w/ https://soundcloud.com/1kaido & https://soundcloud.com/ihatebixby Prod https://soundcloud.com/prodbyjoshwa & https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves
Why do leaves fall
After I pick em up
After Hours with sunsets can't get enough
You pushed me off of the swings think I fell in love
But it only ever started cuz of alcohol
I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feel like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

It’s like feeling i can’t get out
It’s like a feeling i can’t get out inside
You and i
i
You moved out of state
There’s no need to run away
I’m thinking it’s better on my own
I’m tryna find my way out of the darkness
Imma be an artist
Imma do it on my own
 
Tell me what's it's like
Does it feel right?
How to feel alive
in the daylight
I don't wanna try
It wasn't too late for us
In my head but it's too late
I see through your lies
Facing back i tried, I can't let go
How could I survive
Falling
I can't stop

I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feels like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

Deep In Love w/ Kaido & Bixby (Joshwa &  Rosesleeves)

prod: jaelBeats
written: me
mixed and mastered: me
all plats:https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/summer-nights-2

Lyrics: 

Waste another night alone
I cant tell u where im gonna go 
I just know youll always be my home
In the summer night hiding from the cold
2x

Tell me why u gotta lie
Tell me if its feeling right
Always wanna get a rise
I cant do it a-

Tell me why u gotta lie
Tell me if its feeling right
Always wanna get a rise
I cant do it again

know its been hard
Going this far
I cant move on
So please dont let us fall

know its been hard
Going this far
I cant move on
So please dont let us 

Waste another night alone
I cant tell u where im gonna go 
I just know youll always be my home
In the summer night hiding from the cold
4x

summer nights (jaelbeats)

known you so long i wont fall for your tricks
i thought i was done now im all in the mix
you want to come along im not falling for this
at least not this time, cus i know better
but it's hard when youre so damn close to her
left a mark and i think i need to sober up 
already told you i dont want to open up

and i think i know why i cant sleep at night
trying to forget her but shes on my mind
know its for the better but its still not right

so you can say what you want
i know its all talk
i dont give a fuck im not answering your calls
want to take it back, youre so upset
i dont give a fuck you deserve what you get

did you think i wouldnt notice?
ive been here the whole time and you know this 
as of late ive been losing my focus
and now it's over, tell me what your motive was
i know it hurts and it's so damn tough
i dont want to talk cus youre so damn drunk
i know you think you can call my bluff, but baby im done

deserved (prod. pieper)

@jayya1k

(killnord)
you look so bad i’m into you 
i wish you felt the same i do 
don’t need that much, i’ll wait for you
i can’t escape the way you move
it’s not about me, it’s all about you
can’t reach your heart, is it bullet proof?
i fucking hate you yes i do
i just can’t stand the way you 
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care

(jayya)
you know i hate when you lie to me
but i can’t overlook it girl you know that’s the pride in me
it’s been this way for weeks so it comes no surprise to me 
i shut myself off once again and deal with it privately 
i hate the way you always get what u want 
always put up a front 
i’m so tired of all the fighting can we just make up
i’m so tired of all the fighting i think we need to break up 
it’s been way too long

(killnord)
i swear you look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care

spotify

so bad feat. jayya (okayjml)

prod. xvn

sadchill amv: youtube.com/watch?v=8rp9l4zyNX4

@zephyrcove

lyrics

@1toge

Baby come on and use your words 
Cause our communication is lacking
How could have we let this happen
Oh la la la uh bby are you in denial
I swear its gon take awhile
So whats the need for these ties

Oh baby im over the edge
I cant feel so low over the edge
Cause i dont wanna feel no more
I dont wanna feel no more
If i come give you my attention
I expect you to catch me if i fall

@riensu

It's such a shame that things never changed
And now we're falling down
I tried to put into words but I can't explain
How I'm feelin now

I've had enough
Can't do anything right
But I don't wanna be alone
Maybe it's what I deserve
I dont know what you heard
Know I always put you first

And now you put your heart in a vault
You're puttin up all your walls
All your feelings dissolved
Can you still hear me
Terrified
Of what happens tonight

