melancholy symphonies
hide beneath
this elegant
agony
softly
the torture
fades
with the
h a r m o n y
this tattered lace cloaks all
the shattered hearts
as they
ache for me
~as they ache for me, as they ache for me~
waiting for apologies
inside
inconsequential galaxies

sometimes
the flowers speak to me
of hollow
distant memories
something just comes
over me
awakens these
images and poetry
the ones i love
surrounding me
closing my eyes
its all I can see
the flowers speak to me
inside inconsequential galaxies
melancholy symphonies
hide behind
this elegant
agony
closing my eyes
its all I can see
the shattered hearts
as they
ache for me
melancholy symphonies
hide beneath
this elegant
agony
elegant
agony
elegant
agony
closing my eyes
its all i can see
the flowers speak to me
melancholy symphonies
hide behind this
elegant agony
something just
comes over me
awakens these
images & poetry
closing my eyes
its all i can see
the ones i love
surrounding me
closing my eyes
its all I can see
~inside i n c o n s e q u e n t i a l galaxies~
the shattered hearts
as they
ache for me
~as they ache for me as they ache for me~
(closing my eyes
it’s all i can see)
the shattered hearts
as they ache for me, as ache for me)

x. Mel4nch0ly Symph0ni3s. x ( prod. fantom )

Hold Me, 
Produced by Colin Thurston at Utopia Studios London. 
Different arrangement to the one that was played live & on the album. Nevertheless, still a great piece of music.

Hold Me (Colin Thurston Mix).mp3

AfRO HoUsE || WHITE TIGER MIX ||

To whom it may concern 
I’m just chilling right now 
It’s me and frosh inside the studio 
Working and we bored 
I hope you waitin for me to sing 
I just want to record 

Take me to a place where my problem will gone 
Let me ride in a GT Keep out the lamb truck 
I’m too real ,told my bitch I want no disturb
Wrong or right when you get caught it’s hurt
I think my hair looks rough so I better retouch 
Omg my heart be broken to those hoes who feel the mock me 
Fuck many times and you think I’m tripping 
You’re the one who make the complaining 
And you the one who planin to kill me 
I think of pains and sometimes I know I feel it 
It’s do or die my niggas won’t stop spinning 
We’re on his ass till he stop the clowning 
I’m too real for this shit 
You can’t tell me I’m off the list 
Cus My mum keep lovin me 
And I know she prays for me 
All my opps I’m gon defeat 

CJ Cus I just don’t wanna die 
Baby I’m scared I’m falling in hell can you save me baby don’t act like you hate me baby 
Killers around me you’re my angel I wish you save me oh oh oh oh oh  oh oh 
She said grab your glack don’t be scary 
Leave the wheel for her I’m so damage 
Where the shooter at I’m so savage 
She ride so good cus she’s on high grade 
Baby I’m feeling like I’m flying 
It so hard inside fucking drying 
Baby would you cry when you see me dying 
Don’t worry about what I do 
(You know I love you )
I know most times you can’t stop crying 
But I feel alright when you said you love me 
I know you make mistakes that hurt me 
Yet I’m still feel so sorry E 
Baby you know I love you 
I’m just scared you won’t give me heartbreak 
Cus you know what my heart takes 
I’m jealous with all your moves right now 
I know you heard my mixtape 
Can’t leave the bitch alone shit make feel astray 
I been trying to see through you all day 
My mum just call me boy when will you be here 
I told her her I was just running up I still shed tears 
Cus emotional pain inside me don’t make thing clear 
I know I don’t deserve the Iove that’s why I fear 
I just seen a devil saying I’ll die 
 Mummy hood me tight before you cry 
When I wake up all I feel it’s my time 
But it feel deep when I knew I’m dreaming fuck 
Why would I be in that position believe I’m stuck 
Love loyalty trust can’t even say I’m at luck 
(Huh)
But you ride on and broke my heart with those blues 
I can’t accept to go I don’t follow all rules 

Slime talk......................

Toxic Heart (prod. by KUNICA)

Lion (Original Mix) - Radio Edit

Lyrics by Paige Buckman:

When Im Left For Dead
My neck tied in this noose 
Don't forgive me for my sins, 
For my demons are running loose
I still assume you'll check up on me
(from time to time)
But it's nice to think I still hold a place in your vacant heart
All while my world is falling apart

Pretty little baby 
With your eyes 
All wide looking for love 
One of a kind

When I'm left for dead
My neck tied in this noose 
Don't forgive me for my song 
For my demons are running loose
I still assume you check up on me
(from time to time)
From time to time

A place in your vacant heart
All while 
My world is falling apart
When I'm left for dead
My neck tied in this noose 
Don't forgive me for my sins
For my demons are running loose

[ prod. by @memento ]

Left for Dead - [prod. by Memento]

The Faring Memory Of A Dying Man

rap 4 life (E02)

Lotus 38.8FM S03E02 - YATTE & Duett, Laura Dre, NINA & Ricky Wilde, The Lightning Kids, & More!

Welcome to Lotus 38.8 FM, & Happy #SynthWaveSunday to all! It's first show of December 2023! Can't believe how fast this year has gone. 

We've got a great line up of a variety of groovy synth tracks today. So please sit back, relax, & enjoy! (^.^)

1) YATTE & Duett - The Minute 
2) The Lightning Kids - Youth
3) EhRah & I Am Boleyn - Streets After Sundown
4) SYNTRONIX - Long Beach
5) Valley Lights - Under the Gun
6) Lifelong Corporation - Dance with Me
7) NINA & Ricky Wilde - Lovers on a Beach (Radio Edit)
8) George Ergem - Stolen Skies
9) Laura Dre - Evasion
10) Airport 366 - Broken Nights
11) Dualarity - 1990 Again
12) Treyeful ft. NELLY TGM - Floating Waves
13) Jay Wires - Ghost
14) VHS Celebs - Mulholland Drive

Thanks for listening, please be kind to one another, and in the meantime please take care! (^.^)

Lotus 38.8FM

Lotus 38.8FM S03E02 - YATTE & Duett, Laura Dre, NINA & Ricky Wilde, The Lightning Kids, & More!

From my 2008 album with YTCracker, "the Digital Gangster LP".

Nerdcore Players (featuring YTCracker)

هیچ شاه
گروه "چاپار"
خواننده : پوریا سلمانیان
گیتار بیس : مهدی خسروی 
گیتار الکتریک : محسن دولت خواه 
گیتار الکتریک : علی رضایی
درامز : وحید آقامعلی زاده
میکس و مستر : سالار محمدی 
شاعر : رضا شاهد 
کاور : امید اسماعیلی

Nerdcore Players (featuring YTCracker)

MC Lars