prod me

My blood is drying im better of dead

That got to be be the worst day yet

My heart is beating and my eyes see red

I spent all day rotting in my bed


Why the fuck does it hurt so muxh

Why’s my heart beating so fast

why do i got to be like that

why u gotta do me like that

bang my head against the wall

prod. @yumenikki @fleafriends

i dont wanna fix any problems
i dont have the power to solve them
stick it in the back of my headspace
everytime i get up i fall down

fall down, we dont really text we dont call now
call now, i dont really ball but i spazz out
spazz out, hell yea shawty got her ass out
ass out, all the pain i felt is in the past now

past now, paypal imma fuckin cash out
cash out, im so fuckin geeked up i passed out,
pass out, imma throw my heart in the trash now
trash out, only feel alive when im blacked out

blacked out windows imma hit the gas now
gassed up crabs in a bucket but i crawled out
crawl down, soft steps when i move at all now
all down, everything i know tear it all down

lonely, i feel like the only one here right now
breath so slowly im one with the ground
only feel present in walls made of sound
finders keepers i kept what i found

i just do what i know how to do

trash prod. freger & fleafriends

diegointhedark - like you hate me

silent (kir)

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15:04 with https://soundcloud.com/theacu1998

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@blushxoxo aka @otaku_u

coming down 
   losing sleep 
   mental state 
   feeling weak 
   she treats me like a freak 
   she treat me like a creature 
   u dnt need me no more 
   bitch i dnt need ur ass either 

   one more time 
   saying grace 
   pills on my plate 
   cutting the weight 
   one last lie
   knife in my ribs
   see the light getting dim
   you wre my reason to live 
   n now urr gone 

   && all i hve is music 
   bitch songs 
   yea wonder whre we went wrong 
   2 steps back 
   my brain is gone 
   losing sleep my brain is fogged 
   cant touch no tracks 
   u getting mogged
   im 6 feet deep 
   in fendi cloth 
   this gabapentin got me cropped

   hoes gone talk shit 
   bitch u basic 
   run thru xanax
   like its asics 
   anxious in my bedroom pacing 
   i pray this next dose got lacing 
   im wit rari 
   daily basis 
   ever falling
   go insane 
   down bad but ill find my way

   see thru plexi glass x ray 
   got a brand new prada bag 
   on me 
   say she hate my guts im like okay 
   hoe i didnt love u anyways 
   this gas pack stink jus like skunk spray 
   they want me gone 
   ikno they pray 
   im doing my shit 
   n still they hate 
   this cocaine white like KKK
   my brother black 
   fuck KKK 
   new giuseppe n its ugly 
   break my heart i go insane 
   she wont txt me
   she wont call me 
   highschool suffer gang gang gang 
   dirty nehi n its lovely
   with my brothers every day 
   brand new keltec 
   get u bloody

grace (Prod. Otaku)

prod @shrinex

lyrics:
cut me off this isnt working
n u treat me like a burden
all this suffering wasnt worth it
all these scars they look perfect

leave me in the background leave me in the cold
i cut so deep baby u can see the bones
n u could rip my heart out bury me in snow
u dont get it baby i think u should go

metal to my flesh i let my veins rip
put a knife in my mouth i need a facelift
blood pooling on my tongue think u should taste it
feel like im running out of time i aint gon make it

and u was faking
u dont feel like me
i look in the mirror i fucking hate what i see
i wanna fall apart u see me ripping at the seams
cant even make music baby i just wanna scream
i wanna give up baby i just wanna leave
rotting in the field turn my organs into trees
my blood is in the roots and my soul is in the leaves
im not a fucking artist im just venting on a beat

patched up but i got blood on my jeans
this aint lexapro baby this is ketamine
cancel all my plans just to stare into a screen
waste away my life with adderall and mp3s

because of me i hate myself
only way to cope is to romanticize my health
u treat it as a trend but baby im not doing well
u treat it as a trend but baby this a cry for help

and u was faking
u dont feel like me
i look in the mirror i fucking hate what i see
i wanna fall apart u see me ripping at the seams
cant even make music baby i just wanna scream
i wanna give up baby i just wanna leave
rotting in the field turn my organs into trees
my blood is in the roots and my soul is in the leaves
im not a fucking artist im just venting on a beat

like a puppet u control my feet
u could pull the strings walk me right into the street
i feel like throwing up everytime i try to speak
i wanna disappear every time u look at me
n im so paranoid baby i cant even sleep
i fucking hate my life why u tryna copy me
n ive been feeling sick baby i cant even eat
im nothing anyway throw my body in the creek

pretend (shrinemaiden)

today is my birthday... this is a collection of my favorite beats i've made this year :) i hope you enjoy them

tracklist: 
[00:00] pathway @222quiet
[01:02] HAHAHHH @julianrogai
[01:49] archangel @okeefey
[03:10] classic @resolve1k
[04:28] begin @okeefey
[05:23] bastion @pettyheaven
[06:39] vow @with3r
[08:23] nighttime @kojowav @light9
[09:50] inseperable @okeefey

