archived from 2021

every second I wasted feels just
like ive misplaced myself cant replace myself
money gone like its nothing impulsivity shines
i need help not a thing on the shelf

i just dont have it in me im a ghost a mirage
my life is like a montage this act wont get an applause
if i could change it all back i would just because
like a box in a garage its an unfortunate colllage

im tired of illusory i feel sick to my stomach
in my head again im doing laps around up to the summit
im stuck in these cycles some shit that ill never break
just a lesson well learnt these tables turning so fake

guess its not cut out for me a picture painted wrong
ive always had my doubts i kinda knew it all along
fuck a repost check im working hours way too long
i want it anyway i dont wanna stay here
stuck on this repeating cycle i dont wanna stay here
and i dont think i wanna fight no more sick of going on
like what the fuck is this for?

forfeit i cant fucking take it
crash against the cement
cant take it anymore
pretend wanna leave an indent
cycling back not content
fuck this i want more

impulsive / prod. yungspoiler

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