i had to delete the recent beat, i wasnt mentally there. i gotta love me and take care of me first instead of letting go

i hope you guys understand and i'll be back (prolly in like 2 months or so)

finale

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@sophie-meiers
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Smile (Ft. Sophie Meiers) (Prod. nohidea)

D E P R E S S I O N.wav

Uke sample taken from Joji- WORLD$TAR MONEY

back then

Samples Used:

Dorothy Ashby- Favourite Things

elliot's song

we hide from the rain

1

I dont like people and i cant stand parties
he smokes too much shes had too much Bacardi 
its been lonely in my head eyes to the ceiling with my back up on the bed
searching for a meaning but i found a girl instead
introverted state of mind  staying on that music grind all the time id rather stay inside
like the words i never say i keep em locked away until i get my pen and spill it
Anthony you're being distant
sorry mom ive just been thinking
what is it that im seeking 
at first it was happiness but whats this
love and music got me feeling passionate
not alone... but it feels so solo
theres a diference there but that i really dont know
im out of my comfort zone
i dont like crowds or microphones theres a side of me i dont show
i like talking i hate talking i hate singing i hate singing
my opinion shifting spinning like its on an axis
sleepless nights increasing tossing turning on this mattress
this song wont be a classic
but i hope it gets remembered 
hope it makes someone feel better 
i prefer the term introvertive
cause im not assertive
i dont insert myself in certain situations
cause im scared of migrations and change
cause theres comfort in the solitude even in my solemn moods i push through
i could make a new friend but i really dont want to

lil intro vert why yo feelings hurt why cant you just be happy you're alive why you gotta cry its barely five and you already wanna die just smoke some weed and you'll be fine be like the rest of us and get high you wont be happy unless you try you wont be happy

Lil Intro Vert (album edition)

Elijah Who - Crying Without Knowing Why

elijah who - walk it talk it

Prima - Moonrise Kingdom

made this a year ago, never made it public cause its literally the sample with drums on it but it sounds nice.
sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mva9_kQi5Xs

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we hide from the rain

Saint Romain