Not Goodbye (Close My Eyes)

Fading Lines

"We are all prisoners of the dusk, dreaming of a dawn that never comes. For in the abyss of night, even stars are but dying embers—fleeting and frail. And when the wind howls its lonely hymn, remember: darkness is the mirror where lost souls recognize themselves. Here, in the silence of eternal shadows, the heart becomes a desert… and the light, a distant rumor."

Anna

Gravity/Infinity

Indie Pop, Dreampop, Hypnagogic Pop, Chillwave, Jangle Pop, Neo-Psychedelica, Bedroom Pop, Indie, Alternative

out there.

First single from the debut four-track EP 'Nights', to be released on Spirit Goth Records on October 3rd

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Not In Love

Lydia

So I have a list of names,
scribbled fast in the half-light.
People who left cracks in the room,
words that still buzz in my spine.

I don’t keep them to hate,
I keep them so I know what I survived.

Names in smoke, rise and roam.
Names in smoke, find their home.
Breathe them out, let shadows go,
Names in smoke, rise and roam.

The air tastes like salt and old paper,
my heart beats like a drum in a basement.
I strike a match, the flame licks blue,
every letter curls like it’s telling the truth.

This is my exorcism,
but it’s for me, not them.

Names in smoke, rise and roam.
Names in smoke, find their home.
Breathe them out, let shadows go,
Names in smoke, rise and roam.

No prayers, no perfect words,
just the hiss of the match and the sound of letting go.
I watch the dark turn soft and gold,
and I feel lighter than I’ve ever known.

Names in smoke, rise and roam.
Names in smoke, find their home.
Breathe them out, let shadows go,
Names in smoke, rise and roam.

Spells to cast this October

Names in Smoke

From 'Nights', debut EP from Pale via Spirit Goth Records

Dreaming

I wanna give you the silence
I want you to believe in me
I want you to love
I want you to see me

See my worth
See my strength
Look above
I'll save the day

Let me heal you
Heal your soul
Let me heal you
You soon will know

I love you
I love you strong
I love you
The love belongs

To you
For you
I lust
And I trust

Forever
For good

I love you
I need you

Forever
For good
For us
Understood

Forever and Understood
Forever and Understood

Let me heal you
Heal your soul
Let me heal you
You soon will know

I love you
I love you strong
I love you
The love belongs

To you
For you
I love you
I need you

Forever
For good
For us
Understood

Forever Understood
Forever Understood
Forever Understood
Forever Understood

Forever Understood
Forever Understood
Forever Understood
Forever Understood

Forever Understood

I feel it happening
I feel it now
Something's happening
Something's allowed

How did it occur
What did I do
Did I open the door
Did I spread the new

For you
For me
For love
Let's see

For you
For me
For love
Let's see

People
Will soon
Understand
People
Will begin
To lend a hand

To others
Who fell
To others
Down
To others
I say
To others
A crown

For you
For me
For love
Let's see

For you
For me
For love
Let's see

For you
For me
For love
Let's see

For you
For me
For love
Let's see

For You, For Me, For Love

Thank you for sticking with me and listening to my songs every day. I notice the ones who show up, the ones who keep coming back, the ones who let my music into their life. I hope these songs have given you as much strength and peace as they’ve given me. I write them to lift the soul and the spirit, because in these times we need every bit of light we can get.

The only thing I can tell you is this. Never give up on yourself. If you want something, you have to work for it, and sometimes you have to work hard as shit to get anywhere. But I believe in you. I believe you will reach that first goal on your journey in this life. And when you do, don’t stop. Keep going. There is always another level waiting for you.

In the meantime, I have a whole universe of musical projects you can explore. If any of them speak to you, let me know. Welcome to the way my mind works.

Welcome to my world.

Cheers!
MDRJR