Father you see what's around me, yet you don't move
Eyes on the problem, you show me that's not what to do
"Pick up your head" hear you tell me
"Faith is still you tool" and I know better,
You've shown me things no one else could do

Yahweh
Here through rain and sunshine
Even when I run away
Yahweh
No matter the season, you give me every reason

Now I am right where you want me, my mind renewed
The struggles and chaos around me, doesn't have me moved
Picked up my head when you told me, faith is still my tool
"You are my child I'll always, run right after you"

Yahweh
Here through rain and sunshine
Even when I run away
Yahweh
No matter the season, you give me every reason

I know you feel what I feel
You're a good Father, you know my pain
The stripes on your back, I'm healed from
Your blood cries out for me
You save me
You saved me

Yahweh
Here through rain and sunshine
Even when I run away
Yahweh
No matter the season, you give me every reason

Yahweh

Uninvtd Love In The West

SAVIOR

I keep running for something,
But damn the finish line’s a hologram.

Set another goal call it therapy
Counting milestones just to feel I’m worth it
Every win’s a trophy that embarrasses me
Cause the moment it’s mine it don’t scratch the surface

Another late night, typing plans into my phone
Another “almost made it,” but I’m always alone
Friends text “where you been?” I hit ‘em with the ghost
Sorry, chasing dopamine, just chasing that post

Goalpost moves. Never see it land
I’m addicted to the race, not the victory lap
Success is just a mirror and I don’t like who’s staring back
I’m stacking up achievements like the pain will disappear
But you can’t outrun yourself
Nah that’s crystal clear

Move the goalpost further away
Every win’s a letdown anyway
Killing myself for a taste of the high
Never enough and I barely know why
Will it ever be enough?
Or am I just in love with the chase
Not the love?

Had to sacrifice my nights just to say that I’m driven
All this grind in the dark. Who am I trying to convince?
Scroll through old contacts. Damn, I miss my old friends
But ambition don’t text back, just keeps pushing that end

Got a heart full of bricks and a mind that’s on E
Told myself one more push then I’ll finally be free
But the line keeps running like a crooked old track
It’s a marathon to nowhere with a weight on my back

Was it ever about the winning or just hating to lose?
Am I fighting for respect or just fighting my blues?
Bet my soul on tomorrow. Keep on moving the mark
I might break through the wall or just break in the dark

Move the goalpost further away
Every win’s a letdown anyway
Killing myself for a taste of the high
Never enough and I barely know why
Will it ever be enough?
Or am I just in love with the chase, not the love?

What if the dream’s just a way to hide?
What if I’m running cause I’m empty inside?
What if I make it but it don’t feel right?
Still just a ghost dancing under the light

Move the goalpost further away...
You can chase what you want but you still gotta stay

Goalposts

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Sometimes I'm sad. Sometimes I'm really confused and don't know what steps to take or decisions to make. Sometimes I feel so unloved. Sometimes I feel afraid. Sometimes I feel very uncertain about the path God is leading me on.But this is my affirmation; I know that Jesus loves me, and that is all that matters and ever will. I know that even when I feel like nothing is working out the way I think it should, everything is working according to the script God has written. Because I have the Blood which speaks for me, my life and journey isn't by chance. I am loved, and I am led.

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