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Can’t tell if I’m just numb or if I don’t care
Can’t tell if I’m lost I just stand and stare
Can be blind to the past if you think too hard
Is the mind too blank to be kept with the heart?

cuz I’m lost in the throws of a weirdo world
I can’t understand anything I’ve heard
I don’t care about the shows on TV
And everything new means nothing to me

So online and yet so disconnected

I’m not laughing anymore
I’m not laughing anymo-o-ore
Mo-o-re
Baby, I’m not laughing anymore
Is this what it feels like
To not have anything you wanted?

Is this how it feels to be unthinking?
too lost to talk and too anxious to drink
A role is a place that it’s easy to hide
Playing it off lets me keep it inside

This feels like a scene where I should call line
But it ain’t that easy so I’m losing my mind
Can’t talk, can’t write, can’t make anything clever
I’m so lost I don’t think I ever had it together

I'm far too dumb and far too easy

I’m not laughing anymore
I’m not laughing anymo-o-ore
Mo-o-re
Baby, I’m not laughing anymore
Is this what it feels like
To pretend that you’re a martyr?

I never asked for you to be
Still around for me to see
It was your choice to chase me

You’re a persistent thorn in my side
On an overdose of pride
I laughed out of sympathy

I'm Not Laughing Anymore

Produced, Engineered and Mixed by Brett Romnes at The Barber Shop Studios
Mastered By Mike Kalajian at Rogue Planet Mastering
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Anxious - Down, Down

i wanna leave you in the past
I wish I knew that it wouldn't last

I wanna call you up, but you wont give a fuck
I'm struck! Tell me a reason why I'm never in luck

But I wont cry no more, what are you lying for?
Oh you don't know what happens behind the scenes
Every night I get emotional, erosional and I cannot deal with it no more
You don't understand what you do to me oh no it hurts

you do not know

how much it hurts (ahh)
how much it hurts (ahh)
no you don't know how much it hurts (ahh)
how much it hurts (ahh)
(how much it hurts)

I keep on making mistakes, cut off my friends and everyone
I should go grab a gun and do something that I should've done
a long time ago, and we'll see how far i'll fall
and you will not care at all, you wouldn't leave a text or call

at the times I needed you the most you left me to bleed

I cannot face it, the times I spent are wasted
your lips I wanna taste it, I just wanna hear you say it
I hate it here
I fucking hate it, I hate it here
all the fucking times I spent are wasted

I pray my soul to keep
and I cant even fall asleep
and all these thoughts in my head, oh you don't know
every night I get emotional, erosional and I cannot deal with it no more
you don't understand what you do to me oh no it hurts
you don't understand, you don't understand

how much it hurts (ahh)
how much it hurts (ahh)
no you don't know how much it hurts (ahh)
how much it hurts (ahh)
(how much it hurts)

*Luna starts going crazy with the guitar*

tysm luna for the cover art and guitar solo :) <3

i wanna leave you in the past

[LYRICS]

(verse)
why blame me for your wrongs
when all i did was love

your heart beats inside my chest
our pain is fate i can’t move on

god is laughing at me now
he took my love and let me drown

i fuck up everything i gain
ima godamn waste of space

(chorus)
don’t come back to me
you’re my misery
to speak on my disease
tell me that i’m right
by your side tonight
even if it’s lies
you don’t wanna see me
you don’t wanna see me alive 

(verse 2)
where did you go last night
when i needed you

i was broken bleeding
and you left me for my fucking doom

i would kill myself
if it meant i could feel your love

everyone around me told me
that i need to give you up

fuck you and the things you’ve done

(chorus)
don’t come back to me
you’re my misery
to speak on my disease
tell me that i’m right
by your side tonight
even if it’s lies
you don’t wanna see me
you don’t wanna see me alive 

(bridge)
ugh ugh
why do you want me to die
would’ve done anything 
just to bring us to life

(chorus x2)
don’t come back to me
you’re my misery
to speak on my disease
tell me that i’m right
by your side tonight
even if it’s lies
you don’t wanna see me
you don’t wanna see me alive

You Don’t Wanna See Me Alive

CASTLEBEAT 'Nothing' EP released on Spirit Goth Records [SG61]
https://sg61.fanlink.to/nothing

Nothing

Sunlife

Saying sorry’s not your strong suit, is it?
Too late to try?
Here we go again you’re gone you’re off you’re spiraling now  
I won’t be asking why

It’s gone 
It’s lost, for now 
I’m not going with you 
When you go down 

You say you try but it just isn’t coming through
We’ve seen this before 
Now you’re chasing off the ghosts at night for haunting you
I know that’s hard to do

Do you count how many times you’ve killed and buried me?
Only to dig me up
I can’t tell you where to place your energy 
You’ll be tired when you’ve had enough 

If you can’t talk right now
You’ve had so long 
Why would it change now? 

