LYRICS

Sometimes I wonder if I really grew up
I, had a chance to see the world
At least I think so

Know I've been many places, many loves, lotta faces.
That's just how that cookie crumbles, ooh. Oh.

And I know it's all based on perception.
Young men don't really got their heads in.
It's spinning like a dead chicken dancing.
See the light it's kinda enchanting.

It's true, I'm scared of you.
Love the the challenge but hate the room.
You know more than anyone I wanna fly.
When a bird sings.
A chicken dies.
Hard to be rude when you caged up
What do you do?
Singing "What the cluck?"
Cause when a bird sings.
A chicken dies.

Now we're on Verse two.
Just have to be clear for those in the room.
Cause the friends you have share secrets from you.
So why do you think the man is any different too?

It's all the same, it's worse when your out.
See the teachers, teaching clout.
Hear the preachers, preaching doubt.
Fear the creatures who snip your mouth.

It's true, I'm scared of you.
Love the the challenge but hate the room.
You know more than anyone I wanna fly.
When a bird sings.
A chicken dies.
Hard to be rude when you caged up
What do you do?
Singing "What the cluck?"
Cause when a bird sings.
A chicken dies.

Bird For Prey

LYRICS

Looking how they talk, it’s like they in the city
Woke people, the water they drink, it ain’t pretty
Wanna go real fast, they call me Ricky Bobby
Might be my own water, flowing like my shooty

One man’s talk is another man’s tea, and
Scolding water, it’s another way to bleed, and
A road man tired ’cause he got no speed, and
Got no one unless it’s the police

Looking out at assault, the guy won’t talk
Gold fell out the water, like we all saw
Running on a track, call me Ricky Bobby
And I don’t got the stacks, you know it’s kinda funny

No Katana fade, a man with a chain
Go turn on the water, gotta get out my way
Don’t focus on fear, don’t let go of a drive
Turned left on the road when we should ride

Just turned in the woods, that’s just how I feel
Woke up to sun like it’s my last meal
If you wanna ride, call me Ricky Bobby
It’s a lotta in society; if I gotta, you just shouti

Woe men talk, yea, they just gotta say hey
Cold and hot, I be in my mom’s plate, yea
Cold and tired if I really want pay, yea
Cop in sight when I really wanna date, yea

I got my own tone
I got my own tongue
Wicked or the Wizard, but it’s all gone
I just gotta sell if I wanna feel
Stuck in my own hell, but I wanna heal

If I wanna say, baby, are you good?
Do you feel kidnapped, like you got a hood?
If I gotta entertain so I can get paid
God made water for man, not have money slaves

One more second if I could talk
If I had money, then you know I’d bark
When you’re on top, when you don’t have a song
I don’t really wanna live, wanna live long
One man talking like he know my goals, and
One way top unless I get old
And goal in sight, I’m high to feel free, oh
Goal in sight tonight, I got a goal, yea

Looking how they talk, it’s like they in the city
Woke people, the water they drink, it ain’t pretty
Wanna go real fast, they call me Ricky Bobby
Might be my own water, flowing like my shooty

They call me Ricky Bobby
That just sounded kinda funny
Look, it’s just kinda funny
They call me Ricky Bobby

Ricky Bobby

LYRICS

Sup love, baby, what you wanna talk about? X3
What you wanna?
Wanna talk about?

I fear I imitate, the way, girl, I'm not faking.
Freedom ain't free for the aimless.
Why you look at me you know what I'm saying.

I just gotta do it, real talk, first step, just do it
One chance I get
Like a Warhead
Try not to tug
Gonna ruin it
Until I get
The courage
To fuel my head
I do it
But I got not meds
Im a Warhead
Im about to blow
But I'm dormant
Until I get a...

Pretending that I'm thinking what to be
I got it up on the call, mama don't like my gal
Gonna give another chance to blow my steam
It's just chance for me to
To lose my explosive streak
Cause...

