melancholy symphonies
hide beneath
this elegant
agony
softly
the torture
fades
with the
h a r m o n y
this tattered lace cloaks all
the shattered hearts
as they
ache for me
~as they ache for me, as they ache for me~
waiting for apologies
inside
inconsequential galaxies

sometimes
the flowers speak to me
of hollow
distant memories
something just comes
over me
awakens these
images and poetry
the ones i love
surrounding me
closing my eyes
its all I can see
the flowers speak to me
inside inconsequential galaxies
melancholy symphonies
hide behind
this elegant
agony
closing my eyes
its all I can see
the shattered hearts
as they
ache for me
melancholy symphonies
hide beneath
this elegant
agony
elegant
agony
elegant
agony
closing my eyes
its all i can see
the flowers speak to me
melancholy symphonies
hide behind this
elegant agony
something just
comes over me
awakens these
images & poetry
closing my eyes
its all i can see
the ones i love
surrounding me
closing my eyes
its all I can see
~inside i n c o n s e q u e n t i a l galaxies~
the shattered hearts
as they
ache for me
~as they ache for me as they ache for me~
(closing my eyes
it’s all i can see)
the shattered hearts
as they ache for me, as ache for me)

x. Mel4nch0ly Symph0ni3s. x ( prod. fantom )

Higher Love

Featuring the extremely Talented Janet_A

https://www.fiverr.com/share/N4oZgo

Music, Melody and Lyrics : CarbonArk
Vocals : Janet_A

Lyrics -

We knew how this would end before the start
A blinding light
And endless dark
Don't look away, don't change the station
Our next guest is misinformation
I know how good it feels
But it goes

On and on
A lie that we're all told, our future
Dead and gone
Hoping dictators will be our saviours
Earthquakes
Is this what it takes?
Buried by our own mistakes
No sympathies, no symphonies
Nowhere left to run

But we had blue skies
Yeah!
That we set on fire
Ash can't forgive
And time won't forget what we did

Twenty go to ten
You know in hell there's snow
Where the ice gets in your bones
Where the sunrise still feels cold
Pull the knife out of your spine
Or you're not coming home this time
Talk is cheap but lies are free
How many lights do you see?
It goes

On and on
Like bullets from loaded gun, but we're
Too far gone
Have you earned the right to survive the night, no
Heartbreak
They were so brave
Buried in an open grave
No enemies, no friends like these
Can you feel the sun?

But we had...did we have?
We had blue skies
Yeah!
That we set on fire
Ash can't forgive
And time won't forget

What we did with all our might
Will we choose to make things right
What we did with all our might (lie for the lie, rupture the sky, yeah)
Will we choose to make things right (our will be broken)

I know how this ends, a circle from the start
I see blinding light that disappears in dark
Hold me down and answer time and time again
Screaming please know peace the noise it never ends ohh!
Is this our love? Are we death from above?
We are lost in a lie, an eye for an eye
Will our luck ever run? we set fire to the sun
Do you deserve to survive? there's nowhere to hide
You won't
Take us alive!
Take us alive!
Take us alive!
Take us alive!

20GOTO10

AfRO HoUsE || WHITE TIGER MIX ||

Siren's Call

To whom it may concern 
I’m just chilling right now 
It’s me and frosh inside the studio 
Working and we bored 
I hope you waitin for me to sing 
I just want to record 

Take me to a place where my problem will gone 
Let me ride in a GT Keep out the lamb truck 
I’m too real ,told my bitch I want no disturb
Wrong or right when you get caught it’s hurt
I think my hair looks rough so I better retouch 
Omg my heart be broken to those hoes who feel the mock me 
Fuck many times and you think I’m tripping 
You’re the one who make the complaining 
And you the one who planin to kill me 
I think of pains and sometimes I know I feel it 
It’s do or die my niggas won’t stop spinning 
We’re on his ass till he stop the clowning 
I’m too real for this shit 
You can’t tell me I’m off the list 
Cus My mum keep lovin me 
And I know she prays for me 
All my opps I’m gon defeat 

CJ Cus I just don’t wanna die 
Baby I’m scared I’m falling in hell can you save me baby don’t act like you hate me baby 
Killers around me you’re my angel I wish you save me oh oh oh oh oh  oh oh 
She said grab your glack don’t be scary 
Leave the wheel for her I’m so damage 
Where the shooter at I’m so savage 
She ride so good cus she’s on high grade 
Baby I’m feeling like I’m flying 
It so hard inside fucking drying 
Baby would you cry when you see me dying 
Don’t worry about what I do 
(You know I love you )
I know most times you can’t stop crying 
But I feel alright when you said you love me 
I know you make mistakes that hurt me 
Yet I’m still feel so sorry E 
Baby you know I love you 
I’m just scared you won’t give me heartbreak 
Cus you know what my heart takes 
I’m jealous with all your moves right now 
I know you heard my mixtape 
Can’t leave the bitch alone shit make feel astray 
I been trying to see through you all day 
My mum just call me boy when will you be here 
I told her her I was just running up I still shed tears 
Cus emotional pain inside me don’t make thing clear 
I know I don’t deserve the Iove that’s why I fear 
I just seen a devil saying I’ll die 
 Mummy hood me tight before you cry 
When I wake up all I feel it’s my time 
But it feel deep when I knew I’m dreaming fuck 
Why would I be in that position believe I’m stuck 
Love loyalty trust can’t even say I’m at luck 
(Huh)
But you ride on and broke my heart with those blues 
I can’t accept to go I don’t follow all rules 

Slime talk......................

Toxic Heart (prod. by KUNICA)

Made with the man, Destresso!
https://on.soundcloud.com/Mw3xA

Instrumental beat by hatemebeats

https://www.youtube.com/@hatemebeats

sad xxxtentacion acoustic guitar type beat - "sad story"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ou5mBE9Oc5Q&list=PLdbt_12UKXNmQJcxlYij9F6k4Z-026KHv&index=21

Ress w. Destresso

N_m_ - _nv_rt_d _d_n

T_mp_ - 2__ - 3__

G_nr_ - _NKN_WN



Gently and slowly the rain falls down

Under the gleam of the radiant ____

Beneath my feet be the path I have taken

Showing me the _________ from this _____,

There it is, the everlasting paradise

Unquailingly set are the stairs to the ______

Widely open are the gates of the ____

The overwhelming ecstasy runs through my veins

For now, _____ notions no longer matter.

Take me there, dear noble spirits

Hold my hand, as I ______ and _________

Put an end to the pain they have inflicted me

As I look back to their twisted _____

And speak my final _____ in sweet delight:



My perfect ____ awaits.



ok yeah this is just what tf am i doing here i dont even understand this thing what im actually so confused while making this song

crammed every obscure music techniques I know, including frequent bpm changes, odd time signatures, microtonality and atonal music composition

too lazy to draw somthing as cover

i did not go crazy trust

_n_v_rt_d _d_n

u $ e d (prod.MoonBaseBaby)

From my 2008 album with YTCracker, "the Digital Gangster LP".

Nerdcore Players (featuring YTCracker)

MC Lars