This song is me questioning how to truly love someone when I’ve been hurt, misunderstood, or left feeling empty in the past. It’s not just about romance—it's deeper than that. It’s me trying to figure out what love should look like, how to give it without losing myself, and how to trust again when my heart’s been guarded for so long. I’m not asking if I can love, but how—like, what does real love even mean when you’ve been through pain, silence, or betrayal?

It’s vulnerable, it’s raw, and it’s me searching for that balance between passion and peace… between giving my all and protecting my soul.

How Do I Love

The climb continues — determination and resilience, rising stronger than before.

Odyssey

Nights to weep

Urgency

A melodic confrontation.
He's Not There for You is a dark pop and
R&B confession-built on emotional precision, not performance. This album doesn't beg for closure; it delivers it. Every track is a mirror held up to the moments we pretend don't hurt.
"Grown Girl" calls out the illusion of maturity when accountability's missing.
"She's Not You" strips away the distraction and says what silence never could.
This isn't heartbreak-it's the aftermath.
And if you've ever been left holding the truth while someone else rewrote it, this one's for you!

She's Not You

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Kiss Me

This one hurts — but in the coldest way.

Used 2 is the late-night, ego-bruised, bedroom R&B track that hits when love turns into memory. The kind of song you play when you see your ex shining—and you still got their hoodie in your closet.

Jinn and Nox spit bitter truths, Kairo smooths the pre-chorus with icy clarity, and Rei leads a chorus that stings like aftershave on a fresh wound. But it’s Selene of CovenX who steals the final word—her guest verse cuts deep, flips the narrative, and reminds everyone exactly what he lost.

She was the problem. He was the proof. And now? They both remember.

Used 2 (feat Selene)

Everytime I Go

stepping aside for a respite
stepping aside to let spirit drive
did my work, i'm complete the way i am
classics back to back, signing legacy acts

classless counteract
take a whistle blow
to the dome
wisdom in your peripheral 
money sacks, money bags
can't let her go
sags, swags, 
maze maze
twitching and witching
like the twins
light the wins
i love the odds
i pull yo card 
cash sways sways ay ay 
today today it's a forever ting
i'm always ready to integrate the creator

classics back to back, signing legacy acts
money sacks, money bags
sags, swags, 
cash sways sways ay ay 
today today ohhhhhh it's a forever ting
i'm always ready to integrate the creator

classics back to back, signing legacy acts
classless counteract
take a whistle blow
to the dome
wisdom in your peripheral 
money sacks, money bags
can't let her go
sags, swags, 
maze maze
twitching and witching
like the twins
light the wins
i love the odds
i pull yo card 
cash sways sways ay ay 
today today it's a forever ting
i'm always ready to integrate the creator

stepping aside for a respite
stepping aside to let spirit drive
did my work, i'm complete the way i am
stepping aside for a respite
stepping aside to let spirit drive
did my work, i'm complete the way i am

classics back to back, signing legacy acts
classless counteract
take a whistle blow
to the dome
wisdom in your peripheral 
money sacks, money bags
can't let her go
sags, swags, 
maze maze
twitching and witching
like the twins
light the wins
i love the odds
i pull yo card 
cash sways sways ay ay 
today today it's a forever ting
i'm always ready to integrate the creator

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Addicted to Pain

I wrote this song after looking at a tree.
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My Heart

🔥 New Track Out Now! 🔥  
Title: [Left in the Rain]  
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This track is a blend of real bars, raw emotion, and authentic rap vibes.  
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Left in the Rain

A song for those that miss that special someone and inspired by Chingy's "Pulling Me Back".

SYMBOLIC - Meant To Be Ft. Ebby

Don’t Think

G-O-D

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Everytime I Go

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