It fell apart
For good reason
It fell apart
It was my season

For the life to tumble
For the life to fall
For the life I dreamt
For the life I called

Me
But, it wasn't me
It was to rot for
Someone I was not

I lived a life
For someone I thought
Cared for my dreams
Cared for my loss

I started to build it back up
When someone cared
When someone loved
When someone was there

They came into my life
It was great 
They came into my life
I'm back to the same

Old self
Old soul
Old dreams
Old gold

It's time, it's time
To take back what is mine
It's time, it's time

Relax
Relax
It's my gold
Relax
Relax
It's my gold
Relax
It's my gold
Relax
It's my gold
Relax
It's my gold

Rebuilding Life

LYRICS

Looking how they talk, it’s like they in the city
Woke people, the water they drink, it ain’t pretty
Wanna go real fast, they call me Ricky Bobby
Might be my own water, flowing like my shooty

One man’s talk is another man’s tea, and
Scolding water, it’s another way to bleed, and
A road man tired ’cause he got no speed, and
Got no one unless it’s the police

Looking out at assault, the guy won’t talk
Gold fell out the water, like we all saw
Running on a track, call me Ricky Bobby
And I don’t got the stacks, you know it’s kinda funny

No Katana fade, a man with a chain
Go turn on the water, gotta get out my way
Don’t focus on fear, don’t let go of a drive
Turned left on the road when we should ride

Just turned in the woods, that’s just how I feel
Woke up to sun like it’s my last meal
If you wanna ride, call me Ricky Bobby
It’s a lotta in society; if I gotta, you just shouti

Woe men talk, yea, they just gotta say hey
Cold and hot, I be in my mom’s plate, yea
Cold and tired if I really want pay, yea
Cop in sight when I really wanna date, yea

I got my own tone
I got my own tongue
Wicked or the Wizard, but it’s all gone
I just gotta sell if I wanna feel
Stuck in my own hell, but I wanna heal

If I wanna say, baby, are you good?
Do you feel kidnapped, like you got a hood?
If I gotta entertain so I can get paid
God made water for man, not have money slaves

One more second if I could talk
If I had money, then you know I’d bark
When you’re on top, when you don’t have a song
I don’t really wanna live, wanna live long
One man talking like he know my goals, and
One way top unless I get old
And goal in sight, I’m high to feel free, oh
Goal in sight tonight, I got a goal, yea

Looking how they talk, it’s like they in the city
Woke people, the water they drink, it ain’t pretty
Wanna go real fast, they call me Ricky Bobby
Might be my own water, flowing like my shooty

They call me Ricky Bobby
That just sounded kinda funny
Look, it’s just kinda funny
They call me Ricky Bobby

Ricky Bobby

Ricky Boby
Looking how they talk, it’s like they in the city
Woke people, the water they drink, it ain’t pretty
Wanna go real fast, they call me Ricky Bobby
Might be my own water, flowing like my shooty

One man’s talk is another man’s tea, and
Scolding water, it’s another way to bleed, and
A road man tired ’cause he got no speed, and
Got no one unless it’s the police

Looking out at assault, the guy won’t talk
Gold fell out the water, like we all saw
Running on a track, call me Ricky Bobby
And I don’t got the stacks, you know it’s kinda funny

No Katana fade, a man with a chain
Go turn on the water, gotta get out my way
Don’t focus on fear, don’t let go of a drive
Turned left on the road when we should ride

Just turned in the woods, that’s just how I feel
Woke up to sun like it’s my last meal
If you wanna ride, call me Ricky Bobby
It’s a lotta in society; if I gotta, you just shouti

Woe men talk, yea, they just gotta say hey
Cold and hot, I be in my mom’s plate, yea
Cold and tired if I really want pay, yea
Cop in sight when I really wanna date, yea

I got my own tone
I got my own tongue
Wicked or the Wizard, but it’s all gone
I just gotta sell if I wanna feel
Stuck in my own hell, but I wanna heal

If I wanna say, baby, are you good?
Do you feel kidnapped, like you got a hood?
If I gotta entertain so I can get paid
God made water for man, not have money slaves

One more second if I could talk
If I had money, then you know I’d bark
When you’re on top, when you don’t have a song
I don’t really wanna live, wanna live long
One man talking like he know my goals, and
One way top unless I get old
And goal in sight, I’m high to feel free, oh
Goal in sight tonight, I got a goal, yea

Looking how they talk, it’s like they in the city
Woke people, the water they drink, it ain’t pretty
Wanna go real fast, they call me Ricky Bobby
Might be my own water, flowing like my shooty

They call me Ricky Bobby
That just sounded kinda funny
Look, it’s just kinda funny
They call me Ricky Bobby

BETTER
When the world feels better
And when you’re out of luck
I hope that I can be better
Compared, and yet I’m stuck

Hard to feel the dark
When everyone’s better
The hate you share is worse than being better—it’s just letters

To fight the madness in the dark
Is visible by day; oh, where do I start?

