Art by @worldwidewilly

Used to be a friend
Now I don't know at all

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

(Starfall)
Its my confession
Don't know without direction
We are losing our connection
I know you crave affection
Cause I know you
Better than anyone else
Yea I know you
Better than you know yourself

(Christian Blair)
Swear you in love
Watchu gon do
This time I aint worried bout you
This my life
I don't lose
Even if you wanna tell the truth
And i'm always there
You been tryna stop and stare
How many times will I not care
But you'll never know
I won't talk to you

(Kaido)
I won't talk to you
This feeling i'm stressed out
I feel like I'm older
It's cold in october
I love you it's over
But how could this happen to me
Too many drinks in hotels I'm ashamed
I'm feeling like Drake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
You did me shady
I couldn't love you
I couldn't hold you
I don't even want you
And it was a mistake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
I'm glad that you love everything that I make
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

Set w/ Starfall, Christian Blair & Kaido (Michael Warren)

stream :)

dishonesty w/ starfall

Prod: Roku 
Written: Maxrrss
Mixed: Maxrrss
all dis time
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/change-2

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Lyrics:
Tell me what you want baby
You dont gotta lie 
Trouble keeping down the thoughts
Telling me we shouldnt try
I wanna tell you that i love you
Even if it makes you cry
Drive you early in the morning 
Tell you everything is fine 


Wait alone at night for you to 
tell me that you'll change
Im just hoping that you'll hear me when im 
calling out your name 
All these feelings that you give me i can
No not one i can explain
All this time
All this time

change (roku)

prod by k4njibeats

*on all plats*

@1toge

it seems like you made up your mind
im getting closer to the edge i dont feel right
but when im with you im alive
cant explain how i feel , cant explain how i feel 
i dont get the appeal, and i dont know if its real

am i getting close to your heart or not
hope that i fill the spot, hoping that im enough
woah oh i need to know, i cant just let go
tell is it real, are you fucking real?

am i getting close to your heart or not
hope that i fill the spot, hoping that im enough
am i getting close to your heart or not
hope that i fill the spot, hoping that im enough

@riensu

all i can do is try
over and over again
can't get u off my mind
can't get u off my mind
i just wanna be the one for u

cus baby i can hold u down
don't need to be alone
you'll never hear the tone
cause i'm picking up the phone
for you
i would do anything
for you
i would do everything

just tell me
if i'm getting closer to ur heart
just tell me
if i'm getting closer to ur heart
just tell me
if i'm getting closer to ur heart
just tell me
just tell me

spotify

am i enough w/ riensu

prod @saiwai
@zephyrcove

lyrics

@riensu
my heart is on fire <3
and i just dont know why
i wish it would be easier
to say whats on my mind :/
tonight
if im wrong bout ur feelin
ill never recover
i dont want another

@yokulol
You knowww
I don’t wanna switch teams 
Tell me what does it mean to you
(What does it mean to you)
Gimme your hand we can go for a walk now
Run my fingers through your hair now
I think I’m runnin out of time now
Like watchu want from me?
Hands up, you can take it all from me
You take all my time away
Oh I don’t wanna wait another day, cause
What if I wait too long? 
And I waste all my time with you
That’s the one thing I don’t wanna do :(
Oh everything thing I do

It’s all 4 you ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ


@riensu
my heart is on fire <3
and i just dont know why
i wish it would be easier
to say whats on my mind :/
tonight
if im wrong bout ur feelin
ill never recover
i dont want another

@saiwai
i dont really want another lover except u girl <3
and i can make u happy we can do what u wanna do girl
yea fuck the earth, i can take u over to the moon girl
yea i just wanna dance, just show me wat u can do girl

got her like oh oh ohhh
and when u dance w me, ur eyes glow ^_^
so baby just please dont go,
yea baby just please dont go o o o o

heh
hey wassup
i love every word u say dont wna interrupt <3
like r u free tmrw, i can take u out to lunch
like get what u want, we just havin funnn

n i dont wanna take this thing too fast
but ur a lil too cute, give my heart if u asked :3
yea if we make mistakes, we can put it in the past
and ur so fkin sweet, i just love the way u acttttt

@riensu
my heart is on fire <3
and i just dont know why
i wish it would be easier
to say whats on my mind :/
tonight
if im wrong bout ur feelin
ill never recover
i dont want another

tonight + yoku ~ sai (sai)

self prod ofc ofc

sampled this: www.youtube.com/watch?v=5KLsjhz9jMI

me and @maxrrss made this in an hour or so in the vc

if you wanna make beats like me buy my drumkit!

payhip.com/b/jSQW7

max:
i dont wanna see you when ur falling all apart
i tried to be perfect
when ur sad and all alone
trust me
i dont wanna be the one to see u go
cuz
i just want you!

me:
u dont need me
i feel unloved
maybe i should just say
im done with you
youuu

and u told me
im not enough
im so sorry
that i cant do it
for you
youuu

the sample!

i just want you! +max ruben

Rant: I made this song in 8 hours and uploaded it here bc I'm so fucking mad at myself that I'm nowhere near as good at music as I want to be no matter how much time I've put in. I understand that it's a never-ending path and that I lack experience, but when I listen to the music of the role models I admire or even any SC artist, I genuinely wonder what I'm doing. I keep thinking about how people in SC who have less equipment make such beautiful music, and I keep telling myself that I'm not cut out for making music because I feel like it might be true given that no matter how hard I seem to try, I just keep producing things that I'm not proud of.  I'm still fucking mad, but I won't stop trying.

