Version 2:  If this isn't the final version, it's so close that the next version will be 2.05.  Mastered it.  Re-recorded the vocals and guitar.

Background:  Husband takes kids and leaves the wife who won't give up the drug addiction after cruising through a year-long rehab.  He hopes the wife will recognize the seriousness of the situation and go back to rehab, but the road isn't even cold beneath his tires before she's with multiple other partners.  This is the response.

Lyrics:

My name is John.
I paid so hard for every single time you laid with me.
It wasn't love, just strange manipulation.

The food you served was only air,
but I ate all of it.  Afraid to starve,
I scarfed it up.  That's why I'm wasting away.

Lay down and spread.
Let me relieve myself.  I'll give away the house, 
because I need to think you love me even though I am just your fool.

My name is Mark.
You ran your scam, and I believed it.  So you sucked me dry.
It wasn't gold -- just a lump of pyrite.

And what you gave did not exist,
But I believe in trust.  You took it all,
and now you're gone.  I'm broke and alone.

Run your bait and switch,
And let me fool myself.  I'll give away the house, 
because I need to think you love me even though I'm just your fool.


You are Jane Doe.
You'll never know just what you might have been
if you were sincere and thought of love as more than just a weakness.

As you're pilfering, you burn everything
inside worth anything.  Your soul is dead.
You have no name.  You'll die sad and alone.

So whore yourself.
You'll rake it in and as you do you'll break what matters most.
Your body fades, and no one calls on you ever again.

Unlike me Johns usually get laid.
Unlike you whores usually get paid.
It was a farce.  I made a mistake --
a scraggly scar upon my face.

John, Mark, And Jane

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Matt Cantrell