Spotify

I thought I mattered

When can I feel again?

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4wXRSXQCIBhHwZgwUmosFg?si=0094ee016f47432e 

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lyrics: 

verse 1: 
i swear im trying hard to mend a broken heart, no 
love you’re a live genade, i had to let go now
i hope one day that you crawl your way back 
and baby its so hard to say that

chorus: 
its so hard to say that
and baby its so hard to say that  

verse 2:  
i put my thoughts to words just hoping it would heal but 
im trying hard not to put my head to the steel 
I swear i dont know how to feel 
i fall apart these thoughts are real 
i try to keep it all concealed 
but its no use you know the deal 
and im still trying hard to mend my broken heart oh. 
i pulled the pin for you 
i bleed out on the floor now 
and im still hoping that you crawl back 
and baby its so hard to say that

say that (prod. caustyk)

This song is about the city, Davenport, I was born in. The sample at the beginning is from my 3rd birthday. I hope you enjoy, available on all platforms!

davenport

On all platforms

kill me softly w/ claude (+jolst)

Que ce soit la nuit ou le jour ce sera toujours pareil
J'repense à la fin et ce sera toujours la même
J'vois deux trois sourires, très peu de larmes
Même le temps qui s'écoule restera de marbre

Seeing your name
Brings me
A lot of pain

I don't understand
How i went through all this change

Why is it hard to talk ?
Why do i see all these chains ?

My chest it hurts
I'm 
never gonna learn

If u don't text me back
I'll think bout the worst
I swear i'm not sad
I'm just 
obsessed with her

I don't wanna scare you with my love 
I just wanna keep your trust
This distance it hurts

J'suis enfer ça crame, mais mon coeur est si froid
J'suis dans la lumière mais personne me voit
En moi tout est dévasté, c'est dev'nu sans lois
Chaque jour je leur montre un sourire sans joie

Seeing your name
Brings me
A lot of pain

I don't understand
How i went through all this change

Why is it hard to talk ?
Why do i see all these chains ?

My chest it hurts
I'm 
never gonna learn

If u don't text me back
I'll think bout the worst
I swear i'm not sad
I'm just 
obsessed with her

I don't wanna scare you with my love 
I just wanna keep your trust
This distance it hurts

this distance it hurts

this distance it hurts (sketchmyname)

Sit Still [+ Jody]

Butterflies (Prod Splashgvng)
Key C Minor
Bpm 95

This beat is free for non-profit use only. Any use must give credit - Song Title (Prod Splashgvng)

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🚫 No samples used
🎸 Guitar by Splashgvng

Butterflies

1st @northshoremusic | 2nd @soulfadexo | 3rd @noxious-nights | 4th @emptychest | 5th @kuriositylol

Problems w/ The North Shore, emptychest, noxiousnights, soulfade & kuriosity [+ afterlife]

featuring the legend, autumdropsdead: 
https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead

produced by the goat CapsCtrl: 
https://www.youtube.com/c/CapsCtrl

be sure to check out their content!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEY_8UEH1nk and check out the youtube if you please <3

dryrot noose w/ autumndropsdead (prod. capsctrl)

The beauty of patience in love. Rather than chasing perfection or rushing into decisions, this song explores the idea of growing together through honesty, communication, and trust.

When can I feel again?

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