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Gotta Learn / It's OK Love

Gotta Learn

It's OK Love

To The Girl Sittin Next To Me In Orgo Can We Go Out For A Coffee Sometime (1)

[credits]
feat. vocals from the man, the myth, the legend [drum roll...] @hiddencontact ! 
the producer requested to remain anonymous, but know that they're an aboslute beast ;)
ambience by @nick11111110101, it wouldn't be the same without you <3
sfx by me

[lyrics]

all i had to say was what’s up
i didn’t think anything was wrong
i thought you were just messing with me 
and messing with her
tell me where does it hurt

@hiddencontact
i’m so paranoid
i can’t quite annoy 
my way through the smoke
it’s a bad bad toke
trapped in all the noise
i don’t know my voice
how could i have known 
how could i have known
every turn you make is an attack 
hold the fence i grip the sand
holding on until i crash 
closing in and losing fast
always blame me for the past
losing sight i’m burning cash
now i’m buried in the ashes

i get it, i get it 
you want me to listen
but i just can’t stay on my path today 
was peaking my limits
til g took me fishing 
i think that it might be my new escape
but maybe sometime we can talk about it
yeah baby with time we can talk about it 
yeah when we cross paths we can talk about it

@hiddencontact
quietly in the dew i count all my losses
i lost it all at the night in the crossing
quietly in the dew i count all my losses
i lost it all at the night in the crossing

crossing w/ hidden contact

https://soundcloud.com/tsunamibitchclub/burbank-house

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initially posted on collaborator's soundcloud: @jeremyulrich

released on: 27 April 2021

view from here (with Jeremy Ulrich)

mel by baredex
everything else by button

thank you baredex 💕


lyrics:



can you tell i’ve lost my mind?

i gotta tell you something tonight
i think you’ve changed, baby
i’ve been praying daily
but god won’t help the fucking damned,
i’m done trying

every time we speak,
something goes down

i would rather die than talk to you rn

i pray to god everyday
but damn i can’t get this right :/

i would rather die than talk to you </3

TWIN GODS (prod. baredex & button)

microsoft paint ass song

old title: I like you, Ada. I just can't tell you yet.

"you enter the room
and im too afraid to look into ur eyes
avoid them if i can, pretend i'm different this is my disguise
my comfort zone aint big enough for me to keep avoiding you
but im opening up my doors and that's for you to choose

night arrives and i sit outside by myself
in the guise of putting things up on the shelf
but i was hoping you'd come sit next to me
but you're already fast asleep on the second floor

what am i doing this for?"

released on: 7 June 2020

I like you. I just can't tell you yet.

"can't get you out of my head
and i've been standing here all night long
replaying things that you said, in my head
until they all turn into a song
frantically writing down what you are
constellations form, write thru your stars
no such thing as perfection
but these lights tell me otherwise

headstruck by a comet, i think i'm losing my grip

why do you look so blue?
well i guess you can't control it in this point in time
staring down into the twilight reminds you that..
every star is gonna burn out
and every mirrors gonna blur out
what it's supposed to manifest
i guess it's all for the best"

released on: 7 August 2020

I might not live long enough to see you again

★★★★★
 

contact: maxwellyoungmusic(@)gmail(dot)com

Gotta Learn

Maxwell Young