Unbound - Jeremy Soule - Elder Scrolls

I sat inside, alone.
That’s all I had been for most of this time.
Just me, myself, and I,
In this tiny room, with nothing else but my laptop, drawing tablet and a pen
Seconds turned to minutes, and minutes turned to hours as I listened,
And envied the sound of excitement and happiness those younger than me were having.
No matter the reason for them meeting up,
I hated that they got to have fun while I waited.

Days closed in on the one I was meant to be with my own friends…
Each of them canceled, 1 by 1.
The loneliness only sinking in further and further,
As well as jealousy and envy for those who got what I didn’t.
Being an overthinker definitely doesn’t help in moments like this,
Makes me wonder so many questions that hurt to ponder.
Do they not want to see me? Was I annoying?
Had they finally had enough of me?

Were they tired of me?
Did I do something wrong?
Is my past repeating itself?
Is it happening again?! WHY?!
Please just tell me if you don't want to hang out.
I'll understand! I swear I will!
But please give me some clarity...
Oh, no reply? You're busy? Ok...
My phone is tossed across my bed.
My tears are allowed to pour and I comfort myself best I can.
That's how it's been for what feels like forever.
Doing everything with just me, myself, and I.



end it all?

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The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim - The Original Game Soundtrack

Jeremy Soul-The Jerall Mountains

I tried to pick and choose.. the best tracks for this. But honestly if you played the game like I did. Every track will surely spark some memory of the game. Love this OST.

07 Jeremy Soule - Silent Footsteps

08 Jeremy Soule - Dragonsreach

Jeremy Soule - Standing Stones

12 Jeremy Soule - Silence Unbroken

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