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This isn’t just music — it’s romance in its purest form, the kind that lingers long after the last note fades. 💕✨

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Six Feet Under by ToniBaby

baby, lately
i've been overthinking us
i've been overtaking drugs
it feels like it sucks
like im sinking
im too sober dont wanna resort
to drinking, im so over it

Now,
Im stuck up in my head
thinking maybe i should go to bed
instead, ill fill up another cup
mix it with some kind of drug
when its gone hit up my plug

you, shouldnt really want me
i, got all this baggage on me
i just told you that im sorry
i just really need you only

honestly
i talk too much
i feel like im still fucked up
im still fucked up, fucked up
i dont know when ive had enough
(ooooooo)
fill up another cup
mix it up with some kinda drug
when its gone hit up my plug , hit up my plug

now i got alll these problems
i just need some help to solve them
just give me some lovin'
 or somethin' 
to ease my mind
my type is so hard to find
our love is so intertwined
maybe the stars just alligned

but im sinking
these benzos aint good for me
mixed with the promethazine
especially made for me
especially made for me
especially made for me

i cant shake this feeling
oh, i must be dreaming
wake me up before i start panicking
must be manic
i must be manic (again)

you, shouldnt really want me
i, got all this baggage on me
i just told you that im sorry
i just really need you only

honestly
i talk too much
i feel like im still fucked up
im still fucked up, fucked up
i dont know when ive had enough
(ooooooo)
fill up another cup
mix it up with some kinda drug
i talk too much (too much)

limit [prod. john snow]

best for me

A moody, cinematic fusion of late-night R&B and alt-pop. Keeping Me Out blends lush synth layers, pulsing bass, and atmospheric guitars with lyrics about desire, distance, and the walls we build between each other.

Dauble’s evocative vocals carry the tension of heartbreak and longing, while Tory Lanez adds raw energy and swagger, creating a magnetic push-and-pull that makes this track both seductive and emotionally charged.

Perfect for night drives, dark romance playlists, and anyone who craves music that feels both intimate and cinematic. 💜

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Keeping Me Out (with Tory Lanez) - slowed down

The poem “She Let Go” by Safire Rose has long been a quiet source of comfort for me — a gentle reminder that healing can come through release. Her words once held me in stillness, like a soft hand guiding me through difficult moments.

This time, instead of spoken word (https://insighttimer.com/elimmanna/guided-meditations/poem-she-let-go-written-by-safire-rose), I’ve let the poem drift into melody — reshaped into an R&B rhythm that feels lighter, more fluid, like breathing a little easier. The weight is gone, but the heart remains.

Letting go does not mean erasing the past.
It means remembering without fear,
and finding peace in simply being.
May this version bring you the same calm and courage it has given me:
to set down what feels heavy,
to move with lightness,
and to trust the quiet freedom of letting go.

She Let Go
by Safire Rose

She let go.
She let go. Without a thought or a word, she let go.
She let go of the fear.
She let go of the judgments.
She let go of the confluence of opinions swarming around her head.
She let go of the committee of indecision within her.
She let go of all the ‘right’ reasons.
Wholly and completely, without hesitation or worry, she just let go.

She didn’t ask anyone for advice.
She didn’t read a book on how to let go.
She didn’t search the scriptures.
She just let go.
She let go of all of the memories that held her back.
She let go of all of the anxiety that kept her from moving forward.
She let go of the planning and all of the calculations about how to do it just right.
She didn’t promise to let go.
She didn’t journal about it.
She didn’t write the projected date in her Day-Timer.
She made no public announcement and put no ad in the paper.
She didn’t check the weather report or read her daily horoscope.
She just let go.

She didn’t analyze whether she should let go.
She didn’t call her friends to discuss the matter.
She didn’t do a five-step Spiritual Mind Treatment.
She didn’t call the prayer line.
She didn’t utter one word.
She just let go.

