absolute chills! been looking forward to this one 💙💙💙

"I was raised by my mother, made things that are stupid but I can come back" I identified with this... it seems like Mefu can feel the feelings of all her listeners and transform them into wonderful music, that's incredible. Merry Christmas Mefu!

My Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ninewaterss/
Cush's Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/cushrunitup/

Lyrics:
[Hook]:
I need a match 'cause my flame's gonna die
But I'm not looking for myself, suicide
Fatality, gave you my heart and now it's threw aside
Feeling blue, doesn't share the same colour as the sky

'Cause I miss you and I'm yearning for you daily
And this vodka in my stomach got me crazy
And I'm in a dark place, got me making friends with Hades
In a pit and can't get out, please come and save me

[Verse]:
Yeah I'm burning
But I'm still yearning for you
Held hostage by my mind all the time
But I'm still moving forwards, still looking for a sign, yeah

I'm like wait! I convinced myself that we were a mistake
But I hope I get to talk with you again
All this pressure on my heart has got me strained
And I'm burning but I hope that you're ok

There must be a reason why I'm on this planet
And I'm wishing every day, I just hope it gets granted
But I'm gonna try my best, wish me luck, that's my gambit
If my heart were the world, then it's suffering a famine

Stuck in the past, yeah it's a bad habit
And if I find any love, don't know if I'll grab it
Broken heart that isn't healing, yeah I have it
She came into my life and then she took it like a bandit

(Written in January 2021)

yearning (Prod. cush x ninewaters)

zipties (guda)

i'm moving on
it's crazy i can say that now
my final form
is something i won't take right now
i like the storm
cuz the rain feels nice tonight
and the words i said were mine
so why cant i just

flip a switch and change
i'm old enough to know it fits the frame
a mechanism only known to fate
and maybe i think i know too much
in reality i only know to wait
the people all around me love to fake
everything about them, nothing's sacred
how could they see u from so far away?

i can't help but break the silence
i can't tell if i need guidance
show and tell i brought my items
hope you're well i know ur dying

show and tell (flesh x jolst)

beat prod by: wisssery
written and performed by: popularreject x breakupbreakdown

bulletproof vest + breakupbreakdown (p. wisssery)

Till I D.I.E. (+Hell$cat)

prod. by luv armor x DZO Digital
featuring https://soundcloud.com/dzodigital
https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr
https://soundcloud.com/etaiso
cover art by https://instagram.com/bleak7x

what's up?

what's up? - DZO DIGITAL x nvr nvmbr x etai s0

yeah i know id fall for you
yeah i know id fall for you in every lifetime

yeah i know id fall for you
yeah i know id fall for you in every lifetime

yeah i cant stay away from you
i cant even wait a day or two
i need you, youre my remedy
i miss you when youre not next to me

i love your smell, i love how you walk
i love your laugh, i love how you talk
i cant even lie im obsessed with you
i just need to remind you that youre

everything ive ever wanted in the form of a girl
an angel sent from heaven sent down here to heal this broken soul

my bestfriend and my future wife all in one
i promise you ill stick with you no matter what

i promise you, you cant push me away
we both got our imperfections but were perfect for eachother in each and every way

in each and every other way were perfect for eachother

were perfect for eachother

yeah i love you oh

i know id fall for you
yeah i know id fall for you in
every lifetime
yeah id fall for you in every lifetime

lifetime

чувствовать

[INTRO]
Falling out of love
My heart don't feel like this
Yeah, I once lied like you
I realized I don't need you
Calling - out of love, falling.
Out of love falling
Out of love

[VERSE]
And I fell in love with being alone, all by myself 
But this love hurts me so much, I might need help 
And I lay to down rest, to clear out my head but my thoughts are heavy
Lifting my thoughts would make Sisyphus sweat
Carrying the weight of what I never said
I had so much to give, they took it from me and I am left with regret
And I won't break this pattern of being so nice, I will never turn bad
I was raised by my mother, made things that are stupid but I can come back
Give me some time, I'll grow like a flower, heal slow and break free from the past

[OUTRO]
Falling out of love
My heart don't feel like this
Yeah, I once lied like you
I realized I don't need you
Calling - out of love, falling.
Out of love falling
Out of love

sisyphus

mixed and mastered by me!

youtube:

(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MGmynJgnHNY&lc=z22oz1nppxruebmuhacdp434lf0tlymr3quv3vnwkhpw03c010c)

lyrics:

I dont want to stay here ,
ride round in my starship ,
you know im a rockstar ,
came up like a rocket ,
everyone around me ,
now you wanna talk bitch ,
blow up like im staryu ,
water like a faucet ,

now you wanna meet ,
cause you see the double gs ,
I dont think that youre in love ,
wish upon a star ,
watch me fly around the galaxy ,
never see the end ,
cause I hate the thought of death ,
how am I suppose to live ,
I think everyones a fed ,

you see me and you smile ,
but I know you want me dead ,
heard you try and ride my wave ,
but you still cant get what I get no ,
oh you wanna die ,
then consider this a death note...

sisyphus

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