Oh, I confess my feelings are hard to put down
When happiness is toxic and it dances all around
Who knows who you truly are? It’s a mystery
And; Yet I think you’re more simple, you’ve got a head, so think

When the time is near
Hope that you find your fears
To feel alive is better
Than any kind of letters

I suppose it’s all the same
I hope you remember my name

When the world feels better
And when you’re out of luck
I hope that I can be better

Better

DARK GOSPEL
Another unholy vision
I don't understand, maybe it's the plan
Maybe it's all their sinning...
The hate, they lie,
Angels here within own mind.

Even if I'm on time,
Ever been way too late?
Cause the rich don't love, and you take their bait and
And you know the way they hate.
All other gods were slaves.
I see the truth, they don't love me.
I'm looking for that you love it.
I'll call it rude, call me mad,
But I believe...

The Dark Gospel x2
Hail to the Dark Gospel.
1. They hide from you, in the;
2. They hide the truth.

Ever been way too late?
Can you let us, show your name?
Ever had a chance to hide?
All the other women wanna feel pain.
I just be in innate,
So I'm never gonna pay my high.

Sound!
Not quite sure that they love it.
Loud!
Looking for that you love it.
How can you leak and remain; how?

The Dark Gospel x2
Hail to the Dark Gospel.
1. They hide from you in the;
2. They hide the truth
For you.

The Dark Gospel

GALAXY GAS!

Yea x3
He's doing Galaxy Gas!
Yea x3
He's smoking Galaxy Gas!
Yea x3
He's doing Galaxy Gas!
Yea
He's smoking Galaxy Gas!
Yea x3
He's doing Galaxy Gas!
Yea x3
He's smoking Galaxy Gas!
Yea x3
He's breathing Galaxy Gas!
Yea
Galaxy Gas!

Saying shit that makes no sense.
Not the worst time I got a hit.
He's breathing Galaxy Gas!
Kinda shit that makes a man feel wrong
So dumb I made a song...
About Galaxy Gas!

Got a rating like one out of ten.
Unless you're whipping up your head.
He's smoking Galaxy Gas!
The kind of can that makes you lose your memory.
Watch the pain go away!
He's breathing Galaxy Gas!
Like a Hunter cause;
Your meat needs another puff.
Watch the wind go away!
He's smoking Galaxy Gas!
Watch me hitting that whip now.
Got cream coming out my mouth now.
Wait...

Yea x3
Galaxy Gas...
Yea x3
He's doing Galaxy Gas...
Yea
He's doing Galaxy Gas...

At East
N20 in my lungs.
Got me feeling fine.
Hunter does it all the time.
It makes me feel alive.
Did I mention?
Hunter's dog got killed.
By his...

DOING GALAXY GAS!
Saying shit that makes no sense.
Not the first time I got a hit.
He's smoking Galaxy Gas!
Hit a got I time first the not.
Sense no makes that shit saying!
He's breathing
He's breathing Galaxy Gas!

Hey for real don't do this shit.
Might fuck you up or worse make you sick.
I'm not trying to be some PSA Bitch.

Don't do
Galaxy Gas!
Don't do
Galaxy Gas!
Don't do
Galaxy Gas!

Galaxy Gas!

I remember walking down that road
I remember I was so alone
Didn't think that I was on my own
But in a way we know how this thing goes

I feel like I lost attention 
I feel like I'm stuck in a dimension 
I got a moment, that I feel in my head
I'll do it all the time, but I'm sleeping in my bed

You know we want the chance to be the same
You know all we wanna do is entertain 
To be someone that we could be
I know its hard to see

Maybe if we had another hope
Maybe one day will know where to go
We love to play and we like easy mode
Not for our love but we gotta let go

I feel like I lost attention 
I feel like I'm stuck in a dimension 
I got a moment, that I feel in my head
I'll do it all the time, but I'm sleeping in my bed

You know we want the chance to be the same
You know all we wanna do is entertain 
To be someone that we could be
I know its hard to see

Hard to see

You know we want the chance to be the same
You know all we wanna do is entertain 
To be someone that we could be
I know its hard to see

Hard to see

You know we want the chance to be the same
You know all we wanna do is entertain 
To be someone that we could be
I know its hard to see
You know we want the chance to be the same
You know all we wanna do is entertain 
To be someone that we could be
I know its hard to see

Lost My Attention

Beaches symbolize a place 
Of freedom and the open wave 
Color of water
Is always blue

I see that we are in love
The boy or girl
They wanna hug

An no they ain't pretty but
They like warm-warm water

Distance from the open plains
Blocked in by the grainy haze

Locked in tight like all the lies
The food network feeds you your rights

Whoa! I thought that way before
The game needs all the whores
But I don't feel bad, cause I got a honey
She a new bad bunny!

