produced, arranged, mixed, written, and mastered by me

"i dont like you, but i cant escape you."

Listen, listen, listen, I don't like you
I just try to keep it to myself
Listen, listen, listen, I can't leave you
I just seem to can't get you out of my head,
In my head

I barely write, listen to the papers
I see the light, I wait until the day is done
I might be bi, I'll wait until they say what's up
Don't wanna die, I'm falling from the acres
I wanna cry, surrounded by these fake fucks
Look in the future, no one will save us
I need my high, way too fucking jaded

I wanna write a novel 'bout me just saying shit
I wanna take you to mountains are you ready yet?
Want you to see the world when the sun sets
Oh, why the hell am I so conflicted?
I know you swallowed your tongue when you saw me
And I'll say it once, and I won't say it again

I stabbed myself
In my own hell
But why would you care?
I stabbed myself
In my own hell
I'll bring you down

Listen, listen, listen, I don't like you
I just try to keep it to myself
Listen, listen, listen, I can't leave you
I just seem to can't get you out of my head
In my head

Listen, listen, listen, I don't like you
I just try to keep it to myself
Listen, listen, listen, I can't leave you
I just seem to can't get you out of my head
In my head

listen, listen

produced, arranged, mixed, written, and mastered by me

"i'm leaving this place, goodbye."

(Completed)

I know you wouldn't lie
I know you didn't see this coming
"I'm leaving something out"
Assure you this is real

And I see your light is on
While you're carrying me from beyond
Making me fly
Into the sky

And I go
Away from home
And I go
Away from home

And I go
Away from home
And I go
Away from home

And I go
Away from home
And I go
Away from home

And I go
Away from home
And I go
Away from home

away from home

https://too.fm/pretty

You say that I'm pretty
But I think you're fuckin' weird
And while you're standing with me
I could see who you are like a seer
It was nice, see you with me
But I cant get out here
You always think I’m tripping
You weren't a sight seer

Whenever I said that I liked it, ya liked it
But I guess you don't anymore
Whenever I said that I liked it, ya liked it
But I guess you don't anymore

It's bad, oh no
It's bad, oh no
It's bad, oh, ohh
It's bad, oh no
It's bad, oh no
It's bad, oh, ohh

You said that I was pretty
But then you stabbed my back
You tried to pop me out show me off
Yet you showed up last
When we were at the popup
You we’re a fuckin’ hack
I tried to leave downtown so I wont see them laugh

But looking at the bright side
It was better at the Southside
You weren't caught up in your own lies
We was out there wasting time
But our light died that night
Don’t you look up in my eyes
Man, I just want to get out of here

Whenever I said that I liked it, ya liked it
But I guess you don't anymore
Whenever I said that I liked it, ya liked it
But I guess you don't anymore

It's bad, oh no
It's bad, oh no
It's bad, oh, ohh
It's bad, oh no
It's bad, oh no
It's bad, oh, ohh

You said that I'm pretty
But you made me cry every week
You made me feel so weak
Was this your whole technique?
When I left for the city
Why'd you try to get some pity? 
Please, you were so shitty
Let me get out of- (1, 2)

Whenever I said that I liked it, ya liked it
But I guess you don't anymore
Whenever I said that I liked it, ya liked it
But I guess you don't anymore

It's bad, oh no
It's bad, oh no
It's bad, oh, ohh
It's bad, oh no
It's bad, oh no
It's bad, oh, ohh

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Pretty (F**kin' weird!)

LONE HILL
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH I LOVE EVERYONE OF YOU <3

CBUME FEAT OH ALICE

IBFJF

i should have listened...
-

I'm riding the train, swear it's taking laps
(Done, I swear its taking laps)
And I can't keep track of who's texting me back
(Can't keep track who's texting back)
I can't stay in one place, and view ya
Take my steps back, won't pursue ya
The end of the line, and it's way too fast
Keep ahold of the past
(Jesus, oh my God)
Tryna snap my time with a text and a chat
But you already know where my head's been at
(I should put my phone down)
I gotta get through this bullshit
And make my way through your pulpit
'Cause to elevate means I've gotta detach

