a sad burned out artistic & autistic child's playlist

Streber inspired playlist

RAWRRRR

Got down on my knees, and prayed to god
Make me a scene queen, and make me hot
He looked down at me with those undead eyes

And all he fucking gave me was an eating disorder and a caffeine addiction

I can feel it in my chest
Maybe I just need some rest
But if this is for the best
Thoughts in my head I detest 

Anything I could ever want's at my fingertips
But does it even matter if my life is meaningless? 

I feel it rotting away like I'm a zombie
I feel it crushing me like...

I sit here wasting my life away every sunday
Waiting here hoping I'll get to paradise someday 
But what's the point if it all can get taken away? 
If Jesus rose from the dead then isn't he a zombie? 

Post-apocalyptic they prophesize the end of days
Sinners go to hell where they get devoured by the flames
Still I can't see what any of this shit has to do with me
Why should I listen to the mumblings of a zombie

BAD MAN, BAD MAN 
CAN'T YOU SMELL THE DEATH, MAN?
LIMPING FORWARD, REACHING OUT
I TREMBLE AS THE DEAD STAND 

CHRIST IS BORN AGAIN TODAY
BUT THROUGH SOME DEMONIC WAY
CAREFUL CHILDREN RUN AWAY
YOUR SAVIOUR'S COME TO EAT YOUR BRAINS

If only I knew what happens to me after death
Inside my casket covered in rhinestones and zebra print
Have all these conflicting messages gone to my head?
Lying all alone at 2 am in my bed

Is there just nothing at all that comes after this?
Exhale my final breath and subsequently cease to exist
Spirits, ghosts, reincarnation or something else that I missed
All things considered thank fuck thank I'm an aethiest

If Jesus Rose From The Dead Does That Make Him A Zombie

## THE TRACK ISN'T MONETIZED ##

added in a bass boost because it was definitely needed

kiss me again ^_^

https://instagram.com/asteriasdeath
https://instagram.com/kets4eki

Artwork by Hikikomori Neighborhood:
https://instagram.com/hkk.neighborhood

PROJECT X

PROJECT X (feat. kets4eki)

Rockefeller Street - Super Normal (Not Hyper) Remix for Normal People

Eyes, lips, headshots
Now off to photoshop
Take a hit, don’t stop
The fame, your brain it rots 

(Eyelashes and butcher knives)
I’m gonna cut you
(Candy land paradise)
I’ll rip your skin off your bones
(Cigarettes, bar fights)
I’m gonna burn you
(Friend requests, 50 likes)
Make sure you never grow old

PC4PC
You’ll never get me
Trashy liner, graphic tees
I wear it perfectly 

Self-conscious fake love
Hide it with makeup
Watch the numbers going up
Once they see through you, you’re done

Bitch you shouldn’t mess with me
Now you’ll see the best of me
Haters and the press agree
I’m the front line that you see

Catch me with all the riches
Fast cars and fly bitches
See who’s numbers grow the quickest
I’m the line, you’ll never finish

Makeup on and hair done
Don’t they know it’s a facade 

(Eyelashes and butcher knives)
I’m gonna cut you
(Candy land paradise)
I’ll rip your skin off your bones
(Cigarettes, bar fights)
I’m gonna burn you
(Friend requests, 50 likes)
Make sure you never grow old

PC4PC
You’ll never get me
Ugly haircut, messy tease
Pull it off flawlessly

Feel the the thoughts they’re taking over
Do the things the comments told you
Up all night, fuck being sober
We’re just kids, act like we’re older

Feel it crushing like a boulder
Paparazzi looking over your shoulder
People online, they pretend they know you
Never gonna stop till the fad is over

MySpace Called, They Want Their Crusty Ass Beat Back

Animegataris

Anime-Gataris アニメガタリズ ED - Good Luck Lilac

Kizuna AI キズナアイ - Hello Morning

『hello,alone』

Lyrics : Kizuna AI
Prod.  : MATZ

Free Download

Kizuna AI - hello,alone (KO3 Remix)

GARNiDELiA - Aikotoba Animegataris Opening

TRACK BY: @criscoolnoob
ART BY: pokopakku#3393
CHARACTER: The Matchmakers

[SOURCES] -
Caramella Girls - Caramelldansen (Nightcore)
Karkalicious (Homestuck)
You Can't Fight The Homestuck (Homestuck)

:33< oh, teehee, UwwU, woUld yoU liek to arr-pee? Calliope and Nepeta Leijon from Homestuck have become fast friends, and they’re on-site at the JETBLACK to... make friends! What? DId you expect them to start bashing faces in? Unless Nepeta sees you as a valuable source of meat, these two couldn’t hurt a fly! Oh, and sure, they’ll participate in the tournament. Why not? They’ve got nothing else to do with their time right now.

POWER COLOR: LIME

STRENGTHS: Seemingly endless creativity, for better or worse.

WEAKNESSES: Inevitable, crippling irrelevance to the narrative.

Sources:

- Any music from Homestuck, its spinoffs, fanventures, or other supplementary Homestuck media.
(Homestuck OST, Hiveswap Friendsim, Pesterquest, Official Homestuck albums, Vast Error)

- Sources in relation to cats.(What’s New Pussycat, Nyan Cat, I’m a Kitty Cat (And I Dance Dance Dance))

- Sources featuring skeletons.
(MEGALOVANIA, Grim Fandango OST, Spooky Scary Skeletons)

-2000s Love Songs, Nightcore, and meme songs in Otaku culture
(Baby- Justin Beiber, Crazy in Love- Beyonce)
(Rockefeller Street, Caramelldansen)
(ievan polkka, PoPiPo, Nico Nico Nii, Spider-man Tokyo Ghoul)

Karkamelldansen

Crunkcore n other scene shiz. I'm still new to SoundCloud and music production so any feedback is appreciated :P

MySpace Called, They Want Their Crusty Ass Beat Back

Maya Malice