18 @okeefey @with3r @inno @kojo @222quiet @pettyheaven @light9 @julianrogai

@leoewski

ya my cup look like
the Sunset uh uhhh
can u tell me
why u always upset? ??
ughhhhhh
pop a pill
now im seein vignette
fell in love
now im left wit regret

ima only smoke tha pakk
if its indoor
stonewash jeans ya
rhinestone dior
foreign car
push to start
n tha doors go Uppp
my bitch bad
she dont need no make up

limo tints on the window
im cuttin traffic
im hiding drugs
hiding money in my mattress
isleep on money
kno that money made u badshit
fucked up
turn'd my love into ashes


you fucked it up

you fucked it up again ya
x2


y ou fucked it up
now im off the drugs again ya
you fucked it up
now i cannot love again no

vignette ★غروب آفتاب★ تابستان @@leoewski

@arl_wav
@olus440

[bleaky]

entire wall painted with my blood
nun of this shi will get u loved 
cemetary gates open above 
i wanna ascend to another world 
semi on my hand cuz ion wna get harmed 
whatever they said im the one i think i am 
got the blade on me got ice on my neck
those days gone by i will never forget 
i feel like im walking upside down 
i feel like i dont deserve the crown
i be smoking laying on the ground 
i be smiling u keep the frown 

[arl]

i think u should fall back rn
nd ill miss ur face nd all the places
ill b right there , ill b right there
ill b right there wit u

ill b right there wit u
u cn imitate jus not1 of us
ur heart so full of h8 but u wanna luv
yahh
feel like givin up
u cnt prove them right
getout lettem c

[olus]

had some but i keep you in the cold rain
wrong start, will you need me will you go away?
just stop wanna baby tell me somethin
no moves left tell me whats the way
is it right this way?
keep on calling me
money make it ball
stacking bread and condiments
lost along the way
loves to keep it my way
love to keep it my way

ascend +arl & olus (arl)

@lunaa1 @prodsouls1

Lyrics

I can steal all your minds 
I can tell you another lie
I been messed up yeah I know
We been through all the nights 
No you can’t get this high
And them bandz keep on stack on the low

Hands up base drop it when we way too bored
Bandz up cannot feel what we rolling on
Dancers, yeah we turn you to another one
Kesha, TikTok I got a new role
I cannot fight the urge to spill for the souls at the light
Wash it down yeah it’s just another night
Yeah I know she gonna call when she miss all the fire

What you tryna feel? I can’t keep you near
Always on the go I cannot rest to keep it real
Bag always filled, we talking bout them bills
Pockets do the talking when we walk into the building 

Cant be seen yeah we moving like we MMG
CDG mixed with Loui V
BMW yea I make sure u cant follow me
Newer me switch it up I do it every week

Pockets talking like they got relationship problems 
They cant keep quiet
Addicted to the shopping still I never fight it
Yeah I’m down to do whatever you will see me sign it

Hands up base drop it when we way too bored
Bandz up cannot feel what we rolling on
Dancers, yeah we turn you to another one
Kesha, TikTok I got a new role
I cannot fight the urge to spill for the souls at the light
Wash it down yeah it’s just another night
Yeah I know she gonna call when she miss all the fire

I know i’m such a fried dude
It’s tearing down my IQ
Break break bad before ever getting like you
In Stockholm city where it’s ice cool
Tuesday night, shirt and tie like we’re in highschool

When the show is over who’s left?
I Had my fun on behalf of myself
Get dressed, then smoke my LM’s
The stats go up but i’m smiling way less

When the show is over when the show is done
I’m riding home, and I think about
How i’m still just me and nothing’s different at all

Hands up base drop it when we way too bored
Bandz up cannot feel what we rolling on
Dancers, yeah we turn you to another one
Kesha, TikTok I got a new role
I cannot fight the urge to spill for the souls at the light
Wash it down yeah it’s just another night
Yeah I know she gonna call when she miss all the fire

bang my head against the wall

astralproject1on

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