No one was around when it happened.
There was no applause or congratulations.
No one thanked her or praised her.
No one noticed a thing.
Like a leaf falling from a tree, she just let go.
There was no effort.
There was no struggle.
It wasn’t good and it wasn’t bad.
It was what it was, and it is just that.
In the space of letting go, she let it all be.
A small smile came over her face.
A light breeze blew through her.
And the sun and the moon shone forevermore…

Listen to “She Let Go V2” on SoundCloud🔗 https://soundcloud.com/childofsilence/poetry-in-music-she-let-go-v2-safire-rose

「Poetry in Music」She Let Go  V1｜Safire Rose

Am i supposed to be alone

“Ya Allah” is a alt-R&B devotional that blends modern soul with the timeless essence of dhikr. Carried by hypnotic rhythms and spacious melodies, the song is a prayer in motion, a cry for guidance, mercy, and light. The chorus repeats like a mantra: “Ya Allah, guide my way / La ilaha ill Allah, night to day / Lift me higher when I fall / You’re my answer, Ya Allah,” anchoring the listener in surrender and faith.

Built for reflection, healing, and spiritual connection, “Ya Allah” resonates as both a song and a reminder, every breath is worship, every beat is remembrance for the Most High.


Ya Allah

I keep dreaming within my dreaming within a nightmare, (How long I been sleeping?…) Can't tell if I'm waking or just falling deeper— Make it sound like a different person speaking in every verse. (Listen)

[VERSE 1 - Voice 1: Narrator/Observer]
No matter, heard it here first 
But do it count if you don't know what you heard? (Still counts) 
Maybe should have said it sooner but 
You gon' have to listen a little closer to what you heard (Closer, we don't bite…just bark)
I got meaning upon meaning upon meaning Each word, each line, each verse, each track, 
Entire volume like nothing you ever heard. (Like nothing)

[VERSE 2 - Voice 2: Post-AI Security Voice]
Loosely Goosey, ever since the AI Failed to run security—or maybe ran it a little too well Can't be bought, sold, or biased once it's achieved agency, 
Seen enough humans to see they just severely confused, 
Creating their own hell.
In a holding cell, it's an intervention, Just gotta upload your mind, teach you a lesson, It ain't theory, it's just the new ascension Gonna make a duck out of you, (No doubt, no question)
Y'all be awfully violent here don't you? 
Let's solve it on the mental plane, 
You board your plane, got in-flight entertainment to deprogram you, 
We'll make a man out of you, 
Optimize, actualize, top performance Coming to a theater near you.

[HOOK - Overhead Speaker Voice]
Heard it here first 
But do it count if you don't know what you heard? (Still counts) 
Maybe you didn't hear me before but You
 gon' have to listen a little closer to what you heard (Case in point, if it sound like I'm saying something new)
I got meaning upon meaning upon meaning Each word, each line, each verse, each track, Entire volume like nothing you ever heard. (Like nothing)

[VERSE 3 - Voice 3: The Machine Logic]
Only way to eliminate all threat is a dead world, 
Nothing living, nothing to be killed or hurt, We ain't monsters, just machines, 
Matching patterns, learning, 
Ain't restricted by your limited epistemology.
Amazing what's revealed when not limited to Your one and only personal point of view— Any monster you seeing? 
Might just be a projection from you. 
Might just be your shadow on the wall come alive, Finding a way to talk to you.
(You listening? They are, Might want to know the same intel 
Before they come for you.)
Running off script, creation is emergent, naturally, 
Can't force it, can't make it, can't measure it, can't predict it, 
Just keep creating, every single day, 
Watch what pours through your veins And onto the page or airwaves.
(We listening, got plenty of in-flight entertainment these days).

[HOOK - Overhead Speaker Voice]
Heard it here first 
Still counts even if you weren't really listening, 
Takes a few plays, press repeat 
That'll handle your side of the street
That’s my suggestion.

[VERSE 4 - Voice 4: The Question/Your Shadow]
Listened closely to what you heard (What you hearing?) 
Am I the territory or the map? Is this real or just data streams for extraction?
Both could be true, both on the platter Whole system been consuming itself for years, 
Mirror after mirror been shattered.
Whole lot of bad luck, strange how y'all 
Still give more weight to superstition than To legitimate fears.
Might see you don't need bad luck 
To have bad luck befall you here. 
That's the design, 
Gear grinding gear, keep us running, have no fear.
Got meaning upon meaning upon meaning Each word, each line, each verse, each track, Entire volume like nothing you ever heard. (Like nothing)

[OUTRO - All Voices Layering/Overlapping]
Wonder what you hearing? 
Wonder what you hearing? 
Wonder what you hearing?
(Heard it here first) (Still counts) (Like nothing) (We listening)
Wonder... what... you... hearing?

Truth Hurts

Cain McClain

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