featuring @svnam
prod capsctrl

(lessur):
i can feel the pressure suffocate me
when i’m laying in bed
signing contracts with the man
making moves up inside of my head

living in the moment’s never felt so fucking dull
squares and circles in my mind will never turn to whole
plot my own demise to have a tad bit of control
losing all the rights to the life that i had before
i've been moving mountains at my own fucking pace
underlying issues wear me weak but just in case
i’ll sit around and write about it like i always do
when getting help's an option that’s been way too over due

i can feel the pressure suffocate me
when i’m laying in bed
signing contracts with the man
making moves up inside of my head

(svnam):
i'll suffocate myself in this body
drowning myself in open water
help me out
i can't escape myself
i'm hanging by a thread at the edge of the ocean
pull me out, or pull me under
whichever you may choose
either way, i think i'm born to lose
hanging from the ceiling
i lost myself somewhere along in the greyscale
hanging from the ceiling
i lost myself somewhere along in the greyscale

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pressure (feat. svnam) - Single

pressure (feat. svnam)

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pressure ft. svnam (p. capsctrl)

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I thought I mattered

When can I feel again?

This song is about the city, Davenport, I was born in. The sample at the beginning is from my 3rd birthday. I hope you enjoy, available on all platforms!

davenport

On all platforms

non-profit, shoutout idealism

this song helped start the process of closure for a lot of things for me, I hope you all enjoy it

thanks for listening <3

cacophony [prod. idealism]

Wanted (prod. CapsCrtl + WellFed)

I'm looking at my reflection asking "who it is"
It's hard to answer when they ask me how i feel
I'm scared to make em scared saying how i've been
i've seen death and i stared right in her eyes

I'd point it to my head if you passed me the ak
I'm moving too fast you don't wanna stay on my way
I live life to it's fullest cuz it could be my last day
Life taught me you have to fall in love with the pain

Make sacrifices or you're sacrificing success
I worked more than anyone and they'd talk about coincidence

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me yeah i'm not having fun
Traumas looking for me, i've been on the run

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, I'm not having fun
My traumas looking for me yeah i've been on the run

Heart's racing with everything you say
I still remember your lyrics about me
But everything is so hard to understand
I know you the best but i still don't get it

I might just ghost em all they won't hear of me again
Stay where you are, i don't really care

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

I didn't hear your voice for so long
So i hope you will hear mine in this song
But i know i'm a lost cause, because

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

I thought I mattered

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