keep up all the good work, would love to become your friend

Breathe in the cold air
Hallways of dead ends
Mannequins, their death stares
Lock me in, paralasys
Froze up
Anxiety
Hold up
Let go of me
  
Pushed myself through all the hell and back
I see their eyes laughing through the fake they held
Jaded eyes, feelings that I withheld
Just forget it, just get on with it

Passing signs, ghosts behind me as I travel far
Remember me for who I was not what I've become
Suddenly these feelings overwhelm my mind and all
Electric dreams of past events that I can't shake off

Take off
With the same shoes on
Never worry bout me
I'll be always be here for you,
Hazy
I'll be gone safely 
Chest is feeling weighty
I feel I have fallen

Take another step towards the light
Close the gates, it's past the time
Remember how 
I used to love life

Breathe in the cold air
Hallways of dead ends
Mannequins, their death stares
Lock me in, paralysis
Froze up
Anxiety
Hold up
Let go of me

hallways of dead ends [prod. Wraith Nîr]

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I thought I mattered

When can I feel again?

This song is about the city, Davenport, I was born in. The sample at the beginning is from my 3rd birthday. I hope you enjoy, available on all platforms!

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non-profit, shoutout idealism

this song helped start the process of closure for a lot of things for me, I hope you all enjoy it

thanks for listening <3

cacophony [prod. idealism]

Que ce soit la nuit ou le jour ce sera toujours pareil
J'repense à la fin et ce sera toujours la même
J'vois deux trois sourires, très peu de larmes
Même le temps qui s'écoule restera de marbre

Seeing your name
Brings me
A lot of pain

I don't understand
How i went through all this change

Why is it hard to talk ?
Why do i see all these chains ?

My chest it hurts
I'm 
never gonna learn

If u don't text me back
I'll think bout the worst
I swear i'm not sad
I'm just 
obsessed with her

I don't wanna scare you with my love 
I just wanna keep your trust
This distance it hurts

J'suis enfer ça crame, mais mon coeur est si froid
J'suis dans la lumière mais personne me voit
En moi tout est dévasté, c'est dev'nu sans lois
Chaque jour je leur montre un sourire sans joie

Seeing your name
Brings me
A lot of pain

I don't understand
How i went through all this change

Why is it hard to talk ?
Why do i see all these chains ?

My chest it hurts
I'm 
never gonna learn

If u don't text me back
I'll think bout the worst
I swear i'm not sad
I'm just 
obsessed with her

I don't wanna scare you with my love 
I just wanna keep your trust
This distance it hurts

this distance it hurts

this distance it hurts (sketchmyname)

I'm looking at my reflection asking "who it is"
It's hard to answer when they ask me how i feel
I'm scared to make em scared saying how i've been
i've seen death and i stared right in her eyes

I'd point it to my head if you passed me the ak
I'm moving too fast you don't wanna stay on my way
I live life to it's fullest cuz it could be my last day
Life taught me you have to fall in love with the pain

Make sacrifices or you're sacrificing success
I worked more than anyone and they'd talk about coincidence

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me yeah i'm not having fun
Traumas looking for me, i've been on the run

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, I'm not having fun
My traumas looking for me yeah i've been on the run

Heart's racing with everything you say
I still remember your lyrics about me
But everything is so hard to understand
I know you the best but i still don't get it

I might just ghost em all they won't hear of me again
Stay where you are, i don't really care

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

I didn't hear your voice for so long
So i hope you will hear mine in this song
But i know i'm a lost cause, because

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

On The Run

Sit Still [+ Jody]

Butterflies (Prod Splashgvng)
Key C Minor
Bpm 95

This beat is free for non-profit use only. Any use must give credit - Song Title (Prod Splashgvng)

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🚫 No samples used
🎸 Guitar by Splashgvng

Butterflies

featuring the legend, autumdropsdead: 
https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead

produced by the goat CapsCtrl: 
https://www.youtube.com/c/CapsCtrl

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When can I feel again?

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