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Lyrics:
I can't hide from these thoughts, i tried
So drained so cold, insane but i get by 
Whisper to me sweet lies yeah
I'm afraid of feeling whats inside

I die again
Get high again
Cry to a friend
Might lie again

So listen bitch
Is this really real
All the pain you wont know that i really feel
Just tell me if ill ever fucking really heal
Feed upon my soul, and make my heart bleed
Baby hold me closely thats the ideal
Fallin outta touch with reality

Im a fucking loser
Yeah i know ill lose her
I dont fucking care what u think
Baby i been on the brink of 

Everything i know
Why you get in my head hoe
My head hoe
Cut me slow
No one knows the things i know
Oh owoo


I can't hide from these thoughts, i tried
So drained so cold, insane but i get by 
Whisper to me sweet lies yeah
I'm afraid of feeling whats inside

I die again
Get high again
Cry to a friend
Might lie again

So listen bitch
Is this really real
All the pain you wont know that i really feel
Just tell me if ill ever fucking really heal
Feed upon my soul, and make my heart bleed
Baby hold me closely thats the ideal
Fallin outta touch with reality

Sweet Lies (prod. 2k6)

Maybe I should take my nerves and lock them all away, get a job a drink the pain away oh wait
Nothing ever worked if it worked and I've seen so much for 21 youd think my lifes a movie
Know I'm here for you when it gets bad and need a shoulder you can cry on
'Cause I'm warm and if I said I didn't care then I'd be lying
I just want to listen to you make you feel alright
Dont worry when I'm gone just remember you're a star too

Feel what I feel, I dont know- I dont know what to do
Feel me

Maybe I should take my nerves and lock them all away, get a job and drink the pain away oh wait
Nothing ever works when it was given to me, I've seen so much you'd think my life was a movie
And if I decide to die I want you to know its not your fault and I love you
You helped me when its hard more than you could know, that's why I gotta go <3

Nerves Of Steel (rinne)

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind
i feel inside out i wanna cry it out
but inside of my mind i pretend that im fine
and now i feel inside out i wanna cry it out


i lost myself trying to be a better person
it was never worth it

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind

i'm too close to my mic i cant hear a thing whatd you say? (huh)
i might lose my fucking mind if i dont try to save a life
i mean i guess i know inside its fucked up i cant let you in my head
i used to paint these pictures now i scream them all instead
pretty reds i'll show you how i bled

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind
i feel inside out i wanna cry it out
but inside of my mind i pretend that im fine
and now i feel inside out i wanna cry it out

i lost myself trying to be a better person

Smile! (splashgvng)

Tried to get up I swear I dont give a fuck dont care
I want a pet shark and a lair not fair everybodies so happy out there
growing up sucks sometimes thats why we're dying young cant lie
everybody everybody hurts sometimes
Tried to get up I swear I dont give a fuck dont care
I dont wanna wash my hair not fair everybodies so happy out there

I'll be alright as soon as I can sleep at night
I'll be alright as soon as I can eat a little
I'll be alright as soon as I have energy
I'll be alright so don't worry about me

Hey how are you I'm good
don't wanna waste my time
aint nobodies brain like mine
finna make a band or a million
fly to a place set up base in the hills yeah
and call it home, i'm keeping my best friends close
chain around my neck and throat
fuck it I'm that new wave homie
lsd and weed you know me
tried to cuddle with a bitch but my hips to boney
cramped in a space where no one knows me

Where no one knows me,
No one knows me but you

I'll be alright as soon as I can sleep at night
I'll be alright as soon as I can eat a little
I'll be alright as soon as I have energy
I'll be alright so don't worry about me

Can't wait to meet my friends up I dont wanna be here I want to be with them
Playing shows, ride in planes, and sleeping in, I'll be good with them
We'll be good yeah we'll be alright

I'll be alright as soon as I can sleep at night
I'll be alright as soon as I can eat a little
I'll be alright as soon as I have energy
I'll be alright so don't worry about me

I'll Be Alright (arcane)

Miracle

someone save me

don't let me sleep
i'm scared to close my eyes
not sure if i'll wake up
'cause i'm so dead inside
we act like we're in love
but you just aren't my type
i always fuck it up
so don't tell me it's fine

me and you
that's all that it was and
then we hit the brakes and we parked it
the memories down the drain 'til i clog it
even miss the smell of your carpet
needed a fresh start
so i purged it
now i'm looking back
was it worth it
and to top it all off
we were perfect
then i got what we had
and i swerved it

don't let me sleep
i'm scared to close my eyes
not sure if i'll wake up
'cause i'm so dead inside
we act like we're in love
but you just aren't my type
i always fuck it up
so don't tell me it's fine

i'm not okay
'cause now you're gone
it's senior year and i'm still fucking alone
can't find my way
'cause i'm so lost
it's been a year but i can't fucking move on

listen on spotify </3

scared to close my eyes (prod. Trill skeleton)

Provided by Biteki

Lineup
@erisu-san
@yvngaxstn
@lullabyboy
@lilskeleskrrt
@ripkais
@sushisai
@deadfishpoland
@ddeadroses
@raeraexo
@silverreapersnroses
@seejayxo
@brushogun
@zxlone
@lilblueq
@gothurted
@deadspyro
@diamoonofnhg
@remghost
@irby314
@prod_loopy
@lilduckk
@nate2timezz
@prodtsurreal

gothurted - lost (ft. zxlone)

hit me up in my email or insta with your verse on this track and i will re-upload the track with the best verse <333

daniel silver - poison ft. xo6ftunder (prod. discent)

[Lyrics]

{imtrash}

if you think im crying
baby why you lying
self soothing your hiding
on this dick your riding
your voice is shattered
screaming fuck me master
once you were my laughter
you fucked me up right after
faster faster
blew right fucking past her
my money a little fatter
you fucking little disater
faster faster
blew right fucking past her
my money a little fatter
you fucking little disater
if you think im crying
baby why you lying
self soothing your hiding
on this dick your riding
your voice is shattered
screaming fuck me master

{ovrwrld}

faster 
faster 
my pockets lookin fatter 

jus got a bag 
jus copped a zip 
hopped out tha ghost 
sippin on wok 
woke up in bed
not what it seems
sippin on way to much 
fuckin codeine 
still off a bean
still off a perc
my diamonds frozen like burr!
louie right down to the fur
ridin with opps?
might as well ride in the herse
she sure feind 
off of the bean
whatcha gon do when i pull 
up with teams
this aint global offensive
we aint smoke no mid (yuh)
my blunts lookin long
goin up cat
goin to fast
you cannot flash
call me tha flash

goin faster
yea were goin faster
i blew right fuckin
past herrrrr

faster ! w/ ovrwrld

Written, Produced and engineered by Matt's Mind.

:)

ON ME!

Matt's Mind