Donnie Darko  - "Mad World" (Michael Andrews with Gary Jules)

One (Three Dog Night Cover)

Tom Odell - Can't Pretend slowed + reverb

RUSH! (ARE U COMING?)

OFF MY FACE

Stromae - Papaoutai

Remixed a few times, my take on this iconic Beatles song. I think Paul and I would have gotten along just fine. 

Elenor Rigby

🖤 The Miracle Syndicate
“She Won’t Keep You”

Iron veins beneath the stone,
Cold wires through the tunnel drone.
You walked in thinking you could fix her,
But now you’re learning — you become.

She pulls you in, she turns away,
A hundred nights, a thousand days.
She feeds on ruins, burns your skin,
You won’t come out the way you came in.

She won’t keep you

You can love her, she won’t keep you.
Take what you give her
She won’t need you, just delete you.

Every street a blurred confession,
Walls remember what you hide.
You think you’re writing your own sentence,
But this wild child always decides.

She pulls you in, she turns away,
A hundred nights, a thousand days.
She’ll carve your name in broken concrete,
She’ll wear it down, erase your dreams.

She won’t keep you

You can love her, she won’t keep you.
Take what you give her
She won’t need you, just delete you.

Here, you’re always half awake,
Smoke-stained glass and no escape.
You’ll lose yourself, you’ll beg to stay,
She never asks, she lets you break.

You can love her… she won’t keep you
You can leave her… she will keep you
In your bones and in your breath,
This wild child loves in life through death.

Credits:

Nayeli Astra: Vox, Guitar
Elena Morgenstern: Backing Vox, Synths & Sequencers, Mellotron
Brad Astra: Programming, Percussion, Bass Guitar, Rhythm Guitar

Special Thanks:
To the ravens who guided our melodies, the universe for its endless inspiration, and to everyone who has been part of this journey. This music collection is dedicated to those who dream with their eyes open.

In Loving Memory:
To Rio, who always listened.

Recorded at:
Nude Studio · Calgary, Alberta

Artwork + Photography:
Brad Astra

Label:
Painful Records Ltd.

© 2025 The Miracle Syndicate · All rights reserved
Written and Produced by Brad Astra

She Won’t Keep You

Will it happen
Yes it will
When will it happen
It’ll happen soon

You have learned my ways
You know my truth
I'll show you today
That you have the proof

It Will Happen Soon
It Will Happen Soon

I provide you hope
I provide you dreams
I provide you love
So it seems

Please be patient
Your time will come
Keep doing what you're doing
You feel the love

It Will Happen Soon
It Will Happen Soon

It will come
When you surrender your will
It will come
When  I reveal

The love
The power
The strength
The truth

The love
The power
The strength
The truth

The love
The power
The strength
The truth

The love
The power
The strength

It Will Happen Soon
It Will Happen Soon

It Will Happen Soon
It Will Happen Soon



You Are Timeless

Re-upped from my old account, 8 minute extended rework of Arctic Monkeys' 'Knee Socks' 

Arctic Monkeys - Knee Socks  (Andy Buchan Edit)

Sucker For Pain Remix - Sweezy

Do You Really Wanna Be in Love

MDRJR turns pain into purpose and reflection into rhythm. His music lives where 80s synth-pop meets post-punk soul, echoing the heart of a man who has walked through struggle and chosen love instead of bitterness. Every song he creates is a message of hope, healing, and strength.

With more than 3.6 million SoundCloud plays and a global audience from Kyiv to Hanoi to Los Angeles, MDRJR connects with listeners through honesty and emotion. He writes, records, and produces every track himself, not for fame, but to inspire. His songs remind people that they are not alone, that peace can be found through self-acceptance, and that hope is always worth fighting for.

From the emotional reflection of Confidence With Your Truth to the spiritual calm of The Flight of Peace and the motivation of Dream of Greatness, every song carries his message that strength is born from struggle and healing is possible for everyone. MDRJR creates music for the soul and for anyone who believes in becoming better, loving deeper, and never giving up.

“My music is my message: to rise, to forgive, to love again.”

#SynthPopForTheSoul #MDRJR #LotusOfResilience