On You

Hate That I Love You

PILOT

0v3r

Bluescape

Reverie

all you need

Falling Out Of Time (International Version) is Mokhtar’s most expansive and emotionally layered work to date—a minimalist R&B album that speaks in three tongues and countless moods. Written in English, Tagalog, and Malay, the project transcends borders and time zones, capturing the universal ache of change, memory, and quiet rebellion.

Each track is a timestamp from a life lived in fragments:

• From the melancholic refusal in “Ayoko ng Sunset Ngayon” to the cinematic collapse of “The World Is Shaking”,
• From the nostalgic ache of “Childhood” to the poetic defiance of “Cutting My Hair at Home”,
• From the imagined escape in “Life in Another City” to the theatrical finality of “One Last Dance Before My Inevitable Death”,


The album moves like a slow dissolve—velvet vocals over ambient textures, lo-fi percussion, and lyrics that feel handwritten. It’s not just international in language, but in emotional reach: every song is a passport to a feeling you thought was yours alone.

This version is for the listener who’s lived in translation, who’s felt heartbreak in more than one language, who knows that time doesn’t heal—it distorts. Mokhtar doesn’t offer resolution. He offers resonance.


6. Childhood

Your Lovin is a dark, seductive R&B track wrapped in mystery and obsession. The lyrics drip with secrecy and desire, painting a picture of forbidden passion that burns even in the coldest hands. The song explores the intoxicating pull of love laced with lies — where every kiss feels like a crime, and every secret shared is another shadow let in. With haunting production, hushed vocals, and a cinematic edge, it’s a late-night confession that’s equal parts dangerous and divine.


YOUR LOVIN

AFTER THE FIRE

ALL I SEE IS YOU

ECLIPSE

AFTERGLOW

Here I Am” is a vulnerable yet victorious Christian R&B ballad that lays bare the struggle of shame, pride, and hidden wounds—yet declares the power of God’s unconditional love. Inspired by Psalm 51 and Romans 5:8, the song moves from whispered confession to a triumphant choir-backed finale, reminding us that God doesn’t wait for our perfection—He meets us in our surrender.

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Here I am

ALL I SEE IS YOU

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