Feel It Again

I Promise No One's Watching

Nothing At All

You make me feel sick 

It’s kinda like I’m Caught in the middle of a bad dream 

I know you feel it 

Why am I an asshole 

really what’s that mean 

Taking anything as a measure of distracting
Close my eyes
don’t tell me what’s happening 
Ion wanna know 
Ion wanna be that 
If you’re turning your back 
Then I’m fadin into black 


I know you don’t wanna ask 
I know you don’t wanna play that 
Make it so sad 
When you hear it on the playback 

Please don’t say that
Please don’t say that 
Ion wanna hear if you never ever came back 

You make me feel sick 

It’s like I’m Caught in the middle of a bad dream 

 I know you feel it 

Why am I an asshole 

really what’s that mean 

Taking anything as a measure of distracting
Closin my eyes
don’t tell me what’s happening 

Ion wanna know 
Ion wanna be that 
If you’re turning your back 
Then I’m fadin into black 




Yeah I know I make You sick 

Everyday layin here
Yeah it gets maddening 

you think I can’t feel it 


But It make me feel
 bad when you tell me all these sad things 

In a bad dream 
You won’t tell me what’s happening 
Battling these demons 
You can’t see when they attack me 
Grab me 
Take me to the bottom I’m crashing 
Out 
She a snake give me venom to my neck 
Right now 
But I love the way it feel 
Hope I never come down 
She a snake give me venom to my neck right now
But I love the way it feel 
Hope i never come down
But I love the way it feel 
 I love the way it feel

And You make me feel sick 

It’s kinda like I’m Caught in the middle of a bad dream 

 I know you feel it 

Why am I an asshole 

really what’s that mean 

Taking anything as a measure of distracting
Closin my eyes
 don’t tell me what’s happening 
Ion wanna know 
Ion wanna be that 
If you’re turning your back 
Then I’m fadin into black 

And you make me 
And You make me feel sick 

It’s kinda like I’m Caught in the middle of a bad dream 

 I know you feel it 

Why am I an asshole 

really what’s that mean 

Taking anything as a measure of distracting
Closin my eyes
 don’t tell me what’s happening 
Ion wanna know 
Ion wanna be that 
If you’re turning your back 
Then I’m fadin into black 

bad dream (Prod. QUITAll)

On The Other Side

Crumbling

I Hope You Dance

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“She Goes” draws you into the pull of the unknown — hypnotic repetition and haunting melodies create a dreamy, emotional atmosphere that lingers long after the last note.

She Goes

I'm all about your shade tonight
i like ur tattoss
its excites me to the point of trembling

Mascara smears when you cries — but you laughs like you knew that would happen
I just like looking at your, even if you is silent and looks away
(that's you)
I like being your accessory, something you can use, throw away, put on again - I don't mind
I adore those black eyes, not because they are dark,
but because pain dissolves so beautifully in them

I'm all about your shade tonight
i like ur tattoss shade tonight
its excites me to the point of trembling

When your voice shatters in whispers,
I want to hold every broken piece in my chest,
let it cut me open, let it bleed out slow,
so you can see how devotion looks when it finally hurts enough.
Your lipstick tastes like rust,
but it burns sweeter than sugar when it cuts across my mouth.
(bleed into me, breathe into me)
I wanna your nails, I wanna your scars
I wanna the bruise where love pretends to hurt
i wanna ur eyes like collapsing stars
i wanna ur all cuz this only be mine

I'm all about your shade tonight
i like ur tattoss shade tonight
its excites me to the point of trembling
hu-uh





mascara  (on spotify)

DEEP IN YOUR SOUL

Loyalty
Is the new sexy
Loyalty
Is the new sexy

Don't settle for less
Don't settle for fakes
Don't settle for tricks
Don't settle for sakes

Of your peace
Of mind
Your peace
So find

You are one
Of a kind
You are
Like a fine wine

Loyalty
Is the new sexy
Loyalty
Is the new sexy

Don't settle for less
Don't settle for fakes
Don't settle for tricks
Don't settle for sake

Of your peace
Of mind
Your peace
So find

You are one
Of a kind
You are
Like a fine wine

Like a fine wine

You are one
Of a kind
You are
Like a fine wine

You are one
Of a kind
You are
Like a fine wine

Like a fine wine

Like a fine wine

Like a Fine Wine

I wanna give you the silence
I want you to believe in me
I want you to love
I want you to see me

See my worth
See my strength
Look above
I'll save the day

Let me heal you
Heal your soul
Let me heal you
You soon will know

I love you
I love you strong
I love you
The love belongs

To you
For you
I lust
And I trust

Forever
For good

I love you
I need you

Forever
For good
For us
Understood

Forever and Understood
Forever and Understood

Let me heal you
Heal your soul
Let me heal you
You soon will know

I love you
I love you strong
I love you
The love belongs

To you
For you
I love you
I need you

Forever
For good
For us
Understood

Forever Understood
Forever Understood
Forever Understood
Forever Understood

Forever Understood
Forever Understood
Forever Understood
Forever Understood

Forever Understood

Just a guy who’s lived, learned, and found peace through music. I turn pain into purpose and try to make every song mean something real. My sound mixes pop, synthpop, and post punk— all from the heart. I’ve been blessed to reach people around the world, but what matters most is helping someone feel seen, strong, or healed through a song.

Creating music reminds me that hope never dies, love still wins, and we’re all finding our way.

Every song I make comes from real life—love, struggle, and finding peace. If my music has ever helped you through something, your support means the world and keeps me creating from the heart. ❤️

🎧 Support my music here: https://on.soundcloud.com/CQ4l0t43BSWmTLnXjz

Like a Fine Wine

MDRJR