Yea she a new bad bunny
And she got me running
Hell, I feel it coming 

To do or nothing!

Dam I think I could be the next real thing I see I'm making the wheel

An artist or inventer its hard to see the letters?

But oh my lord oh my Sheen
Jimmy neutron that boy G

Hard to imagine another time
When geniuses fought all the crime

I feel we are in love
A boy and girl they want a hug
they ain't pretty but
They like warm-warm water

Ramble

I'm "Casting Fireball."

They call me, "Wizard Of Love" 
Wait till you see.
My own magic, lady!....

Gonna pick you up.
On my magic carpet.
Got no broom baby!....

* I see *

I see, you are the woman of my dreams.
You are a bit more than you seems.

* You're a Fiend! *

I got questions going on in my head?
Like, can a Wizard love a woman that's hot and red?
She got passion, she go horns on her head.
I got magic baby, please!
I just need, a bit of your love! 

* Wizard Ride *

She walks with hoofed feet.
Baby I love your heat, did you eat?

I got questions going on in my head?
Like, can a Wizard love a woman that's rot and red?
She got passion, she go horns on her head. 
I got magic baby, please!
I just need, a bit of your love! 

Its hard to see, that your in the scene.
Raised by the nuns, who found you in the streets.
So baby please! Tell me what you need?
Smile for me baby!

I got questions going on in my head?
Like, can a Wizard love a woman that's hot and red?
She got passion, she go horns on her head. 
I got magic baby, please!
I just need, a bit of your love! 

Baby, I want you!
Hell, I'd do anything for; your love baby.
I could help you out!
With all the time you lost.

You just want a "Wizard Guy" 🧙🏻‍♂️

Tato The Tiefling

- LYRICS -

Monster, yea he's a Gob?
Don't you know?
He's a silly little Goblin.
Monster....

Monster, yea he's a Goblin?
Don't you know?
He's a silly little Goblin.
Monster....

Give him a chance, baby.
I think you might like him!

He's green and he comes from a land.
Like the tooth fairy, he gonna find you!

Monster, yea he's a Gob!
Don't you know?
He's a silly little Goblin!

Monster, at least he's a real one.
While, other people hide their own real sons

Don't you know?
I got your back!
Why you got a problem?
When you know he ain't stacked.
Maybe its the way he kind of wack?
Something, Something Goku Black!

Monster....
Don't you know?
He a green little Goblin.
Monster....

I've heard it all...
You got a problem with a guy who 3 feet tall?
Girl you look like doll.
Deluded like Vtuber twitch call.

Monster, yea he's a Goblin?
Don't you know?
He's a silly little Goblin.
Monster....

Monster, yea he's a Goblin?
Don't you know?
He's a silly little Goblin.
Monster....

Monster, yea he's a Gob?
Don't you know?
He's a silly little Goblin.
Monster....

Goblin

Verse 1
I wish I could be a superstar
ずっと遠くまで行けたらいいな
Wonder if God’s still on my side
僕の味方でいてくれるかな

自分の歌を録音してみたい
Just to hear my voice when I sing
なんでもできるようになりたいけど
Time’s not kind, 時間は甘くない

Chorus
Hope that I can feel again
I know I just want the end
踊るたび　胸が痛いのに
I’m still a mess, I’m such a mess

Such mess
Such mess
Such mess
Such mess

Verse 2
I just wanna be enough
どうでもいいや　誰が気にするの
同じことまた言ってる気がしても
I love to talk with all my friends

心の中から変われたらいいな
Hope to be somebody’s beginning
全部壊れてく景色の中で
またマインクラフトしに行きたい

Chorus
Hope that I can feel again
I know I just want the end
踊るたび　胸が痛いのに
I’m still a mess, I’m such a mess

Such mess
Such mess
Such mess
Such mess

Bridge / Verse 3
Know that I am much older now
目を見ても　あのピエロはいない
みんなと笑ってばかりいた
Parker just liked to have a lot of fun

夢をもう一度追いかけ始めて
“Friends” were all the names that he had
税金なんてほんとにしんどいし
Growing up ってムカつくよね

Chorus
Hope that I can feel again
I know I just want the end
踊るたび　胸が痛いのに
I’m still a mess, I’m such a mess

Such mess
Such mess
Such mess
Such mess

Such a Mess（ぐちゃぐちゃな僕）

Just a guy who’s lived, learned, and found peace through music. I turn pain into purpose and try to make every song mean something real. My sound mixes pop, synthpop, and post punk— all from the heart. I’ve been blessed to reach people around the world, but what matters most is helping someone feel seen, strong, or healed through a song.

Creating music reminds me that hope never dies, love still wins, and we’re all finding our way.

Every song I make comes from real life—love, struggle, and finding peace. If my music has ever helped you through something, your support means the world and keeps me creating from the heart. ❤️

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Rebuilding Life

MDRJR