The first single from my upcoming EP, self:antiself

Artwork by Jenna Sherman [@cruxmyart]

self:antiself

Ritual

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AWAY x Echos - Ritual

Our cover of Do I Wanna Know, enjoy!

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& Nicky Mackenzie - Do I Wanna Know?

This song is my invocation of the muse. My tribute to the terrible, bloody, beautiful experience of being an artist, of dissecting yourself, screaming and suffering, for the enjoyment of others. Of showing the masses your darkest pain and hoping it somehow makes the whole fucking mess inside of you finally mean something.

This is controlled psychosis. 
You’re seeing my viscera. 
Does it give you a thrill? 
Does it make you uncomfortable? 
Do you still love me, filthy and bleeding?

Watch the official lyric video: https://crywolf.komi.io

OBLIVIØN Pt. II :: THIS FALL

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LYRICS:

I wanna show you something
Rainfall in my head
I’m lost again 
I’m lost again
I’m lost again

Thunder and souls and sobbing 
She’s getting in my DNA
I swear you lost me
I swear you lost me 
I swear you’ve lost it

ø
ø

Under my skin you’re unwrapping all that I am, I swear
I wanted to keep
I wanted to stay
Deep in your head forever 

I wanna show you something
Melting through my brain
Every time you’re around you’re assaulting me
I swear you lost
I swear you lost me
Floating away forever oh

I wanna show you something
Rainfall in my brain
I’m lost again
I’m lost again
I’m lost again
Again

Thunder and souls and sobbing
She’s getting faster
DNA

I swear you lost me
I swear you lost me
I swear you lost me

ø
ø

I wanna show you something
Rainfall in my brain
I’m lost again 
I’m lost again
I’m lost again

Thunder and souls and sobbing 
She’s getting in my DNA 
I swear you lost me
I swear you lost me
I swear you’ve lost it

ø
ø

Ego nihilitas non quaesivit 
Scinditur mihi apertis 
Ardebatur omnia
Apocalypsis animae 
(x4)

(To touch her is to become a child, to love her is to be buried)

Ab meum oris effund, O Anime Apocalypsis!
Ab meum oris effund, O Deluvium Ruina! 
(X8)

I wanna show you something 
(Floating away forever, oh)
Thunder and souls and sobbing
(I’m lost again, I’m lost again, I’m lost again)

D D D N N N A A A [the most fun a boy can have without ripping his skin off]

like you're god (AWAY Remix)

https://stem.ffm.to/smokeandwaterthechthonicmother

OBLIVION II exuvium

SMOKE AND WATER [the chthonic mother]

DISINTER MY HEART

DATURA [paroxysm]

I have a dilemma with love. Well, not love, but this limited, distorted idea of love that we worship. Look, maybe in my limited experience I just haven’t met THE person, but i want to propose an idea (it’s not original, im just passing it along.) What if the people and things we love are really just entry points into a state of mind? It’s not that I “love you,” it’s that you help me feel my own love. it seems like being “in-love” is the idea of mistaking someone that opens you up to love, for love itself. YOU ARE THE LOVE. You don’t need to look any farther than your own heart. And the reason I’m frustrated is because every time I’m in a relationship it feels like the other person needs me in order to feel their own love, and then they become so scared of losing me (and therefore love) that they cling too tightly and it pushes me away. We don’t need someone to feel complete, we complete ourselves first and then share our abundance. I still dream of making sacrifices for someone I love, of raising a family, of that selfless commitment, but maybe the reason most marriages end in divorce is because we tried doing it backwards. Food for thought. Enjoy the song. Love ya’ll ✌️♥️ 

LYRICS:

something bout us don’t
seem to make sense now
darling its cold out,
i never stay in love,


tear me right open,
my hearts like an ocean,
so many places,
i never stay in love,


I remember when it started,
I saw the way you needed me,
to go along like i needed you,
but i don’t need you,
no i don’t need you,


i wanna hold you closely,
i wanna lose myself in ya,
i wanna make you feel so good,
but i don’t need you,
no i don’t need you,
already got me,


what is love?
tell me baby, is it really love?
really love, or just someone that you’ve been uh,
leanin on, so you don’t ever have to deal with what you really want, its a temporary fix called you and i,
a distraction from the habits of your thinking mind,
an addiction everybody seems to think is fine,
love yourself or you’ll be holdin on for dear life,


I remember when it started,
I saw the way you needed me,
to go along like i needed you,
but i don’t need you,
no i don’t need you,


i wanna hold you closely,
i wanna lose myself in ya,
I wanna make you feel so good,
but i don’t need you,
no i don’t need you,


something bout us don’t
seem to make sense now
darling its cold out,
i never stay in love,


tear me right open,
my hearts like an ocean,
so many places,
i never stay in love,


lovin you was somethin i was really feelin
the more of me i gave you the more you needed,
lovin you was somethin i was really feelin
the more of me i gave you the more you needed,


#SCFIRST #Stephen #INeverStayInLove #Alternative #Indie #Electronic #Akrasia

I Never Stay In Love

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Crow Fisher (ft. Liam Ello)

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