This is as far from the comfort zone I have been-EVER

Vocals: Zemandan feat Astrid Solvrid

Forever the Flame

This song was written to offer a sensory anchor and create a safe space for anyone moving through a dissociative state or an episode— and can download the song directly for free if you like.  💜🧡🤍
With a gentle, repetitive melody and a steady beat, it provides something tangible to latch onto.  It is meant to feel safe, familiar, and emotionally validating— is meant to help reconnect with themselves and their surroundings without becoming overwhelmed. The calming tempo helps to support natural breathing and heartbeat rhythms, reinforcing presence and inviting a gentle return back to the here and now.


💜🧡
Sunflowers

[Intro]
[vocal harmonies looped around the word barefoot]
I stand barefoot where the wind knows my secrets
and no one’s asking me to explain myself

[Verse 1]
I walk through rows of sunflowers
with my silence intact
they don’t talk
but they’re listening
I don’t have to say what’s on my mind
it’s okay to be quiet

[Chorus]
This is where I can breathe
where I let things go
the wind takes some of it with it
and I don’t have to be brave
It’s calm here
I can end and begin again

[Verse 2]
The soil breathes beneath my feet
tells me—stay you’re enough
even the sun dips down gently
I’ve learned that quiet is tough love
I’m just a small petal falling 
but even the small matter here
I let myself slow down
(and it feels good)

[Chorus]
This is where I can breathe
where I let things go
the wind takes some of it with it
and I don’t have to be brave
It’s calm here
I can end and begin again

[Bridge]
I could say something
but I don’t
the silence is already speaking for me

[Final Chorus]
This is where I come back to myself
where I let things go
the wind takes some of it with it
and I don’t need to pretend
I lose myself to find again
and there’s no need to confess
and here in the silence 
I finally feel at home

Sunflowers

🎵 "You Don’t Get to Erase Me" 🎵 (Protest anthem – strong beat, defiant tone)
[Verse 1] I carry my country on my back — No matter where I go, that’s a fact. You can call it poor, you can call it weak, But it gave me my voice, it taught me to speak.
[Pre-Chorus] It’s in my blood, it’s in my bones, Not just a place — it’s what I call home.
[Chorus] You don’t get to erase me, Just 'cause you don’t understand. I come from a place you look down on, But I still love that land. You can label it third-world, Say it’s broken, say it’s wrong — But I see pride, I see strength, I see where I belong.
[Verse 2] Some wave their flag like a golden crown, While mine gets laughed at, talked down. You say I should hide it to fit in, But I won’t wear shame on my skin.
[Pre-Chorus] Your silence cuts, your words are loud, But I won't disappear into your crowd.
[Chorus] You don’t get to erase me, Just 'cause you don’t understand. I come from a place you look down on, But I still love that land. You can label it third-world, Say it’s broken, say it’s wrong — But I see pride, I see strength, I see where I belong.
[Bridge] You don’t see the streets I walked, The way my people live, the way they talk. You don’t taste the food, you don’t feel the pain, You just see struggle and throw out blame.
[Breakdown – spoken or shouted] We’re not less. We’re not a joke. We built dreams out of dust and smoke. So don’t tell me to forget where I’m from — That place raised me, made me strong.
[Final Chorus – louder, with a crowd feel] You don’t get to erase me, You don’t write my name in shame. You can mock my flag and laugh me off, But I’m not playing your game. This is love that you can’t take, This is home that you can’t break — I stand tall, I sing loud, I come from the unbowed.

You don't get to erase me

Piano driven Gospel love feel 
Lyrics song by Sas 

* From the album 

https://on.soundcloud.com/F3PrWeFiAbTnMhITV8


Verse]
Streetlights are fading
The world is quiet tonight
Empty spaces keep invading
Everything feels so tight

[Prechorus]
I wish I had
Someone to hold

[Chorus]
We all need someone
Show me hope
Love me the most
To stay

[Verse 2]
The rain is pouring
Like tears I cannot hide
My heart is soaring
Then crashing deep inside

[Prechorus]
I wish I had
Someone to hold

[Chorus]
We all need someone
Show me hope
Love me the most
To stay

We_All_Need_Someone_To_Stay

Lyrics: 

The American dream was more like a nightmare, 
But it kept calling, so I gave it a shot. 
At first it was hard, then it got harder

I’m an island girl born from the ocean, 
But I heard a buzz and it never stopped.
 The loudest city made me go quiet

I didn't always have a bed to lay in
so i had to choose between a home and my dreams

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

I met a girl and everything changed
Not for the better, but for the worse. 
She was extroverted and colorful, 
Showed me love could be a curse.

We shared a room, eventually got married
But I felt trapped like a coffin in a hearse. 
I pretended to be happy
 Just to be strong enough for her.

I felt clipped inside, my smile was a lie
 ‘Cause as soon as she’d go to bed, I wouldn’t stop crying.

