I was 12 and started sh. I was 11 with depression symptoms.

i harbour a deep ugly painful hatred towards myself

If theres a god please kill me, dont give me abother day

The pain inside is physical. It's been two years, and it's getting worse with each fall and winter. I don't want to do anything,i have no one to tell how am i rn - no one's give a shit about me. im afraid she'll find someone better than me, and despite her words about loving me and wanting to be with me forever, i feel like her first kiss won't be with me, and I'll remain a dirty stain.

Warum

part of that Power which still produceth good, whilst ever scheming ill

it's all in your head

how to never stop being sad

Everything Reminds Me Of You · Take Care

ARTIST: TAKE CARE.

PLAYLIST: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hdsD2Hp4wTI&list=OLAK5uy_kfdufGyakqKndfC2xZmKUm3U5GxgCFg4s

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Everything Reminds Me Of You · Take Care

This Feeling Will Pass - Take Care

I Don't Want To Feel This Way Anymore - Take Care

the album "melanchole" by the band "salvia palth"

melanchole

(dream)

loser monologue

Night Mom

he loves to hurt (himself) - dissonance

it hurts, now that you're gone

this house is not the same

to be loved is to be changed

i tried to kill myself two days ago and no one noticed

2/3 of Take Care's discography! Go buy the album off Bandcamp ->

Agony / Reject / Alive

This Feeling Will Pass

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/3vLRWVTKBT2nmMUSG3YjxK?si=4628b4a1b052418d
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/us/album/it-hasnt-for-me-single/1829694936

LYRICS: But why? Why is it that we have to be so afraid of death? Are we only alive because we don't wanna die? Does something good ever come from living? Because there is nothing for me. And all of the days I've lived, nothing good has ever happened to me.

It Hasn't for Me

composed by Brian Brown..... Beautiful low volume Piece, enjoy.

Echoes of Light

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

ОДНАЖДЫ Я СТАНУ АНГЕЛОМ И ПРИДУ В РАЙ ВМЕСТЕ С МОИМИ ДРУЗЬЯМИ )) НАДЕЮСЬ, СКОРО СМОЖУ СОСТАВИТЬ ТЕБЯ ))!

i tried to kill myself two days ago and no one noticed

pocky

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