memories

prod. michael harrison

lyrics

cause i dont know if i was ever someone u wanted
hope u stare into my eyes realize that im not fine would you cry if i off it
late night drives with the windows down cant remember when i lost it
been in my head so long would you miss me once I’m gone stay calm when the shock hits

am i worth saving
reflection in the mirror says he hates me
a shell of me walks through life bravely
knowing how brittle ive been lately
its crazy
i dont cry, its just to tiring
i wont lie, its eating every part of me
cause i tried, but failing too damaging
now i shy, at the thought of someone loving me

cause i dont know if i was ever someone u wanted
hope u stare into my eyes realize that im not fine would you cry if i off it
late night drives with the windows down cant remember when i lost it
been in my head so long would you miss me once I’m gone stay calm when the shock hits

brittle (michael harrison)

cpu +spiffy

scrap bc i can’t make anything good enough 4 myself :-(

i will be my own hell (+kaumai)

A couple months ago 
I swear saw you saw there
didn’t know where to start 
Or know you didn’t  care 
 don’t wanna talk about 
We never talk about it 
That’s why this pain ain’t stopping
I got a pill to stop it 

Feelin pins and needles shoot thru my heart 
Yet still I reach for the stars 
Ur the only woman to push me this harsh and so hard 

Said You
You got it 
Got it 
Yea you got it 
Got it 
You 
Got it 
Got it 
Yea you got it got it 
Got it got it 
Got a grip on my heart

Grip on my heart / You got it (Prod. Harui)

bleeding

the same (a l e x)

sample : https://soundcloud.com/killanov/in-your

your eyes

i feel nothing (+veil)

Non profit 

breathe in just hold tight my hand
blue eyes they fight tears I'm dammed
feet stuck I'm sinking in sand
it hurts me i cant help you man
old days we smoked in the band
deep talks we talked about our plans
late nights we walked home held hands
dropped off next day we made plans

i still remember the smell of ur hair
and ur bright green eyes
i still remember the smell of ur hair
and ur bright green eyes
how they looked at me with tears in ur eyes

breathe (wraithontheporch)

gonna b a lot of weird shit while i figure out how to do ts

the same (a l e x)

medievil