Reflection/Mirrors
[TRiPPS]
Look in the mirror now, what do you see?
Greed? Is it trauma? or smiles you see?
I'm seeing everything, memories, please stop
I see a kid who done ran for the truck stop
Damn, they ain't kidding, the drugs made my brain stop

What am I kidding, can't blame me on that
What am I thinking? I'm blaming my past

What was I thinking, out-living the past me
Mixed in the feelings that I gotta keep

I've imprisoned myself, only deeper I go

Mix in the secrets that I gotta keep
How am I doing? nah, I am not handle-ing

How are you doing? I'm hanging with swans

I am the puddle that life coulda started in

Dried up too soon, and now everyone's gone

Left in my head, thoughts of places I been
Left of my hand, tats of places I been
Left middle finger, hell yeah that's my name
Throw up my fingers if you come to play ▶️

Throw up some finger if you come play
I got dice I got hands, left hook doesn't phase me

Only thing changing the way that think, be the way that  think, I am physically sound
Mentally damaged, I'm broken in thoughts, leftover damage cause potent relapses
Leftovers heal up the damage I get, I got bandaid's for issues that new to this kid
I got papers that's issues some news to this kid, I got papers that dose up a noose, I ain't kidding

Andro my man you got something for me?
Hell yeah my man, imma take my seat.

[MelodicManiak]
Glimpse ￼in the mirror or am I too scared to peek  
Self reflection can’t recognize me

Feeling so weak   
Stuck in my head for a week
Scared of defeat  
Been feelin’ the heat it’s burning beneath 

Take walks in the middle of the night I can’t sleep
Stuck on repeat  
Loneliness, I’m so glad we can meet  

Retreat, yeah I’m in a need to get clean 
But I keep falling and falling now I’m breaking concrete 
Think I’m loosing it I’m stalling and stalling 
Lost my feet now I crawl down the street

Deception is all that these eyes see  
Sit deep in my mind like the blackest part of the black sea
Ain’t no one fucking with me 
In the dark where I creep 
Sometimes I make myself bleed

This razors double edged so when I start to hate myself there is proof you can see
TRiPPS you know what I mean 

Us together on the beat we perfect the recipe 
￼Just ￼listen to this harmony 

A different version of us what we’re longing for
The ultimate goal is to be free 

And when in this journey we bring that longevity 
Success is￼ just ahead but we
See the machine that deletes￼
I’ve done stuff I can’t take back like I lost the receipts ￼ 
It’s for certain I’m deep soul searching and I’m ain’t givin’ up on me 
I’ve done stuff I can’t take back like I lost the recipes
This time for certain I’m deep I’m soul searching for me 
For me 
For me

Reflections/Mirrors (TRiPPSXMelodicManiak)

Close to your chest

50 THOUSAND

SHell is about the part of the journey nobody posts, the cycles, the bruises, the quiet rebuilds, and the acceptance of pain. 
We break. We shed. We come back more. Not more perfect; but more real. 

“You can’t spell shell without hell.”

If you’ve been going through it,
you gon’ feel this in your temples.

for real for real for real for real.

SHell ft. Don Lil
Day Tripper Mafia Records
Blue Summer 4VER continues.

SHell ft. DON LIL

[Verse 1]
Now you say you miss me, that’s convenient, huh?
Funny how you focused once I gave you up
All them nights you disappeared, I held it down
Now you cryin’ in your bed… don’t start that now

I gave you love, gave you time, gave you too much space
You played me like a playlist you could just replace
Now you tryna fix what you cracked
But baby, that window don’t open like that

[Pre-Chorus]
Damn… now you see it clear, huh?
Damn… took me leavin’ just to care, huh?
You was out here movin’ how you want
Now you fiend for the peace I brought

[Chorus]
Damn, I really tried for you
Held it down, damn, I would’ve died for you
Now I’m done tryna ride for you
That love we had? I cried it through

Damn… I ain’t even mad, love
You lost real and that’s sad, love
You call it love, I call it nerve
Damn… I left that shit where it turned

[Verse 2]
Now your homegirls askin’ me what happened
Sayin’ you been quiet, you been crashin’
I ain’t bitter, I just found my peace
You lost me when you lost your honesty

I ain’t perfect, but I stayed down loyal
I gave you flowers, you fucked up the soil
Now you out here singin’ “too little, too late”
Baby girl, that’s the bed you made it

[Pre-Chorus]
Damn… you wanna spin the block now
Damn… but that bridge burnt down
I ain’t who I was before
You don’t fit that love no more

[Chorus]
Damn, I really tried for you
Held it down, damn, I would’ve died for you
Now I’m done tryna ride for you
That love we had? I cried it through

Damn… I ain’t even mad, love
You lost real and that’s sad, love
You call it love, I call it nerve
Damn… I left that shit where it turned**

[Bridge]
I loved you so hard it damn near killed me
Held you through your pain when you tried to rebuild me
You broke me down, then asked me to heal you
And I still tried, ’cause I thought love would feel you

You don’t know what that kind of love cost
To give it all, just to end up lost
I ain’t heartless, I’m just done bein’ hurt
You had heaven, now you learn what it’s worth

[Outro]
So don’t call, don’t text, don’t spin my block
You had your time, and that clock done stopped
That window closed, I’m good with that view
You threw it out, so I left you too.

Window Closed (@Kehlani Out The Window Response)

Prod. TheSkyBeats and me

(fixed now, the BEAT was off-beat somehow..) Final mix & master coming with spotify release 📟

LYRICS:

Bitch, snitch
2025, throw that in the ditch
2026, yeh finally gettin rich
Yeah, see me playing on the pitch
Yeah she held me spellbound yeah, poisoned by a witch

Shoutout all my peers, I’ve been dead for ten years
Yeah im in the field now im shifting up my gears
Demons all around me ive been facing all my fears
Only getting started, so you better save your tears

Better save your tears,
you better save your tears
Better save your tears, tears
Better save your tears

You better save your tears,
Better save your tears, tears
Better save your tears, tears
Only getting started, so you better save your tears

Bitch, snitch
2025, yeah throw that in the ditch
2026, yeah finally gettin rich
Yeah, see me playing on the pitch
Yeah she held me spellbound yeah, poisoned by a witch

Shoutout all my peers, I’ve been dead for ten years
Yeah im in the field, now im shifting up my gears
Demons all around me, I've been facing all my fears
Only getting started, so you better save your tears

4 am yeh im at the ATM
Get the cash and go again
4 am yeh im at the ATM
Get the cash and go again

Better save your tears,
you better save your tears
Better save your tears, tears
Better save your tears

You better save your tears,
Better save your tears, tears
Better save your tears, tears

//W1R3D//W1NT3R//

BETTER $AVE YOUR TEAR$ (SNIPPET)

EXXON WOAH [dakota +Prtanope]

beat by BankrollVeixx

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t2N2kBziNMU&list=RDt2N2kBziNMU&start_radio=1

MAZ2x X N!CK - 2DT (SOFAYGO REMIX)

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MAZ2x X N!CK - 2DT (*SOFAYGO REMIX*)

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MAZ2x X N!CK - 2DT (SOFAYGO REMIX)