What you talk about? X3
Has you dizzy
What you talk about? X3
My own little kitty
What you talk about? X3
We own the city

I just gotta do it, real talk, first step, just do it.
One chance I get,
Like a Warhead.
Try not to tug,
Gonna ruin it.
Until I get,
The courage
To fuel my head
I do it
But I got not meds
Im a Warhead
Im about to blow
But I'm dormant
Until I get

Wrong and Money
Go like honey
If I'm up at night thinking of you
I'd randevu

I just gotta do it, real talk, first step, just do it
One chance I get
Like a Warhead
Try not to tug
Gonna ruin it
Until I get
The courage
To fuel my head
I do it
But I got not meds
Im a Warhead
Im about to blow
But I'm dormant
Until I get

Freedom ain't free for anyone
It's just goals and dreams
When you were 21

That chance that you make with hands
That you grab cause you got no plans
And now understand

Wish I went off like a warhead
All the things I love are boring
And the time I have is goring
But they even wanna hear my plans

No fee, I see a plan, I'm in another round, I'm loaded like a man and I really got a chance, I hope I got the bans, wanna play in a band but they to busy with the brands

I just gotta do it, real talk, first step, just do it
One chance I get
Like a Warhead
Try not to tug
Gonna ruin it
Until I get
The courage
To fuel my head
I do it
But I got not meds
Im a Warhead
Im about to blow
But I'm dormant
Until I get a...chance

Warhead

LYRICS

I love every moment, I'm with you. . .
And I'm,
Sorry your mad.
When I'm not next to you.
Your stronger than any other woman, I know!
Its hard to love and care and let go!
But just to show,
I love you even more!

Baby you know we can better.
Love it messy but hate breaks the tether!
I can't understand what upset ya?
But please just let me know!
Cause I'm,
Sorry I don't always make plans. . .
We got a lot of time on our hands,
But I don't understand. . .

(Head Empty)

When you're silent. . .
I know the love is violet!
I know the love is hiding!
I did something, you don't like and I,
Can't improve if your not up front. . .
Cause every single day I love,
I love the way you are. . .

I love the way your are!

(Head Empty)

Bro it don't really matter what we say!
Either way were screwed,
I wish I knew what a women wanted!
Cause I don't have a clue. . .

Maybe you just want a moment?

Don't hate me too much. . .

I'm thinking you think I'm hiding?
But I'm really just out of mind and. . .
I barely call my momma.
So please just let me know?

Head Empty

When

When your home to the darkness you don't sin

When

The moment it all goes Black
The moment we all go back home
That moment you feel the last
The moment your falling back home
The falling beings me back
The sinking me make an asshole
The moment when your not back
I fell asleep

I hope that I saw you there.
The Darkness don't don't look so scary
The hope that you'll still come back
The hope that you'll still be back home

I can see love the dream, but hate the meme
Electric brain's took the screen
Now Grass don't look so very green
Ans In dark I see your heart
Beating without any start
Shocked alive back to the home
Pay a hundred hours just to fix a bone
Of a corpse its an artist
Not the worse end but how it started
Bojack for the common course
When your drugged up like another horse
Your ideas leave like steam
In the dark you see your dreams
It don't matter how you charted
You'll wake up from where you started

Goes Black

They kill for their tools
Got many other women 
In caged with fools
Got old men, grinning 
For the prize of the moon 
Change tides with words
Instead of the rules

Need more time to raid my slate
Cause the rich don't care They bet on hate
The hunt is on, better pray for no pain
Either way were all in cage

Blood Bunny
Hard to believe that, we can even choose?
Many key chains hanging in the end the room
Locked inside so all you do is goon 
Their's only one thing left to do

You either Choose 
And Loose
Hard to imagine taking teeth from the youth, when the little baby rabbits got nothing to do

Thank God for flares, but I need you do, what any other hunter would do in the room

Need more time to raid my slate
Cause the rich don't care They bet on hate
The hunt is on, better pray for no pain
Either way were all in cage

Blood Bunny
Hard to believe that, we can even choose?
Many key chains hanging in the end the room
Locked inside so all you do is goon 
Their's only one thing left to do