@1toge

It's such a shame that things never changed
And now we're falling down
I tried to put into words but I can't explain
How I'm feelin now

oh what a shame w/ riensu

mixed @oroahh & me 
Written @oroahh & me
Produced @Jonah_bru
All Plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/pieces-feat-oroah

Lyrics:
(me)
I don't wanna talk to u, girl 
I need a moment
U dictate every way that I feel
Words are so potent
What I wanna say to you, girl
I could give you the world 
But you tore me to pieces 
For no decent reason

(me)
Oh my god
I don't wanna talk bout it 
Everything I did just by your side
I don't wanna think bout it
Everytime, i do feelings i die
Just too hard for you to really try
Give a lil bit of love
Give a lil bit of -ooh

(roah)
This feeling
It's leaving
I don't know how to stop
Can you feel it 
You do not need it
Baby, could you stop
We aint really have to hold it down
We just have to really focus now 
Speak up before goes, going south
oh don't shut your mouth
told you, and I told her
I got big chips on my shoulder
And they keep growing as im older
Keep showing as I hold you tight
I don't really wanna speak tonight
I just really want you out my sight
I don't think that we could do this right
I don't wanna talk girl just decide

pieces w/ roah (jonah.bru)

prod clozz 

lyrics:
if you were wrong
would you admit that
i was onto your lil gameplan
i wont judge
because the things you do 
i see myself in your shoes
i wish that we could do better
cuz when im 

by your side
it feels like im losin it 
u wanna be intimate
but i could never
tell u why
i know that your missin him
pretend im oblivious so i can be there

u said we had it all
i know you love to talk
you keep on sayin the same things
ur fuckin up 
u call me say that ur better
baby ur not in love
theres more to life then just tellin me that u wont interupt


not in ur right mind
im not ur lifeline
call when ur drunk
im too scared bout what i might find
wasting my damn time
u know its not right
acting so shady i never seen this in my lifetime

u wanna hurt me so bad
i know much better than that
u said u want something perfect
so why u keep coming back
ur promises always broken
i fuckin hate what we had but when im

by ur side

Here's a smol track for yall!! I made this song yesterday while trying to create a vintage-sounding piano by running it thru tape, but somehow I ended up making this song with that piano lol.

I feel like there's still so many more things I could have done to "fix" elements in the production and vocals, but it got to the point where I'm just ruining the song, so I stopped myself and exported :"). 

Hope you guys enjoy this until I make better stuff ♥ 
Lyrics:

[Verse]:
I wanted to love her
Now Im not too sure
Said she dont got the time, cause
She gotta "let go"
(Dont wanna let you go, wanna let you go)
Girl, that's not what I want
(Dont wanna let you go, wanna let you go)

[Chorus]:
So baby could you
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah

[Verse]:
Yeah
Girl I wanna take you out on the dates
No rush, lets take it in our pace
Dont think I'll be ever needing space
(Nah girl) Cause I dont wanna make you wait

When youre lonely and down girl you say that its fine
Never see you around, said you lacked the time
Am I waiting in line, girl, to make you mine? Oh no

[Chorus]:
Girl I want you to
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah

[Outro]:
I wanted to love her
Now Im not too sure
Said she dont got the time, cause
She gotta "let go"
Girl, that's not what I want

Slowly

written: me
mixed: me
produced: @rokuhonda
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/talk

Lyrics:

(chorus)
there's nothing to say
like what can i do
when everyone around me reminds me of you
how can i stay
mad at the truth
how can i win if I'm not there for you

(verse)
what i gotta say
what i gotta do
i dont understand baby tell the truth
if you gave a chance i could never lose
i don't wanna stand if I'm not with you 
i don't wanna take more of your love
i just really wanna see what you want
i just really wanna go (go)
i don't really wanna say too much 
tryna keep it on the low (low)
you don't gotta go and make things tough
i don't even wanna show (show)
tell me something that wont break my heart
I've been tryna let you know (know)
you're the only one i wont call

talk (roku)

Lights fade…

This album is a journey through the raw essence of emotion and sound—blending smooth R&B melodies, heartfelt soul, and gritty hip hop beats. Each track is a reflection of real moments, late-night thoughts, and timeless grooves. Whether you're riding through city lights or vibing on your own, this project delivers passion, rhythm, and truth.

by ur side

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