remember when //wallows

So Damn Into You

Wheels Keep Turning

Finding joy in music, back like when we were kids, building forts made of cotton.

Afraid

Cure for Emptiness (with Bello)

"how to pretend" is an 6 track ep, which we put together in memory of a friend, who took her life. how to pretend, refers to the feeling of having to pretend you're something you're not. hopefully, you relate.

the house

I could hear my stomach,  growling loud

Anna Karenina

The Crystal Ship

From 'Nights', debut EP from Pale via Spirit Goth Records

Bandcamp

Dreaming

Do it for you
Make yourself smile
Do it for you
You'll go for many miles

Combat Self Doubt
Combat Self Doubt

If you think
You're not enough
Open your eyes
You're surely enough

Take a spin
With yourself
You better enjoy
And defend yourself

Combat Self Doubt
Combat Self Doubt

If you think
You're not enough
Open your eyes
You're surely enough

Take a spin
With yourself
You better enjoy
And defend yourself

Combat Self Doubt
Combat Self Doubt

Combat Self-Doubt

The Latter Teens

MDRJR turns pain into purpose and reflection into rhythm. His music lives where 80s synth-pop meets post-punk soul, echoing the heart of a man who has walked through struggle and chosen love instead of bitterness. Every song he creates is a message of hope, healing, and strength.

With more than 3.6 million SoundCloud plays and a global audience from Kyiv to Hanoi to Los Angeles, MDRJR connects with listeners through honesty and emotion. He writes, records, and produces every track himself, not for fame, but to inspire. His songs remind people that they are not alone, that peace can be found through self-acceptance, and that hope is always worth fighting for.

From the emotional reflection of Confidence With Your Truth to the spiritual calm of The Flight of Peace and the motivation of Dream of Greatness, every song carries his message that strength is born from struggle and healing is possible for everyone. MDRJR creates music for the soul and for anyone who believes in becoming better, loving deeper, and never giving up.

“My music is my message: to rise, to forgive, to love again.”

#SynthPopForTheSoul #MDRJR #LotusOfResilience