edit/update: the person who this song was originally written about is now essentially devoid of respect and likability in my eyes, so now it's a ballad for all of the lovers out there who aren't fucking each other over.

good riddance, s.

thanks, p.

thanks, world.

[peace.love.happiness]

e[u].logy (prod. purpan)

Lyrics below. Art by Takato Yamamoto.

(Inaudible)

Pen and paper was my best friend
When I was just a little kid
I added marijuana cigarettes and some house slippers with a nice fit
I been stuck and can't write shit
Told myself I had to practice
Shooting out with my feelings cuz anxiety caught me lackin
I been slapped across my face
Treated like I'm in the way
A burden only meant for expression of stress and feelings of repression of trauma and depression 
Healings and blessings, no they don't come my way

I was in that cold townhouse 
Alcohol had him hellbound
Not too long 'fore I found out 
In chorus, then I dropped out 
So many tears fell down
And there's so many more to fall
I feel them all

When I was just a little kid
I was the one that y'all went against 
Used for entertainment 
But known as annoying
You wonder why I don't say shit
Cuz all y'all on some fake shit
You done shapeshifted like a ghost hiding in your spaceship like an alien

Remember DMT, *****? You and me? 
I didn't have no one to listen so that shit meant everything
Even though I was selfish like PNB
I earned a best friend who would just see me for me

I was in that hot room wild
Watching shows with ******
Back when I didn't know much and my singing was fucked up
AshTre and Ronee
Acid and sunsets
N.E.R.D tracks, I was feeling glad I was filled with happiness

Let the Dead Sleep

Cynthia Jones LP

heartbreak (lofi mix)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/jonc1/pale-boy-summer

https://linktr.ee/joncraps

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I dont like people and i cant stand parties
he smokes too much shes had too much Bacardi 
its been lonely in my head eyes to the ceiling with my back up on the bed
searching for a meaning but i found a girl instead
introverted state of mind  staying on that music grind all the time id rather stay inside
like the words i never say i keep em locked away until i get my pen and spill it
Anthony you're being distant
sorry mom ive just been thinking
what is it that im seeking 
at first it was happiness but whats this
love and music got me feeling passionate
not alone... but it feels so solo
theres a diference there but that i really dont know
im out of my comfort zone
i dont like crowds or microphones theres a side of me i dont show
i like talking i hate talking i hate singing i hate singing
my opinion shifting spinning like its on an axis
sleepless nights increasing tossing turning on this mattress
this song wont be a classic
but i hope it gets remembered 
hope it makes someone feel better 
i prefer the term introvertive
cause im not assertive
i dont insert myself in certain situations
cause im scared of migrations and change
cause theres comfort in the solitude even in my solemn moods i push through
i could make a new friend but i really dont want to

lil intro vert why yo feelings hurt why cant you just be happy you're alive why you gotta cry its barely five and you already wanna die just smoke some weed and you'll be fine be like the rest of us and get high you wont be happy unless you try you wont be happy

Lil Intro Vert (album edition)

art by: http://nami-art-dump.tumblr.com

Spotify!: https://open.spotify.com/album/7INgu22jcRjYL47ilVoFJP?si=7guI0N5YTz6ktPCjOwzdOw

its on bandcamp :https://chancethrash.bandcamp.com/released

sorry i haven't posted in a bit! My guitar got messed up.
I try to post 1 per month.

i stubbed my toe really hard before typing this so my mind is on the pain, so idk what to say.

thanks for 2k <3

Late Night Earl Grey

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/32doqcOFiTH4G5AHBQGIQv

edit: thank you so much for the support !<3
if you want to download cuz downloads are finished for this song 
here is the link to download from. https://verqoh.bandcamp.com/track/i-wanna-sleep-forever-prod-aixion

prod by @aixion
lyrics:
i wanna sleep forever but i always wake up
i wanna love you, but i always fake love
im sorry... its just what im made of
i wanna be happy but cant, my pains rough

i dont wanna stay the same but cant
my brains to blame, fun fact
i try to rain my pain but cant
it just fades away then comes back

lifes boring, yuh, its always the same stuff
do something, then sleep and then wake up
but i get it, you gotta provide to stay alive
and in due times, i will prolly fade to die
then change my mind

thats my time wasted, 
nah, scratch that,
thats my life wasted
everyones pacing life but my knifes waiting
for the day im in pain and my lifes aching,

(x2)
theres more to life than what meets the eye
but i cant see thru these secret lies
i cant believe my mind, if this is all there is to give
cant unsee the time, when i was in the blue mist

15 years went past, but it felt like 5 minutes
cant wait till the day my times finish
searching in my heart but dont like what i find in it
[searching in my heart but dont like what i find in it]

theres more to life than what meets the eye
but i cant see thru these secret lies
i cant believe my mind, if this is all there is to give
cant unsee the time, when i was in the blue mist

i wanna sleep forever but i always wake up
i wanna love you, but i always fake love
im sorry... its just what im made of
i wanna be happy but cant, my pains rough

⭐SPOTIFY & OTHERS⭐

i wanna sleep forever. [prod. aixion] (now on spotify)

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/lafaen
art by: https://twitter.com/vivirin__art
i started writing this when i thought we still had a chance and finished writing when i knew it was over.

Full playlist on Spotify, Apple Music, etc

space-faring

for you (even if it's too late)

spotify

for you, even if it's too late. (prod. lafaen)

Prod by @officialbiosphere Mixed by @halberd-3000 CA by @Chrosky

Hey I said I'd drop this so here it is

Love like this (prod. biosphere)

Penelope (now on all streaming platforms!)

@placeholdensucks

saintromainmusic@gmail.com

Penelope (now on all streaming platforms!)

Saint Romain