die prod zombycare

i fked up prod me n itsallinvain

things will fall into place
i ran out of space
but all the while
all this pain
consumes you
i don't even know you

i'm covered from head to toe
in what was true
when i'm fucked up
i think of you

when i'm fucked up i want you back
i know i can't take you back

recollect with misery
i have dreams of you kissing me
i hope that you missing me
you hope i'm getting eaten alive
everyday take a look at the knife
where the fuck imma stab myself
when the fuck imma x myself
now i gotta set a date and time
write it on the walls
of my mind
i'm gon end up cricified
like fucking jesus christ
i was never god's son
but i'm gon die
like jesus christ
and i can't live with myself
until i make it right

produced by me

crucifixion

living life in the present
cus the future never known
feel like they gon catch me
when i walk outside alone
when i had them bad thoughts
i was on my own
i know you might be down bad
but dont keep that shit on the low

and it takes so much effort to live
and it takes so little to die
blacked out
while my petals fucking touch the sky
and even if i told you the truth
yo ass would think its a lie
but everytime you speak
your words gon try and cut me like a knife
i feel just like jester
yeah they all gon laugh at me
sacrifice myself to the gods
yeah i feel like bathory
wish i could just know why you cry
shawty why you mad at me
all these leeches hitting my line
they keep tryna get at me

heartbreak hotel in this hoe
lets go chill in the lobby
i keep going fucking hard
i know they tryna stop me 
yeah i'm pulling up with the clique
they gon call us the suicide squad
she gon try and get in my head
off these drugs and i'm thinking alot
think its best to go MIA
disappear from the rest of the world
start a new life
and then go somewhere
i wish it was with my favorite girl

i wish you were there x 3
but i know you dont care

heartbreak hotel prod me n ztal

this shit keep me up at night.
i been twist and turning all night.
if you was here i would put you on ice.
yeah i know i paid that price,
i wish i could tell you its gon be alright.
gon be alright x 2

i just wanna love on you,
what i was put on this earth for.
but i think sum wrong with my head,
thats really what i was worse for.
looking back at the good ole days.
you dont even know it,
until theyre gone.
i thought about it the other day.
you was my soul tie all along.
despite how my money so long,
the fact of the matter is i was wrong.
i just couldnt stop hurting you.
i just couldnt stop hurting me.

when you look at the trees,
do they remind you of me?
do they remind you of all the times
when we would look at them too?
do they remind you of the way
i used to look at you?

deep down i loved you so.
i dont think you knew.

soul tie prod meta

https://youtu.be/0u05GksxA_8?si=9wwrSxSX-PEhjvKH 

prod jos, awfultop, and chinapoet

i just had to let you know
it was so god damn hard
to see you cry
and let you go
i left my thoughts
inside the suicide note
so much value was lost
that only you and i know

our ashes turn into dust
i hope that i’ll see you again
i think this’ll be my end
all these thoughts
won’t leave my head
and i got so much regret
all i see is burning red
shot you on the side of the road
thats how i leave you for dead
all i need
is you in my bed
six feet under is where i lay
one day ima go mia
broke the promise i swore to you
now i attach a sword to my lung

whats the point
in waiting for me
when you can just go find someone x 2

stab myself in the back
yeah i stab myself in the back
you don’t wanna come home to me
i know you won’t ever do that
it’s so broke
that it can’t be repaired
at the thought it makes me outta wack
wtf am i gonna do now
you can’t see what im going thru now
but the choice is up to you now
will you go up
or will you go down
god i hate this fucking town
i wish i could burn it all
to the ground 

i just had to let you know
it was so god damn hard
to see you cry
and let you go
i left my thoughts
inside the suicide note
so much value was lost
that only you and i know

who the geek?

tiki111