im g0nna hurt my self lol xD (prod. sickboi)

You make me feel sick 

It’s kinda like I’m Caught in the middle of a bad dream 

I know you feel it 

Why am I an asshole 

really what’s that mean 

Taking anything as a measure of distracting
Close my eyes
don’t tell me what’s happening 
Ion wanna know 
Ion wanna be that 
If you’re turning your back 
Then I’m fadin into black 


I know you don’t wanna ask 
I know you don’t wanna play that 
Make it so sad 
When you hear it on the playback 

Please don’t say that
Please don’t say that 
Ion wanna hear if you never ever came back 

You make me feel sick 

It’s like I’m Caught in the middle of a bad dream 

 I know you feel it 

Why am I an asshole 

really what’s that mean 

Taking anything as a measure of distracting
Closin my eyes
don’t tell me what’s happening 

Ion wanna know 
Ion wanna be that 
If you’re turning your back 
Then I’m fadin into black 




Yeah I know I make You sick 

Everyday layin here
Yeah it gets maddening 

you think I can’t feel it 


But It make me feel
 bad when you tell me all these sad things 

In a bad dream 
You won’t tell me what’s happening 
Battling these demons 
You can’t see when they attack me 
Grab me 
Take me to the bottom I’m crashing 
Out 
She a snake give me venom to my neck 
Right now 
But I love the way it feel 
Hope I never come down 
She a snake give me venom to my neck right now
But I love the way it feel 
Hope i never come down
But I love the way it feel 
 I love the way it feel

And You make me feel sick 

It’s kinda like I’m Caught in the middle of a bad dream 

 I know you feel it 

Why am I an asshole 

really what’s that mean 

Taking anything as a measure of distracting
Closin my eyes
 don’t tell me what’s happening 
Ion wanna know 
Ion wanna be that 
If you’re turning your back 
Then I’m fadin into black 

And you make me 
And You make me feel sick 

It’s kinda like I’m Caught in the middle of a bad dream 

 I know you feel it 

Why am I an asshole 

really what’s that mean 

Taking anything as a measure of distracting
Closin my eyes
 don’t tell me what’s happening 
Ion wanna know 
Ion wanna be that 
If you’re turning your back 
Then I’m fadin into black 

bad dream (Prod. QUITAll)

#slowcore #midwest #shoegaze #sludgemetal #alt#alternativerock #shoegazemusic #heavyshoegaze #rock #indiemusic #indierock

maybe in another life.

september w/ zen

I wake with focus
I create with love
I work the locus
I feel enough

My rhythm, my peace, I love
My rhythm, my peace, I love

My energy
In tune
My energy
I assume

Brings me peace
Brings me voice
Rest my head
Feel the joy

Brings me peace
Brings me voice
Rest my head
Feel the joy

My rhythm, my peace, I love
My rhythm, my peace, I love

Help others
Who need love
Help others
Rise above

My rhythm, my peace, I love
My rhythm, my peace, I love

Give them hope
Increase their dreams
Be the one
For others to see

Give them hope
Increase their dreams
Be the one
For others to see

Help others
Who need love
Help others
Rise above

My rhythm, my peace, I love
My rhythm, my peace, I love
My rhythm, my peace, I love

Brings me peace
Brings me voice
Rest my head
Feel the joy

Help others
Who need love
Help help others
Rise

My Rhythm, My Peace, I Love

ive been drinking for dayssi justwa nt it to stop.

beat prod. syzic

[ lyrics i think idk, im drnk ]

without you I been lost, baby
drinkin everyday

ik im not alright, girl
ik im not okay

but she says "you'll be fine, boy-"
"I know you'll find a way."

she thinks im moving on, but
i've been in the pain

im losing my mind
shes ruining my mind
shes ruining my vibe
shes ruining my high

im so sick girl, I wanna die
if this is it girl, i hope you cry

oh my goddd (x??)

i swear my life is misery, girl
im so sick and tired

just put me out my misery
by setting me on fire

I swear your promises meant nothin
you're a fuckin liar

ik you've been around the block
just like a fuckin tire

baby, you're my drug
baby, you're my plug
baby, say it's love
and I'll just play dumb

im so god damn dumb
wheres my god damn gun?
im so god damn done
but it was god damn fun..

she wants me dead - kelli

prod. me 


im going mia, cuz this mission went the wrong way
i think our general's a pagan, but maybe i'm mistaken 
we're getting copy and pasted 
my company was cloned and now its death that im facing
im way past saving, the regiment is staging, a manhunt operation on me 
cuz i stole all the information, and played it on a station
there's no way im escaping you see

i run and run and hide and hide
will i, will i,
survive, survive?
oh i don't know, don't know
where i'm going to go 
they have cameras on my home 
and in the sky a sea of drones 

i dig a trench into the ground and try my best not to make sounds 
im hearing choppers overhead 
i turn my radio down ciuz  im realising,
that im not making it out, im not making it out of here
 
A W O L, this story i know so well 
ill fight until the snow melts but can't clutch cuz i've got low health 
drones keep flying over, the weathers getting colder
like a bird without it's nest, can it get anymore lower?
they found my base and now they torture me with water
they tell me that they've caught my wife, son and daughter
they ask me if i would like to see them slaughtered 
now im laughing my head off with a bomb wrapped round my shoulder
i tell them that they shouldn't have came, 
i know my family is dead now anyway
i start laughing in their face and their smiles start to fade
then the bomb around my shoulder *beep beep* **BOOM**

the army i was in was fighting for the other team
this story ends this way cuz i went absent without leave
now im missing in action cuz war isn't what it seems
now im missing in action but revenge was sweet




MISSING IN ACTION...

You don't need
To explain yourself anymore, anymore
You don't need
To explain yourself anymore, anymore

It's time you stop
Being on defense
It's time you stop
Being on defense

Let others
Figure you out
Figure you out
Figure you out
Figure you out

You were never to blame
You were never to blame
You've always been the same
You've always been the same

Something happened
Long ago
Something happened
Long ago

Let others
Figure you out
Figure you out
Figure you out
Figure you out

You'll never know the truth, or
Do you want the truth
Do you want the truth
Do you want the truth

Clear your mind
From this clout
Clear your mind
From this clout

And

Let others
Figure you out
Figure you out
Figure you out
Figure you out

Let Others, Figure You Out

mistrust in your eye!

She lights me up like fire too 
Looking at me like what im gonna do
Nothing I’ll just let her fuck me leave a bruise 

Chomping her mouth down 
Hear her teeth move all around 
Yeah baby screen my name so loud 
Baby clutch down on my neck 

I love it when you bite
Put those legs to the sky 
You are all mine 
I love it when you bite

Put on tv girl I’m trying lovers rock 
Baby I’ll keep on making songs 
While I sit here thinking about my decision
Filed with regret missing the feeling 

What if I was wrong all along?
Fuck your already gone 
Baby I’m awake til dawn 
Need to feel your touch 
I’m sorry my love 
Hope you still think about me at least 

I love it when you bite
Put those legs to the sky 
You are all mine 
I love it when you bite

Bite (grayskies)

Don't read into it
Don't read into it
Don't feed into it
Don't believe into it

Stop making it up
Stop making it up
Stop making yourself
Feel bad
Stop making yourself
Feel bad

It is what it is
It is what it is
It is what it is
It is what it is

Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go

Don't read into it
Don't read into it
Don't feed into it
Don't believe into it

Stop making it up
Stop making it up
Stop making yourself
Feel bad
Stop making yourself
Feel bad

It is what it is
It is what it is
It is what it is
It is what it is

Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go

My Rhythm, My Peace, I Love

MDRJR