This song got me through some of the hardest years of my life living on the street. I'm back on my feet in my own apartment and getting to hear this now really hits different. Huge ups, you've got a fan for life here <3

Heard this on my way to lost lands 22... just got back from 25 and still can't stop listening. absolutely impeccable work.

I’ve been searching for this flip for far too long, heard it at festivals but never got the ID, truly is like a welcome home moment 💜

I tried to talk to a close friend about their drug abuse while I listened to this song. They didn’t take it well.

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Written by Kai Straw
Produced Kai Straw
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by Robert Mine

LYRICS:
I’m feeling so broken
Like everything’s chokin’
Like everything’s a breath away
And I’m breathing ocean
And I’m done with this shit
And I’m done wishing
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

Fuck being hopeless
Fuck this emotion
I’m done being stolen
From every moment
I’m so done giving in
To these old addictions
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

I’m sick of feelin’ pain like a blade’s in my mind
I’m sick of feelin’ drained every day of my life
It’s like I’ve got a plague and I’m fading away
Man, I’m praying, and I can’t even name you the God
I’m done thinking, fuck, can I fake it or not?
How many of them “I’m okays” do I got?
How many more days will I waste in my mind
full of hate for myself like I’m waiting to rot
Well, this is me taking myself from the lie
This is cocaine for a hell of a mind
This is my way to command what is mine
I’m coming for me like my hand is divine
Yeah, I’m just a phantom in time
I’m like a seed on the breeze from a dandelion
I’ve been gifted these hands of mine
And if that’s not enough, man, then what kind of man am I?

Fuck being hopeless
Fuck this emotion
I’m done being stolen
From every moment
I’m so done giving in
To these old addictions
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

I see the devil now as clear as you and me
I see him peeking from my wounds
Reaching to what I could use to keep me weak
I see the devil now as clear as you and me
Maybe it’s a dream to be immune
But I see you
So let’s get blood up in these teeth

Alright!
Fuck being hopeless
Fuck this emotion
I’m done being stolen
From every moment
I’m so done giving in
To these old addictions
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

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Lovely is one of the most hauntingly beautiful tracks I have ever heard. When making this remix I really wanted to try and capture the heaviness and weight of it’s lyrics and emotions.

I hope this song can help bring you the same solace and peace of mind that it has for me.

Happy Bicycle Day :)

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i heard this track for the first time a few weeks ago and knew i wanted to do an emotional haunting dubstep remix to it. It turned out a little different from what I imagined but I'm really happy with the end product and i hope you love it too

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Coffee Break (Jason Leech Remix)

a selected cut from my live set with MeanMugMusic and Engix

a mashup of Fryar and Houman's beautifully epic bass anthem
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