I was stuck
Could not escape
Was ah clone
Livin' same ole days

Learning to see
As she wanted me
With this new mindset
She met my needs

I was tired of livin' a life
Not mine
I was trapped
And running out of time

If I could create
A brand new life
Then so let it be
It is time I fly

Tonight

I broke free
Lived a new dream
Finally free
Making new memories

I broke free
Lived a new dream
Finally free
Making new memories

I may have been old
But it wasn't too late
Brought back my soul
Lived another another day

Left the mindset for good
I did not stay
Because of time
There began a new day

And so
And so
And so

I was tired of livin' a life
Not mine
I was trapped
And runnin' out of time

If I could create
A brand new life
Then so let it be
It was time I fly

Tonight

I broke free
Lived a new dream
Finally free
Making new memories

I broke free
Lived a new dream
Finally free
Making new memories

And so
I broke free
And so
Lived ah new, new dream
And so
Finally, finally free
And so
Making new memories

I may have been old
But it wasn't too late
Brought my soul
Lived another, another day
Lived another, another day
Lived another, another day

And so
And so
And so

I broke free

Making New Memories

Looking how they talk, it’s like they in the city
Woke people, the water they drink, it ain’t pretty
Wanna go real fast, they call me Ricky Bobby
Might be my own water, flowing like my shooty

One man’s talk is another man’s tea, and
Scolding water, it’s another way to bleed, and
A road man tired ’cause he got no speed, and
Got no one unless it’s the police

Looking out at assault, the guy won’t talk
Gold fell out the water, like we all saw
Running on a track, call me Ricky Bobby
And I don’t got the stacks, you know it’s kinda funny

No Katana fade, a man with a chain
Go turn on the water, gotta get out my way
Don’t focus on fear, don’t let go of a drive
Turned left on the road when we should ride

Just turned in the woods, that’s just how I feel
Woke up to sun like it’s my last meal
If you wanna ride, call me Ricky Bobby
It’s a lotta in society; if I gotta, you just shouti

Woe men talk, yea, they just gotta say hey
Cold and hot, I be in my mom’s plate, yea
Cold and tired if I really want pay, yea
Cop in sight when I really wanna date, yea

I got my own tone
I got my own tongue
Wicked or the Wizard, but it’s all gone
I just gotta sell if I wanna feel
Stuck in my own hell, but I wanna heal

If I wanna say, baby, are you good?
Do you feel kidnapped, like you got a hood?
If I gotta entertain so I can get paid
God made water for man, not have money slaves

One more second if I could talk
If I had money, then you know I’d bark
When you’re on top, when you don’t have a song
I don’t really wanna live, wanna live long
One man talking like he know my goals, and
One way top unless I get old
And goal in sight, I’m high to feel free, oh
Goal in sight tonight, I got a goal, yea

Looking how they talk, it’s like they in the city
Woke people, the water they drink, it ain’t pretty
Wanna go real fast, they call me Ricky Bobby
Might be my own water, flowing like my shooty

They call me Ricky Bobby
That just sounded kinda funny
Look, it’s just kinda funny
They call me Ricky Bobby

Ricky Bobby

That’s how you started; now
Poor with a headache
I can feel you’re looking like you want it; I see it

And if you got that tone at the party
Like everybody wanna talk to you, yeah
They want cha for you loving, but

Way outside, they don’t want anything
That’s the way they all can do it
Death can feel it; that’s what they wanted
Everyone’s got a time to feel important, but

Maybe I’m just a thespian
Chaos I understand, but
Everybody’s acting like they got it
When your brain’s broke, you really can’t start it, but

Everybody’s someone
Out there, you’ll all come through—maybe in the night
Tough to be original; that’s the way it all seems

And when you’re down on your luck
You wait for God, but God don’t got a plan for the weak
I can see; I said
I’m upside down, up side and turn around, upside
Baby, I’m losing my sound
Besides all of the other clowns
I’m upside down; baby, I’m losing my sound

I’m upside down, up side and turn around, upside
Baby, I’m losing my sound
Besides all of the other clowns
I’m upside down; baby, I’m losing my sound

Maybe that’s just how I’m feeling
I believe I can be someone, but maybe that’s just in my head
I don’t think; I know myself to get better
But I get so excited, I feel the morning rising now
Say again? Like if you want to play it, you want to savor it, just have fun, like;
Yeaah

You’re just down on the road, like
Everybody’s got a plan for the weak? I can see
And if you got that tone at the party
Like everybody wanna talk to you, yeah
They want cha for you loving, but

Way outside, they don’t want anything
That’s the way they all can do it
Death can feel it; that’s what they wanted
Everyone’s got a time to feel important, but

In time we’re all just dust
Hard to lose that lust when life is just a nut
Pleasure is just pain; it is hard to chase fame when you’re just insane, ‘cause

I’m upside down, up side and turn around, upside
Baby, I’m losing my sound
Besides all of the other clowns
I’m upside down; baby, I’m losing my sound
I know I want myself to get better, baby

Upside Down

Sup love, baby, what you wanna talk about? X3
What you wanna?
Wanna talk about?

