Guiding Light

https://soundcloud.com/a-production-590004066

https://open.spotify.com/album/6x0zWlNWHvNgYMbEE95LYu?si=IBRjaXT0RS2b7WuRiz_XDg

Alright (Frank Zozky Remix)

Love me Blender

Not a vacation. Not home. But it’s mine.

1. there’s no crying in baseball
2. morning mist
3. fight club
4. angel pine

Extended Stay the movie and EP out now: 

Lyrics and Vocals by Mitchell Bay
Guitar by Michael Harrison
Mixed and Mastered by Jay Remi
Cover art by Eric Bishop


fight club (prod. Michael Harrison)

Wave After Wave
I keep telling myself there’s a reason I’m still standing. But tonight, it feels like the ocean is endless.
Every time I find my footing, another wave comes crashing, higher, harder, heavier than the last. I’ve moved, I’ve changed, I’ve left pieces of myself scattered in places I’ll never see again — all just to keep my head above water. People think I’m playing. They don’t see the salt in my eyes or the weight pulling at my chest. They don’t hear the conversations that replay in my head long after they’ve stopped talking.
I’ve given everything just to be here, to hold my ground. And still, I’m hit again. Wave after wave after wave.
You tell me I’m jealous — but of what? The noise? The empty victories? The comfort of staying still while I fight to keep moving? Write the list down for me. Let me read it back to you in the quiet and watch your words start to mean something you didn’t intend.
I don’t get to run away. Not until it’s done. Not until they remember my name.

WAVE AFTER WAVE

"VERONICA" THE FIRST SINGLE OFF OF THE UPCOMING ALBUM "sleepwalking" IS OUT NOW.

"sleepwalking"
My definition: The feeling of living but not fully awake, ignoring a harsh reality.

An album about my fears, uncertainty of my future and personal struggles. COMING SOON.

Produced by: Ben Mercedez
Written by: Ben Mercedez
Performed by: Ben Mercedez

Lyrics:

VERONICA on a pedestal
Why am I jealous of you, I feel so small
You got the boys on their knees for you
And I'm left in the gutter blue

VERONICA I'm so happy for you
I would kill just for a sliver of the
Attention you so always receive

You'll never know my fear
Of talking to the monsters underground
You don't look in the mirror
And see a boy who's LOST NOT FOUND

VERONICA oh he calls for you
You got him on a string he adores you
To him I was just a mere experiment

VERONICA oh the girls are jealous
They want your man we're overzealous
You better watch behind his back before we attack

You'll never know my fear
Of talking to the monsters underground
You don't look in the mirror
And see a boy who's LOST NOT FOUND

You'll never know my fear
Of talking to the monsters underground
You don't look in the mirror
And see a boy who's LOST NOT FOUND

Oh and if I could I would be you
Just for a day I'd feel the power run
Deep through my veins it'd be so true
Living life without a care in the sun

Released: August 15 2025

Veronica

Free Download

Bust a move

a lot of these are about a relationship falling apart or wistful reflection on one that already has, sadly...

tracklist:

1. (0:00) Crying City — "Architect"
2. (2:20) alayna and Mokita — "Blue"
3. (5:37) Isølately — "Unstable"
4. (7:57) sadgods, oh haven, steezy prime, luv pug & Late Night Tones — "shatter me"
5. (9:42) Cassiøpeia — "In Another Universe"
6. (12:59) Orchid Mantis — "Closer / Get Back"
7. (15:54) Kayou. — "I Was Wrong - slowed + reverb"
8. (18:43) dosii — "Chum"
9. (22:21) MINOVA — "I Miss You So"
10. (25:53) nilöwh. — "that's what she loved about me"
11. (28:02) VELVETEARS feat. eli filosov [ p h i l o ] — "lastnight"
12. (30:35) Orchid Mantis feat. Jordana — "my forever"
13. (33:54) Orchid Mantis feat. Mei Semones — "didn't mean"
14. (35:22) boodahki — "Swollen Eyes"
15. (37:45) Chrissy — "Say It For Me"

better audio quality download of the mix available here:
https://mega.nz/file/vQJlSaaL#6aiEFhxEFrfpQkC7m4knPhepRCxRzTIEx1c2xeeY5ME

my heart is blue: sad songs for sad people, mix no. 2

An instrumental rock track, progressive rock.

Glass Reindeer

Welcome to the finale of our Winter 2025 series - This Wintry Gaze 3. This is an epic rollercoaster ride through a range of genres and soundscapes. 

Outrageous Intro 
System Crash / Astral Incantations (plays in background of intro dialogue) 
Still Alone & Adrift / Antarctic Wastelands + Rhubiqs 
Signals And Satellites / Antarctic Wastelands + Six Missing 
That Way / Cinnamon Sun 
Better Half Of Me / Isabel Rumble 
When Will We Lose Hope / Romanie 
Do What We Do / Ryan Oliver 
In Here Alone / Under The Rug 
Roll With You / Rhythm Diggers 
Cycles / Jacqui Hunt 
Railway Car, Light On / Messer 
Showdown ft Matt Sallee / Kevin Olusola
Recall Repeat / Gallagath
H Bomb / The Jessica Descent
Pity For The Poet / Rename 
Winter Kills (Yazoo cover) / Covenant
The Last Time, Proof Of Concept (Extended) / Color Theory 
Sound And The Fury (After Midnight mix), Sincerely (Stars At Night mix), To Be Loved (Early Hours mix) / Claudia Brucken
Frozen (Widescreen Mix + Drums), Gone Gone Gone, Sky Fits Heaven (Victor Calderone Future New Edit) / Madonna
Hero / Chronitect
Every Day Is Some Day, Dub In G Minor / Simon D 
The Light At The End Of The Tunnel (Extended), Sea Spray, Painting Over The Cracks / Lord And Master 
Cosmos / Kaidoorn
Multiverse / Electric Tardigrade
Hypnotizer / Aaron Van Wonterghem 
Chores / Ear Mind Eye 
Can You Feel The Sunshine / Phase 7
Space Walk, Lunar Base, We'll Be Alright / Astral Incantations 
Outrageous Outro 

This Wintry Gaze 3

227Kg - Pegassi (NESKI OAP 2025 INTRO EDIT)

Artist from New Jersey, who creates Pop and Dance music.

In January 2024, his Ep, Good Vibes was released.
 In November 2021, “Break the Rules,” was released which is now his highest streaming single to date with over 1,000,000 streams!
 Collaborated with Luma on “Faith in You,” worked with Dani King on “This Heart of Mine,” and collaborated with Karra on “Kingdom.” 

Over 30M+ streams across all music platforms.
 Supported by: Breathe Carolina, Cheat Codes, EDX, Laidback Luke, Tritonal, Timmy Trumpet, Oliver Heldens, Afrojack, Blasterjaxx, Bassjackers, Gryffin, 4B, SAYMYNAME, Crankdat, Cedric Gervais, and more.

Guiding Light

Matthew McGowan