Can't ever tell if it's forward or it's back
Automotive paranoia tried to wrack my brain
Now I'm on this train to the route I take
And I'm trying to hit the brakes
No more to say

I should have listened to my friends
In a mental crossroad, and i wont pretend
'Cause I don't trust my senses
You broadcast waves, and I'm left defenseless
Too much baggage to break your habits
The house ain't home, but it's on the map
And the cab's been pulled, going nowhere fast
Don't even have a boarding pass

Underground, swear I'm 80 feet down
Babe I'm tryna move on
Need to get out of this town
Gotta get out of the station
'Fore the feelings make me drown
Cos this sticky situation
Got me feeling like a clown

So sick of all of the bullshit
I'm headed straight for the bulletin
Can't see the weather
Pray we ain't together
Unbind the tethers
Our cabs I'll sever

You said forever but it's fading out
All night we'd argue
Need to change my routes
Those words you said
Are leaving me with doubt
So I'll break away
Before you need to shout

Gotta find my ticket
Gotta catch the line
Before you speak your poison
And you waste my time
Headed straight to nowhere
Swear I'm feeling fine
Pray you miss the train
And then you leave my life

I should have listened to my friends
In a mental crossroad, and i wont pretend
'Cause I don't trust my senses
You broadcast waves, and I'm left defenseless
Too much baggage to break your habits
The house ain't home, but it's on the map
And the cab's been pulled, going nowhere fast
Don't even have a boarding pass

lepidoptera

boarding pass (terminus II)

boarding pass [terminus II] (w. meev)

~ we stay in blur ~
produced by me, @synapsesproject, and @savesomeone

- (Lepidoptera)
(Wait-)

Keep me down to send you higher
Water down what's set afire
These chemical imbalances consume my head with calluses
The flame became from blame, and you a lighter
Place your bricks and chip away
Ebb and flow, and give and take
A pleasant abnormality, I'm hoping for neutrality
'Cause things could shake or break but I can't stay
(I can't stay)

Stuck among the apathy, and wonder if you're mad at me
Dream of a time when you and I were fine and nothing is alright
Alleviate this pressure, miscalculate my measure
Count all the times I tried, the rose-tint light was in my mind the whole time

Live in a blur
Living in a room where I don't really wanna be
Left as it were
Take that shit back, in the past, it means nothing to me
Do you prefer
If I could just go back to the man that I used to be
We stay in blur

Taken aback, nowhere to go
My mind's so stuck on you, you're so entitled
Losin' track of your alibi
I don't wanna see you tonight
You just wanna use me again
What do you mean we're just friends now?

Live in a blur (live in a blur)
Living in a room where I don't really wanna be
Left as it were (left as it were)
Take that shit back, in the past, it means nothing to me
Do you prefer (do you prefer)
If I could just go back to the man that I used to be
We stay in blur (we stay in blur)
(We stay in blur, we stay in blur)
(Oh, we stay in blur)
(Oh)

blur (w. RUoK)

Lyrics:

I'm just gonna sing sad songs til' my lungs give out
maybe then you'll realise I never had a doubt
about you (no)
about us (hm) 
about who we could be

It's all my fault and I know
I coulda fixed what I broke
but I wasted all the hope
now you don't want me

and my mistakes all corrode
Built up to you letting go
I realise it's my fault
I'm taking all of the blows

I'm keeping my promise
to make myself worth the lovin'
of the beautiful person livin' in you 

Brainwaves shake me to my core now
I don't know where to go.

I guess you.

Don't want me
I'm losing my sight
I tried to make it right
How'd I get  back 

Don't touch me
I'm outta' my mind
is this real life
or is it just a dream?

Don't want me
I'm losing my sight
I tried to make it right
How'd I get  back 

Don't touch me
I'm outta' my mind
is this real life
or is it just a dream?

(I'm missin' you baby) and now you're gone
(I shoulda' been better to you) and now you're gone
(I wish I was better I wish I was better) and now you're gone
(I wish I was better to you) and now you're gone

void (acoustic)

meev

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