I fear I imitate, the way, girl, I'm not faking.
Freedom ain't free for the aimless.
Why you look at me you know what I'm saying.

I just gotta do it, real talk, first step, just do it
One chance I get
Like a Warhead
Try not to tug
Gonna ruin it
Until I get
The courage
To fuel my head
I do it
But I got not meds
Im a Warhead
Im about to blow
But I'm dormant
Until I get a...

Pretending that I'm thinking what to be
I got it up on the call, mama don't like my gal
Gonna give another chance to blow my steam
It's just chance for me to
To lose my explosive streak
Cause...

What you talk about? X3
Has you dizzy
What you talk about? X3
My own little kitty
What you talk about? X3
We own the city

I just gotta do it, real talk, first step, just do it.
One chance I get,
Like a Warhead.
Try not to tug,
Gonna ruin it.
Until I get,
The courage
To fuel my head
I do it
But I got not meds
Im a Warhead
Im about to blow
But I'm dormant
Until I get 

Wrong and Money
Go like honey
If I'm up at night thinking of you
I'd randevu

I just gotta do it, real talk, first step, just do it
One chance I get
Like a Warhead
Try not to tug
Gonna ruin it
Until I get
The courage
To fuel my head
I do it
But I got not meds
Im a Warhead
Im about to blow
But I'm dormant
Until I get

Freedom ain't free for anyone
It's just goals and dreams
When you were 21

That chance that you make with hands
That you grab cause you got no plans
And now understand

Wish I went off like a warhead
All the things I love are boring
And the time I have is goring
But they even wanna hear my plans

No fee, I see a plan, I'm in another round, I'm loaded like a man and I really got a chance, I hope I got the bans, wanna play in a band but they to busy with the brands

I just gotta do it, real talk, first step, just do it
One chance I get
Like a Warhead
Try not to tug
Gonna ruin it
Until I get
The courage
To fuel my head
I do it
But I got not meds
Im a Warhead
Im about to blow
But I'm dormant
Until I get a...chance

Warhead

Smile
Once you take a chance,
If you win or fail, just
Smile
You don’t gotta do a dance,
And when you stop, you just
Smile
They want you to have
A good time, but you can’t, so just
Smile
Too many things in your head,
But you still
Smile

You gotta smile
You’re wasting your smile
They think they’re
in your head space,
But the worst case is,
You gotta smile

Smile x2

You gotta smile

I couldn’t see the other sign,
In a way, I still feel alive
I try, but I lie
Maybe I’ve gotten used
to another night

Smile before the rage sinks,
Smile so you feel great
Smile so you know you’re not alone
’Cause there aren’t many smiles

Smile

You just gotta smile

Smile
Smile

Once you take a chance,
If you win or fail, just
Smile
You don’t gotta dance,
And when you stop, you just
Smile

Smile

You just gotta smile
I can see on your face
Why you gotta smile
They won’t let you take a break
Until you smile

Hard to be impressed,
So you gotta smile

I can see on your face
You just gotta smile

Smile

God damn

This freaking sun’s killin
Hey man, how are you doing?

Not good, man…
You all right?

It’s hot!
Hotter than a weeb making love to his anime body pillow

It’s hot—
Hotter than Motto-Motto chunky boy; he’s a hippo

It’s hot!
It’s hotter than an armadillo getting a hand job from Bucky—it’s hot

Where my hug at?

It’s too hot, man

Real? Is that the deal?
Then what's really going on?

I’m just hot, man
For real? Is that your deal?

Then why are you sun-tanning now?

’Cause it’s better to burn than never see the light
Yeah is that right?

I’m just getting my sunshine on but it’s hot

It’s hot
Its hot huh?

