I'll go
Leave tomorrow
I'll go
Leave tomorrow

Be me
Be me
Be me
Be me

I have to give
Give my heart
I have to give
Give my heart

I want calm
I wanna calm
My life

I want calm
I wanna calm
My life

I don't know
I think you're special
I don't know
I think you're special
But you are
But you are
But you are
But you are

I gotta give
You gotta take the love
I gotta give
You gotta take the love

Don't let it stop me
Don't let it stop me
Don't let it stop me
Don't let it stop me

Be me
Be me
Be me
Be me
Be me

Be me
Be me

Take it out
Take it out of your brain
Take it out
Take it out of your brain

Come on
Come on
Come on
Come on

My days are not over
My days are not yesterday 

Could cry
Could cry
Could cry
Could cry
My life


I want calm
I wanna calm
My life

Could cry
Could cry
My life

Could cry
Could cry
My life

I don’t know
I think you’re special
I don’t know
I think you’re special
I don’t know
I think you’re special
I don’t know
My life

I want calm, My life!

MDRJR (Michael Dean Russell, Jr.) turns pain into purpose and reflection into rhythm. His music lives where 80s synth-pop meets post-punk soul, echoing the heart of a man who has walked through struggle and chosen love instead of bitterness. Every song he creates is a message of hope, healing, and strength.

With more than 3.6 million SoundCloud plays and a global audience from Kyiv to Hanoi to Los Angeles, MDRJR connects with listeners through honesty and emotion. He writes, records, and produces every track himself, not for fame, but to inspire. His songs remind people that they are not alone, that peace can be found through self-acceptance, and that hope is always worth fighting for.

From the emotional reflection of Confidence With Your Truth to the spiritual calm of The Flight of Peace and the motivation of Dream of Greatness, every song carries his message that strength is born from struggle and healing is possible for everyone. MDRJR creates music for the soul and for anyone who believes in becoming better, loving deeper, and never giving up.

“My music is my message: to rise, to forgive, to love again.”

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