost hope hes all alone he doesnt know where to go 
He locks himself inside his room when hes home

But is he happy?
Or is he just playing pretend
Because everyone is acting
To impress some stupid bitch

So lemme ask you are you happy?
Sorry im just asking for a friend
Cause she can make you happy
Ruin your life all over again

Im scared to admit it
Im so committed
Dont be offended
I know i wont be forgiven
My reach is overextended
Im so demented
Im so inventive
I think of ways to get through to you but i dont ever get it

Dont think ill ever get it

No i wont understand it
I swear its like you had planned it
Lemme ask are you finished?

Like are you completed

Is everything supersuceeded
Cause i feel so damn defeated
And i dont know why i need it

Now im feelin replinshed
And everything so diminished
Like Are we really deleted

I cant believe it

we don't often ask for much (+ sonya36)

spotify/apple music

We Don't Often Ask for Much (+ sonya36)

3 am..... im regretting dropping all of these already

my girl might not like this one

teenage torture - @teenagetorture
IG - @teenagetorture_

john solo - @jxhnsxlx
IG - @_jxhnsxlx_
TWIT - @jxhnsxlx

torture - @tortorture
IG - @tootorture
TWIT - @tortorture



my couch </3
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.
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(emo fruits)

pretty girls doin drugs on my couch
come around when i bring the bands out
die tonight
gimme mouth 
pass out
heart beat
watch it stop
bleed out
pretty girls doin drugs on my couch
come around when i bring the bands out
die tonight
gimme mouth 
pass out
heart beat
watch it stop
bleed out

(teenage torture)

turn me on when u talkin like that
break up then she call me right back
heart beats 
doin lines on a samsung
all my bitches pretty yeah
all my bitches die young
skinny bitch doin drugs on a weekday
that bitch she dont care what her parents say
kisses on my lips 
blowin smoke out
she tryna make me cum 
im too coked out

(john solo)

bitch im bleedin out my nose
been off that white girl
lines up off the iphone 
desert but we got the snow
and i cant even feel my face 
but fuck it i can face it
another fuckin nut 
i know that i wont even remember this
too much 
or this shit aint enough 
its no in between 
when ur dealin wit me 
i been off the shits
pretty girls they takin hits
doin drugs wit me on the couch tonight
too much 
or this shit aint enough 
its no in between 
when ur dealin wit me 
i been off the shits
pretty girls they takin hits
doin drugs wit me on the couch tonight
.
.
.
my couch <3 
-emo fruits aka that is MY COUCH

my couch w/ teenage torture & john solo (prod. torture)

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WICKED ALBUM PRODUCTION BY LOVLOK ENGINEERED BY J4Y

WasteLand (Prod. LovLok)

Produced by ʎpoqou. Soundcloud.com/anobodyreally
Lyrics n vocals by Angelsik <33

Hush (Prod. by ʎpoqou)

Suicide

Good Luck 
feturing @SpacemanZack 
produced by 999 
mixed//mastered by @j4y_offical
https://www.instagram.com/slayt.o9/
https://www.instagram.com/spacemanzackisdead/
https://www.instagram.com/j4y_offical/

good luck

Good Luck Ft.SpaceMan Zack (prod.999)

its been getting warmer but i haven't seen the sun

prod: https://soundcloud.com/caspr
master/vocal chops: https://soundcloud.com/trechorboy 

lyrics:
and it's the same things
that keep me awake at night
it's harder to sleep when i 
see what's lost in my mind
(x2)
i don't wanna sleep cause i don't wanna wake up
(x4)
i've been feeling out of place here
i swear i'd give up everything to get my head clear
i'm losing everyone i hold near
and i feel like i'm falling all i wanna hear
is your voice
i've been calling out to you
can you hear me
i don't wanna sleep cause i don't wanna wake up
its been getting warmer but i haven't seen the sun
bouta hit the road for some shows ima kick it in the backseat
i've been doing well i hope you're proud of me

the same things (prod. caspr)

mixed, mastered & produced by @scapegoat
mixed by @lilskeleskrrt


i struggle with goodbyes 
my heads sinking down in your lies but
i'll make it out alive

why do i act like this 
i'll feel bad for myself for a bit
i know i won't be missed

skele:

i'll make it out alive 
i still think about when u told me goodbye
it hurt so bad thought i might die 
i'll dream about you tonight 

i remember when u were telling me forever 
then we fell apart i miss ur touch
i swore i'd give u whatever u wanted

i'm still here 
all alone 
wish u were the one blowing up my phone 
but it's cool
i miss u 

i struggle with goodbyes 
my heads sinking down in your lies but
i'll make it out alive

why do i act like this 
i'll feel bad for myself for a bit
i know i won't be missed

if you need a friend pt. 2 w/ skele

art by https://twitter.com/Xose_Xerox  :)
prod -
@hellb3nt
mix -
@bloodworth99

Good Luck Ft.SpaceMan Zack (prod.999)

SLAyT

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