You either Choose 
And Loose

Hahahaha

Blood Bunny
Hard to believe that, we can even choose?
Many key chains hanging in the end the room
Locked inside so all you do it goon
Their's only one thing left to do

You either Choose 
And Loose

Blood Bunny

They kill for their tools
Got many other women 
Incaged with fools
Got old men, grinning 
For the prize of the moon 
Change tides with words
Instead of the rules

Need more time to raid my state
Cause the rich don't care They bet on hate
The hunt is on, better pray for no pain
Either way were all in cage

Blood Bunny
Hard to believe that, we can even choose?
Many key chains hanging in the end the room
Locked inside so all you do is goon 
Their's only one thing left to do

You either Choose 
And Loose
Hard to imagine taking teeth from the youth, when the little baby rabbits got nothing to do

Thank God for flares, but I need you do, what any other hunter would do in the room

Need more time to raid my state
Cause the rich don't care They bet on hate
The hunt is on, better pray for no pain
Either way were all in cage

Blood Bunny
Hard to believe that, we can even choose?
Many key chains hanging in the end the room
Locked inside so all you do is goon 
Their's only one thing left to do

You either Choose 
And Loose

Hahahaha

Blood Bunny
Hard to believe that, we can even choose?
Many key chains hanging in the end the room
Locked inside so all you do it goon
Their's only one thing left to do

You either Choose 
And Loose

Blood Bunny (Remastered)

Be calm
Let it go
Be calm
Let it go

Sometimes
It will come to you
Sometimes
It will take from you

But you can't let it happen
Protect your heart

Protect your heart
Protect your soul
It soon will pass

Be calm
Let it go

Let it go

As you let it unfold
It's truth
It's evilness
It's spite
It's meaningless
It's mean to infect
Take away from your soul
The evil spirits
Lurk
The evil spirits

Be calm
Let it go
Be calm
Let it go

In every direction
Every moment
Just know what they are
How to identify
How to stop

Be calm
Let it go
Let it go
Be calm
Let it go

As you let it unfold
It's truth
It's evilness
It's spite
It's meaningless

It's mean to infect
Take away from your soul
The evil spirits
Lurk
The evil spirits

Be calm
Let it go
Be calm
Let it go
Be calm
Let it go
Be calm
Let it go

Let it go

Let it go

Be Calm, Let It Go

I write songs every morning at 7 a.m. and I have been doing it for the past 36 years. Most days I play them around 4:20 p.m. in my home studio. Over the last year I finally found the courage to share them, and the support from people all over the world has been incredible. I am humbled to know these songs connect with so many of you, and someday I hope to perform them live.

I have been playing guitar, bass, drums, and synthesizers since I was 15 years old. Now at 51, I can honestly say music has shaped my entire life. I have played in all kinds of bands, from cover groups to tribute acts, and explored rock, metal, punk, alternative, indie, pop, post punk, and synthpop. I wrote my first song after being inspired by the bands I loved in the late 80s, and that spark is still alive today.

These songs come from my 51 years of experience on this planet, and I hope they give you strength and peace. Over the past year I have also been spoken to by a higher power who has guided me through the process. I am glad I found Him again. I have been saved, and I see myself as His warrior.

Sometimes the songs arrive while I am working outside, and other times they come quietly over a cup of coffee in the early morning. The music has a purpose and it is meant to be shared. I do it for Him, and I do it for you.

I create everything at home, starting with my voice and a simple melody of hope, love, and belief, then building with synth, guitar, bass, drums, and more. I record using Logic Pro, GarageBand, and Suno, and I mix and master each track myself until it feels right. What you hear is the real result of that process.

My music is more than sound. It carries my life experiences and is meant to bring healing, encouragement, and connection. My hope is that when you listen, you feel inspired and reminded that you are never alone.

Thank you for being part of this journey. It means everything to me. I believe in family first and music second, and being able to share both with you is heaven to me. I hope you continue listening and following along as the story unfolds.

Take care,
MDRJR