It’s hot

I could never—why would you need the sun so bad? It’s not going anywhere

Don’t interrupt me
Sorry

It’s hot!
It’s hotter than Pedro Pascal looking at you; you don’t really mind his glare

Oh, its that hot!
Yeah, it’s that hot

Oh no, I can feel—
Hotter than summer or a Christmas meal
Get black ice, call Key & Peele
Hot in my pants, it’s a home-cooked meal
Smell that yummy BBQ
Hotter than a BBW
Need a fan up in the room
’Cause the Golden Girls its where love blooms

I’m drying out, need a lemonade stand
Poor ice in my drink and ice in my pants
Blazed and smoked like Snoop Dogg’s band
Barking at the waves, that I can’t see or understand

It’s not the sun
Earth is done
Burning oil just for fun
Who cares if billionaires won, ’cause

It’s hot

So it’s really that hot, huh?
Dude, it’s blazing

Its hot
It’s hotter than a summer day in England, where spice was perfected—it’s hot

Hehehehe

Okay, it’s not that hot

For real? Is that the deal?
What’s really going on?

I’m just hot, man
For real? Is that the deal?

What's really going on?

’Cause it’s better to burn than never see the light
Yeah?

I’m just getting my sunshine on but it’s hot

It’s hot

How about you just go to the pool or drink some water?

Oh.....

Oh yeah…

Its Hot

Clear blue water in the waves makes me feel good
I know it’s trouble, and I know I should
Find myself better than the way I was

Would; anybody outside help me walk around?
It’s hard to get out when you’re feeling down
Like hell, I wanna make a sound but I’m bound
Wow…

Let it run wild—that’s fire
That mind goes higher
That pleasure, desire
A dude has dreams
A. Dude. Has. Dreams

I see it’s a metaphor
I can’t ignore
’Cause I’m the editor
And all the things I like—
I mean I want, I see…

And I walk like I got a purpose
I listen and hope it’s worth it
So just, I can make a song sound good
Could

That money help my life?
I feel like I’m dying
Like all the time, I’m crying
A. Dude. Has. Dreams

Let it run wild—that’s fire
That mind goes higher
That pleasure, desire
A dude has dreams
A. Dude. Has. Dreams

A.D.H.D

(Alien)
Hope you don't.
Mind that we have taken you to our "Alien Ship"
It's kinda werid that we call it here our "Alien Ship"
When your the Alien here, hey why the look?
Well lets get this Party started

(Chorus)
Wait there Mr. Alien please don't get started.
I feel like I'm out of my head, or maybe farted
I am just another Homo Sapien
But I rather be free like an Alien

(Breakdown)
Alien...
The blood in my veins
I feel numb, its all the
Same thing, I could go back home
But I rather explore places unkown
I got in store a stick a sword
A fantasy the Government Ignored

(Alien)
Wait a Minute did you say you were a Homo Sapien
Right...sorry about the mixup we are looking for a cow
Something you kinda once worshiped
What a Golden pale
Will put you back to sleep now

(Chorus)
Wait there Mr. Alien please don't knock me out yet
I feel like I'm out of my head, but I'm in your dept
I am just another Homo Sapien
But I rather be free like you the Alien

(Breakdown)
Alien...
The blood in my veins
I feel numb, its all the
Same I saw last night ago, woke up again like another show
The love, the hate, hunger and fright
Every day my brain feels less like mine

Alien

There is a man in the woods
He watching!
There is a man in the woods
He watching!
He is a creature, a ghost, he stalking
You can't escape
His Voodoo he
Haunting

Call me, Horned King
Magic Throne,
Got red dreads and threads of bone
Wendigo the bell tolls

If I die, still got my homie
In my time, demons told
Look upon the spells of old

Hexes hang don't care for money
More of a killer than the king of crows

No love before, unless it was that time
He met woman and she was so crazy
He thinks about her almost all the time
He can give you anything you want baby

There is a man in the woods
He watching!
There is a man in the woods
He watching!
He is a creature, a ghost, he stalking
You can't escape
His Voodoo he
Haunting

Real creeper in the back of the classroom
Looks like a super model like a cat dude
Not a neko just a hungry ass wack dude

Kinda silent but he cooking food in the backroom
Got raised, but he son of the hag rage
Got mission, a goal he got real fate

Destined to end the world its a shame
Peaked when he won the trial of the war mage

There is a man in the woods
He watching!
There is a man in the woods
He watching!
He is a creature, a ghost, he stalking
You can't escape
His Voodoo he
Haunting

He got friends, he got love
He got kids, he got gold
But all of it, went in the snow
He knows, he's gone, his daughter lives on
His son stronger than Khorvon

There is a man in the woods
He watching!
There is a man in the woods
He watching!
He is a creature, a ghost, he stalking
You can't escape
His Voodoo from
Haunting