Edit: Arhghghg you guys really liked this song and wanted it on spotify so I uploaded it there! Thank you so much for the messages and love. I don't know how to feel. So please feel free to listen on any platform you like ;w; ♥ (Though I mastered the spotify version a bit better heheh)

[Verse]:
Lately I've been taking so much shit from no one but myself
(You wanna break it off, break it off)
I cant get anything to work,
Is it just my lack of talent and reserve?
(Boy, youre just not enough, not enough)

But I wanna cross 
The boundaries that I never thought I'd touch
All the pain that I go through for things I love
And I wanna give it up, god I wanna stop

[Pre]:
God I cant,
Waste my life
All this time, 
Have I done any right?

Dont think I wanna do this anymore
It just makes me feel miserable
Dont even know what to do
Lately I've been feeling like a fraud
Now I put my heart in the ground

"You're not cut for this, stop it now"
Ha, yeah

[Chorus]:
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 

(God I cant)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Waste my life)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
(All this time)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Have I done any right?)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more

Frustrated

@1spoder
prod roku
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/bruise

lyrics -
open up the fuckin door hun
is this everything you wanted?
tell me did you really wanna
tell me did you really wanna
pop another bottle up
tell me is it lust is it really love
pop another bottle up
is it really lust is it really love
can you see what I see
through your stupid lies
it gets harder to breathe
every time

walk it down
throw it up love
love to be the one that you want
I keep falling down, keep falling out
did everything you told me to
talk every way you want me to
fuck it up
it's a dud
I don't love you
I tried it, no use
stuck in silence I bruise (I feel overwhelmed)
stuck in silence I bruise (I tried)
stuck in silence I bruise

are you amused?
go tie up that noose (it's all my fault)
acting like you nuanced and shit
alright love then burn off that bridge
tell me love how I'm supposed to live
kick yo feet up
wanna be us
she want more not enough
is it all you dream of
all you need love
fall in now I'm stuck
will you pull through?
I don't like you no more

can you see what I see
through your stupid lies
it gets harder to breathe
every time

walk it down
throw it up love
love to be the one that you want
I keep falling down, keep falling out
did everything you told me to
talk every way you want me to
fuck it up
it's a dud
I don't love you
I tried it, no use
stuck in silence I bruise (I feel overwhelmed)
stuck in silence I bruise (I tried)
stuck in silence I bruise

spoder - bruise

written: us
mixed: us
produced: @heyzeph
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/zephyrandmaxrrss/girl-drama-2

Lyrics:

Cause you told me, we should wait
And I told you, I'm ok
I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr
I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr

Catch me rollin' with the top down in a week or two
Nother' nigga wanna talk down, I got beef with you
2 shots to this nigga dome, now he weaker too
I just walked out of tha store wit a glock 19 or two

Two faced, I don't wanna be right
You hate how I act when I'm tired
Come back every time that I'm fine
I know you like when I'm tryin, I won't do that for a while
Don't even care at all
You wanna see me fall
So many issues with you, I don't even wanna talk
You think you got it all
I see right through you now
You said that you been happy waiting for me keep it to yourself

Cause you told me, we should wait
And I told you, I'm ok
I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr
I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr
Cause you told me, we should wait
And I told you, I'm ok
I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr
I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr

You call it a waste I call it pickin' up the slack love
Took some time away, I realized everything I once was
If you were in my shoes you would get it, how could I say sorry
I can't wrap my head around the way you made me love to hate us
Rest your mind
I was real bad back then now I'm fine
Sittin' all pretty, alright, all nice
Say you're done with me, in my room for the night
Al- al- alright

She like baby are you done now?
is it over?
Are you past that, can I come over?
She said I'm good now, but man I know her
We gon' be right back to where we both were
(OK) I just cashed out on a panigale that's a hunnid racks
Ex bitch in my phone sayin' we should run it back
Baby you a sweetheart but I just can't make the love come back
Baby just appreciate the time that we had fun with that

Cause you told me, we should wait
And I told you, I'm ok
I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr
I'm alr I'm alr I'm alr

alr w/ zephyr (zephyr)

written: us
mixed: us
produced: @maxrrss | @heyzeph
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/zephyrandmaxrrss/girl-drama-2

Lyrics:

Novocaine (wont hear your lies)
I can't think (no rest on mind)
Don't wanna feel my face (I might go blind)
Don't wanna make mistakes (but it feels so right)

They don't- they don't know bro
Hit me when I'm sober
Whipping that Toyota
Didn't know she novia
I don't wanna hold ya
I'm not coming over
I don't wanna do shit
I just wanna go up

Got some jack up in my cola, I'll call you when I'm sober
JZ in my motor, but I'm not talkin Hova
Shawty what's the hold up? I miss when we was closer
I was young and dumb, but lil' baby now I'm older
But girl, yo ex he needa watch just what he say to me
I got friends that keep a chop like gta for me
If she worth it then you know I'll treat her faithfully
And that pussy fit me tight like she was made for me, made for me

You think you gon break it off, I could make you turn right back
If we gon do more than talk, girl I wanna make it last
You think you gon break it off, I could make you turn right back
If we gon do more than talk, girl I wanna make it last

Novocaine (wont hear your lies)
I can't think (no rest on mind)
Don't wanna feel my face (I might go blind)
Don't wanna make mistakes (but it feels so right)
Novocaine (wont hear your lies)
I can't think (no rest on mind)
Don't wanna feel my face (I might go blind)
Don't wanna make mistakes (but it feels so right)

They don't- they don't know bro
Hit me when I'm sober
Whipping that Toyota
Didn't know she novia
I don't wanna hold ya
I'm not coming over
I don't wanna do shit
I just wanna go up

Oou
Oou (yeah)
Oou
Oou

novocaine w/ zephyr (us)

monsters

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