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

we moved to Pennsylvania to afford the rent
then she stopped taking her meds
by the time she crashed her car, our life was a wreck
and i didn’t have much stamina left 

for as long as i could, i stayed
i laughed at her jokes even on my saddest days
but at some point i had a hard decision to make
do i keep pretending or do i get on a plane?

so i found myself again with nowhere to go, 
no money, and in love with a broken soul 
and i still feel guilty for leaving her behind, 
I feel guilty i couldn’t cure her mind

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

THE GHOST OF NEW YORK (Demo)

Midnight pizza and hot black coffee
The detective’s glare says come and see 
Another case
Another twist
I can't relax, until I hear the handcuffs click 

(suspect is in custody, I repeat the suspect is in custody)

[Chorus]
Hooked on the heist
Hot on the scene
Living in a world of crime and caffeine
Who fled the scene
Who hid the body
Who had the affair
The widow's stare 
Who stole the jewels
Who hid the knife
Crime TV 's my double life
(my double life)

[Verse 2]
Every alibi's a masterpiece
Clues like breadcrumbs make a lovely feast
The killer smiles
The hustler finds his mark 
The loan shark will hunt you down 
 if you dare go dark

[Pre-chorus]
It’s all a mental game
A wicked riddle
Do you wanna solve the crime?
you gotta understand the criminal mind 

[Chorus]
Hooked on the heist
Hot on the scene
Living in a world of crime and caffeine
Who fled the scene
Who hid the body
Who had the affair
The widow's stare 
Who stole the jewels
Who hid the knife
Crime TV 's my double life
(my double life)

[Verse]
Plot twists hit me like a runaway train
Suspects spinning circles in my brain
Lawyers yelling
Jurors swaying
The Judge agrees to another delay 

[Bridge]
Why you crime-ing why you are sneaking
What’s the thrill that you’re seeking
Why you crime-ing why you are hiding
You're on the edge where your freedom is riding

[Verse]
There’s a ticking clock inside my head
Counting down till I see the blue and red
You might say it's obsession, 
I call it, need to know
But you know 
I'd join the crime team in a minute  if they'd let me go

[Pre-chorus]
It’s all a mental game
A wicked  riddle
Do you wanna solve the crime?
you gotta understand the criminal mind 


[Chorus]
Hooked on the heist
Hot on the scene
Living in a world of crime and caffeine
Who fled the scene
Who hid the body
Who had the affair
The widow's stare 
Who stole the jewels
Who hid the knife
Crime TV 's my double life
(my double life)

[Bridge]
Suspect says he's gonna beat the rap
Seriously?
We'll see about that 
He's been on a losing streak 
I'll tune in to see what happens next week.


Don't be crime-ing
I said, don't be crime-ing
On Crime TV

CRIME TV

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Playing chess with Frank 3

Never Saw It Coming is an emotional pop/R&B song about unexpected heartbreak. The lyrics capture the shock of love ending suddenly, leaving only confusion and pain. With powerful and heartfelt vocals, the song blends vulnerability and intensity, portraying the struggle of facing loss that arrived without warning, shattering trust and hope.

Never Saw it coming

« L'harmonie, c'est la conciliation des contraires, et pas l'écrasement des différences. »
(Jean Cocteau)

[Verse]
L'amour c'est la fleur solitaire
Nous sentir seul
Nos douces rêveries
Amours infinies

[Chorus]
Ma main pressant ta main
Mes yeux cherchant tes yeux
Nos cœurs se parleront sur nos lèvres unies
Dans nos larmes
Dans nos rires
Nous dirons les mots doux
Que nous soufflons
En secret
À la nuit
Dans la solitude
Nous resterons
Et nous deviendrons tous deux

Titre : Tous deux
Poète : François-Marie Robert-Dutertre (1815-1898)
Recueil : Les loisirs lyriques (1866).
Tous deux, pour nos amours invoquons le mystère,
Cachons à tous les yeux nos entretiens si doux ;
Car l'amour, vois-tu bien, c'est la fleur solitaire,
C'est l'oiseau qui s'enfuit au regard des jaloux.

Tous deux, quand le printemps ornera les prairies,
Pour mieux nous sentir seuls loin des bruits d'ici-bas,
Nous irons épancher nos douces rêveries
Sous les bosquets en fleurs où l'on parle tout bas.

Tous deux, nous goûterons des amours infinies,
Ma main pressant ta main, mes yeux cherchant tes yeux,
Nos cœurs se parleront sur nos lèvres unies
Et nous irons un jour ensemble vers les cieux.

François-Marie Robert-Dutertre.
À découvrir sur le site https://www.poesie-francaise.fr/francois-marie-robert-dutertre/poeme-tous-deux.php

Tous deux

Club Vibes Tonight

I've been chasing sound since the day I ran away from home. 
While most kids were in school, I was digging through crates in record stores - learning rhythm, rebellion, and the raw truth music could carry. By 13, I was sleeping in nightclubs. By 15, I was behind the decks, DJ-ing to survive and to feel something real.

In the 1980's, I became part of Belgium's early electronic wave - spinning vinyl before it was a scene.

But life, as it does, took me away from the spotlight. Still, the music never stopped playing in me.

Now, after all these years, I'm back. Producing my own tracks. No rules, no formulas - just decades of sound, scars, and soul poured into every beat.

For those who've ever felt like outsiders...
For those who live through sound...

This is for you.
The beat goes on. And so do I.

You don't get to erase me

ONO MOLOKO