CHARACTER LORE:
This song is about an NPC in my tabletop game, Whu Whu Wizards, which centers on a secret order of wizards who reside in a floating black castle drifting through space. The character in question is Alo “The Horned King,” father of player character Sora Evergreen, from my 2015 fantasy setting The World of S@LT. Alo belongs to the BlackRock Society and is often called “The Wendigo” or “The Hex Master” by his fellow BlackRock wizards. Renowned for his power and adventures across the continent of Quel’Thulaz, he won BlackRock’s War Mage trial four years in a row. Like all BlackRock wizards, he was destined either to become a savior or to unleash terrible doom. During his travels with allies known as The Mind of Meridian and Marcus Mutarecaelum, he met and fell in love with a wandering barbarian woman named Fern. Alo and his crew spent many years attempting to thwart the League of Mog. Ultimately, Alo sacrificed himself to protect the children he had with Fern (Sora & Allen) from her father, Khorvon Khass. Now, The Mind of Meridian contains his “demon” spirit to keep him from succumbing to madness and causing widespread destruction. Alo watches from the shadows as his children grow up without him The Horned King’s golden glory lost, at least for now.

Bad thoughts don’t really do well
I write the same thing, hoping, but it’s hell
To feel cursed to be under that spell
Bad thoughts don’t really do well

Bad thoughts don’t really do well
To be happy is a chance to rebel
To be free is to say farewell
Bad thoughts don’t really do well

Bad thoughts don’t really do me well
I feel that it’s intel
On your own medication
Bad thoughts have you spread out like Excel
Got you thinking like Chappelle
They don’t want you to do well

They don’t want you to do well
On bad thoughts
They want you to fail
’Cause they want you to be dwelled
On bad thoughts
Checked in the Heartbreak Hotel
’Cause you know we’re on sale
On bad thoughts
’Cause it’s all an illusion
It’s just confusion
To see the reason
Repeating every season

Bad thoughts don’t really do well
Hard to imagine, but who can you tell
When you get love from two other cartels
Bad thoughts don’t really do you well

Bad thoughts don’t really do well
Dreams are nice, but you are too compelled
Chase fame, but you’re glued to a cell
Bad thoughts don’t really do you well

Bad thoughts don’t really do me well
I feel that it’s intel
On your own medication
Bad thoughts have you spread out like Excel
Got you thinking like Chappelle
They don’t want you to do well

They don’t want you to do well
On bad thoughts
They want you to fail
’Cause they want you to be dwelled
On bad thoughts
Checked in the Heartbreak Hotel
’Cause you know we’re on sale
On bad thoughts
’Cause it’s all an illusion
It’s just confusion
To see the reason
Repeating every season

And sometimes I feel like I would find
My own happy home
Where money’s as simple as stone
But I still think of all the ways
That house crumbles like rain
The love I have is pain
The youth I have is a slave
Love death ’cause I’m insane
’Cause life just feels like shame

Bad thoughts don’t really do me well
I feel that it’s intel
On your own medication
Bad thoughts have you spread out like Excel
Got you thinking like Chappelle
They don’t want you to do well

They don’t want you to do well
On bad thoughts
They want you to fail
’Cause they want you to be dwelled
On bad thoughts
Checked in the Heartbreak Hotel
’Cause you know we’re on sale
On bad thoughts
’Cause it’s all an illusion
It’s just confusion
To see the reason
Repeating every season

Bad Thoughts

Relax, take a lil toke out the baggy young blood in the streets, got pants saggy
Sucking on loud, call ’em Maggy Y/N skinny, he poor, he ain't got more

Money hard to be a man when you feel a dummy
You just think the world is kinda funny
Lotta NPCs I see, they don't wanna believe the man don't care for their seed

’Cause it's a racket White Mafia got a hatchet
Cut up any child and man, the pigs laughin’

Real stackin’ money comes from a packet printed out trees
Got my beard feelin’ my casket, we’re laughin’
Got stuck in the water, mouth like a Baskin
Y’all got gobbled up and keep askin’ it’s someone’s fault, right?

Budda, got my own suita if you ask what’s with the bomb, I’m big booma
White man watered the wall and got rumored and if you’re focused on color the man fooled ya, yeah?

Used to be on my own, followed the beat but got bullied by small dicks who looked at my feet
I’m used to being judged, it’s a part of the streets white/black while the rich man eats

They got a whole army, they watchin’ the people get sloppy
And I go to bed with insomnia looking for signs like a spy, call me Tommy

Yeah, it’s time to be rollin’ a roll got in my pocket a packet of gold
Y’all got me saggin’, I’m laggin’ control fuck Player two, I’m one for the goals

’Cause it's a racket White Mafia got a hatchet
Cut up any child and man, the pigs laughin’

Real stackin’ money comes from a packet printed out trees
Got my beard feelin’ my casket, we’re laughin’
Got stuck in the water, mouth like a Baskin
Y’all got gobbled up and keep askin’ it’s someone’s fault, right?

Making New Memories

MDRJR

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