uncomfortable //wallows

𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒

Dirty Magazine

please be rude - Gigi Perez (slowed+reverb)

Ugly

ok maybe this'll be my last reupload bcs i really don't want legal trouble LMDAO

Pool (Tiny Desk Version) - Samia

It will take awhile, to make you smile...

Beach House - Space Song (MRocks Bootleg Remix)

2025 Deluxe Bonus Track Edition of Philosophers and Poets 

Dont Give Up

Ive been keeping to myself 
Thinking that, you’d come around 
I’ve been lying to myself 
Hoping that what we had was real 
& it dawned on me maybe 
You never wanted to know me? 
You would fall in me baby 
Whenever we’re feeling lonely 

& it’s in my head 
It’s not fair 
& now I’m coming down 
From the high of us 
It’s in my head 
It’s not fair 
& now I’m coming down 
From the high of us 


Drink so much we drown 
Was I looking for them in unfamiliar faces? 
In his voice i thought i heard your sound 
Wonder if you’ve fallen for another ones graces? 
In the darkness lately 
I imagine your arms around me 
When the dawn breaks baby - you’re no where to be found 

it’s in my head 
It’s not fair 
now I’m coming down 
Off the high of us 
It’s in my head 
It’s not fair

come down

Darkness
Silence
They both seem to fit

Why do I think
That no one
Will ever care

Why do I think
That no one
Will ever listen

Find your power
Find your power

They will see
When I've begun
To believe

Believe in me
Believe in
What I am supposed to be

No one will
Be able to stop me
No one will have my strength

No one will know my love
No one will withstand
The day

Of

My reign
My triumph
My victory
My success

Find your power
Find your power

No one will
Be able to stop me
No one will have my strength

No one will know my love
No one will withstand
The day

Of

No one will
Be able to stop me
No one will have my strength

No one will know my love
No one will withstand
The day

Of
Of
Of

Find Your Power

mystery of love - sufjan stevens

MDRJR turns pain into purpose and reflection into rhythm. His music lives where 80s synth-pop meets post-punk soul, echoing the heart of a man who has walked through struggle and chosen love instead of bitterness. Every song he creates is a message of hope, healing, and strength.

With more than 3.6 million SoundCloud plays and a global audience from Kyiv to Hanoi to Los Angeles, MDRJR connects with listeners through honesty and emotion. He writes, records, and produces every track himself, not for fame, but to inspire. His songs remind people that they are not alone, that peace can be found through self-acceptance, and that hope is always worth fighting for.

From the emotional reflection of Confidence With Your Truth to the spiritual calm of The Flight of Peace and the motivation of Dream of Greatness, every song carries his message that strength is born from struggle and healing is possible for everyone. MDRJR creates music for the soul and for anyone who believes in becoming better, loving deeper, and never giving up.

“My music is my message: to rise, to forgive, to love again.”

#SynthPopForTheSoul #MDRJR #LotusOfResilience