OMVision pt.27

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐍𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝 - 𝐀 𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡

Saint Avangeline's debut album, Gardener of Eden, tells the story of a young lesbian woman recalling her romantic, yet tragic encounters, doomed-to-fail relationships, and coming to terms with her traumatic sexual assault. Two months after attempting to take her own life, she began to write this album as a means to begin to accept what happened to her, and let it all out, using her pain as a source to create something beautiful, and to eventually heal from. 

Inspired by tracks from Lana Del Rey, Avangeline chose a similar moody, ethereal tracks (all from BeatStars), paired with her own personal gothic style of poetry, to create dreamy music layered with reverb. 

Armed with only Apple earbuds and a laptop, Avangeline learned to mix and master her own vocals and released this album independently in April, 2022.

Lilith

Here we are with a new track!
Life goes on, and through its ups and downs, we must never stop believing in ourselves and keep moving forward towards our goals and dreams. I hope this song can accompany you on your life adventures, and inspire you with passion, the desire to live, and to explore.

I uploaded a different version on YouTube, let me know what do you think about!! Here's the link:
https://youtu.be/u1bCwqDMadA?feature=shared

Thank you for listening and for all the support!

Blood Orange - Champagne Coast exaclty the way you wanted (instrumental loop slowed + reverb)

If I Was to Apologize (Sped up)

srry for re-uploading


I walk under moon, my paws cracking bones on frozen dirt
can’t stop howling
I smell your warmth behind walls, and I bite air like it’s flesh I can’t reach
howling, howling
There is bloodlust in my eyes
growling
You laugh from your towers, but I’m under your floors now, chewing through wires...
I hate your breath, I hate your fragile trembling world(hate your everyting)
I don’t hunt for food, I hunt because I need the scream
howling, howling
growling growling
Oowww, I’m hunting — not because I’m starving, but because I love the panic,
howl for me — scream for me — beg for me
Every time I tear into flesh, I remember who I am(howling, howling)
And baby, I am not your nightmare — I am worse, I am real.
howling, howling
howling, howling
howling, howling

howling (first vers)

Hate this place

gardien celeste

The change
It's coming
The change
It's here
I feel it's close
I feel it's near

My strength
Is strong
I can feel
The power
It will take us far
It will change the hour

For good
For life
For love
No more strife

For good
For life
For love
No more strife

Because of

Transformation
Empowerment
Transformation
Empowerment

You've reached
The end
But a new beginning
Is here
Please be patient
Embrace the fear

Of

Change
Before
Change
You cannot ignore

Change, Change
Before
Change
You cannot ignore

Because of

Transformation
Empowerment
Power-ment
Transformation
Empowerment
Power-ment

For good
For life
For love
No more strife

For good
For life
For love
No more strife

Because of

Transformation
Empowerment
Power-ment
Transformation
Empowerment
Power-ment

Because of Transformation

Transformation
Empowerment
Power-ment
Transformation
Empowerment
Power-ment

Transformation, Empowerment

all plats now

saw it split in two
didn't know what to do
said look around
i'm lost in the snow
tried to figure it out
i don't know where to go
(things don't change, these things don't change)

the stars don't shine as bright
and i know i'm not right
but you,
(you know i)
hold it close to my heart
i wish you were different from the start
cause you,

cause these things don't go away
and i still can't let you close again
i'm still tryna think what we could of been

i pray that she knows
that she clouds me like snow
and she knows i won't go
i just pray that she knows

(i still can't feel, i'm tryna say is it all a thrill?)
feeling like i shouldn't feel like this
because things aren't gonna change but i
want you by me i can't fight it
love in the air i feel confided
want you by me, i can't fight it
want you by me, want you by me

see, it's just you and me
i never felt so alive
(alive)
(alive)
see, it's just you and me

still think about what you did
i'm tryna figure out, oh what to do
cause i'm still lost in you

twofaced

Judging others
Gets me nowhere
Judging others
Gets me nowhere

Judging you
Is not fair
Judging you
Is not fair

And so I must

Challenge 
Negative Thoughts
And save myself
From grief

Challenge, Challenge 
Negative Thoughts
And save myself
From grief

Judge thy self
Judge thy action
Judge thy heart
Create satisfaction

Handle with care
Forgive yourself
Handle with care
Forgive yourself

Forgive your heart
Forgive others
Forgive your heart
Forgive others

And so I must

Challenge 
Negative Thoughts
And save myself
From grief
Challenge, Challenge
Negative Thoughts
And save myself
From grief
Challenge

Judge thy self
Judge thy actions
Judge my heart
Create satisfaction

And so I must

Challenge 
Negative Thoughts
And save myself
From grief
Challenge, Challenge
Negative Thoughts
And save myself
From grief

Challenge 
Judge thy self
Judge thy actions
Judge thy heart
Create satisfaction

Handle with care
Forgive yourself
Handle with care
Forgive yourself

Forgive your heart
Forgive, for give others
Forgive your heart
Forgive others

And so I must

Challenge 
Negative Thoughts
And save myself
From grief
Challenge, Challenge
Negative Thoughts
And save myself
From grief
Challenge, Challenge

Negative Thoughts
And save myself
From grief
Challenge, Challenge

Negative Thoughts
And save myself
From grief
Challenge, Challenge

Challenge Negative Thoughts

massive attack ▸ angel / гøрюӥ ʀᴇ:ᴇᴅɪᴛ

Just a guy who’s lived, learned, and found peace through music. I turn pain into purpose and try to make every song mean something real. My sound mixes pop, synthpop, and post punk— all from the heart. I’ve been blessed to reach people around the world, but what matters most is helping someone feel seen, strong, or healed through a song.

Creating music reminds me that hope never dies, love still wins, and we’re all finding our way.

Transformation, Empowerment

MDRJR