The Early Drunken Years is a raw instrumental journey through memory and emotion.
Every beat echoes feelings, experiences, and the darker, quieter moments of life.
Sad, reflective, and immersive, this album gives you the space to feel, think, and lose yourself in the sound.

Dad Wasn’t in the Audience

German/English Translatet
I’m ChillPandaBeats. I’m someone who feels a lot — maybe too much. I draw, I paint, I build things, I make music. For me, it’s all the same language. I see things differently. I hear things differently. I pick up moods, emotions, the stuff people don’t say but carry inside.

I live with ADHD, depression, and that constant restlessness that never really leaves. I’ve been through a lot, and I stayed quiet for too long. You learn fast that if you don’t let what’s inside out, it eats you alive. So I started creating. With my hands, with sound, with whatever I had.

LoFi is my slow breath. My space to process.
Hip-Hop is where I speak clearly. Where I confront. Where I don’t hold back.
I make music because if I don’t, I break.

AI is just a tool for me. It helps me show the images I’ve had in my head for years but couldn’t put on paper the way I wanted to. Everything I do is art — sound, color, shapes, atmosphere. Nothing about it is fake. It’s just another way to make my world visible.

And then there’s Tyler — my panda.
He represents me. The calm and the chaos. The softness and the part that snaps.
Tyler can be quiet and sad — but he can also say:
“Listen. I’m here.”

Tyler wants to be seen. I do too.
I make music and art for the ones who are awake at night because their mind won’t shut up.
For the ones who feel too deeply.
For the quiet fighters.

I’m not perfect. I’m not healed.
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// C H I L L P A N D A B E A T S //

🎵 LISTEN TO MY MUSIC
• Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/artist/6ZaY5RKcefSUUurRxlE3If
• Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/chillpandabeats/1846130394
• YouTube Music: https://music.youtube.com/channel/UCyQ9hI8uBQ8yx3wQI9c_hrA
• SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/maurice-44362290

🐼 FOLLOW MY JOURNEY
• YouTube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@ChillPandaBeats91
• Instagram: m.com/chillpandabeats/
• TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@chillpandabeats

👕 SUPPORT & SHOP
• Merch & Beats: chillpandabeatsonline-shop.de

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