You’ve got your list of enemies 
I’m all the things I’ll never be 
You’ll never take a word of my advice 
It’s about you yeah you won’t think twice 
Still a side of it you’ve never seen
Still saying things you don’t believe 

You say you try but it just isn’t coming through
It’s nothing new 
And you choose the reasons why you cannot sleep at night 
Talking is hard to do

Bad At Talking

Your Demise 
Vocals + Lyrics - Vails 
Main Producer -  The Sound Clown 
End Guitar Solo - LvPosiedon 
Guitars - Yago
Drums - Brady Amour 
Master - Vails & LvPosiedon 
Lyrics:

Last year, you left with no explanation 
I can’t resist the temptation
To find meaning in your demise
Im the only person that I despise

Air breezing, house full of cracked window panes
Creaky floorboards and the painted walls are the same 
Im barely breathing but praying for 

YOUR FINAL RETURN 
IM BUILT ON HOPES AND DESIRE
I CANT FUCKING LEARN 
IM WEAK AND MY EYES ARE TIRED
COME BACK TO ME
COME BACK TO ME 

And I think, these last years without you here have been the hardest times of my life 
I still hear your voice inside my head when I’m alone at night 
I don’t pray for wealth or health, I pray to see you in my presence again 
But in the end, I know you’re not coming back and I can’t really change that 
I can’t change the way you felt you had to leave this world behind 
Wish I wasn’t blind 
And foresore this pain, now I can’t help but feel the blame 

YOUR FINAL RETURN 
IM BUILT ON HOPES AND DESIRE
I CANT FUCKING LEARN 
IM WEAK AND MY EYES ARE TIRED
COME BACK TO ME
COME BACK TO ME 

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Your Demise w/ the sound clown + Lvposeidon

Stream and Download here [LINK COMING SOON]

I hope you all enjoy this song, this is something a bit different for me. Most people don't know but I used to play in a lot of bands back in high school and we always ended up playing covers of songs by blink 182 alkaline Trio etc. I wanted to go back to my roots and make something that fused my old music with me new and so I can up with "Make It" this track fuses pop punk and dance music to make something uplifting dancey but with a bit of a rocky edge to it. I hope you love it as much as I loved making it.

[Electro-Light]:
https://www.facebook.com/ElectroLightOfficial
https://www.instagram.com/electrolightofficial
https://www.soundcloud.com/maskedacoustic

- Thanks!

Electro-Light - Make It

JKT48 - Seesaw Game Penuh Air Mata Namida no Seesaw Game Pop Punk cover by SISASOSE

Raw acoustic songs I recorded a year or so ago back when my friend died. Finally cleaned up the mixes to post it for the anniversary of his passing. RIP Will Black AKA KILXW September 23 2022. Frozen Rain, Tubular, IDK and ADHD are originals.

Tubular (Acoustic Version)

whoo! demo produced and mixed by me! still under construction <3

like & comment ⟫⟫ repost if you're feelin it<3

L Y R I C S:
You said your mind is made up
You don’t want my attention
You’re intentional
With the way that you’re phrasing
Every syllable
Is etched, oh it’s baked in
You’re so typical

Why don’t you ever show up?
I can’t handle me lately
I’m not myself anymore
It’s not your fault that I’m angry
Can we sleep in?
I've got an idea babe
Let’s lie and just call in sick

You’ll always be my girlfriend in my head
You’ll never turn 21 in my head
You’ll never build up distance in my head
Falling out of love before the Summer ends

You started wearing make up
You quit telling secrets
Started freaking out
You think I can’t see it
You’re predictable
I’m not saying you’re guilty
You’re exactly who you said you’d be

You’ll always be my girlfriend in my head
You’ll never turn 21 in my head
You’ll never build up distance in my head
Falling out of love before summer ends

Girl, why you acting different, my love?
Can't you tell me one thing you’re sure of?
If I had my two years back, I'd do it over again
Falling out of love before the Summer ends

Before the Summer ends
Before the Summer ends
Before the Summer ends
Before the Summer ends

Before the Summer Ends

Kelly Ray Christian plays All Music & Lyrics.
Recorded Live @ the fabulous KelDog Studios.
All Rights Reserved.
Copyright K TUNES 2023.

Cry & Try

ugly ugliness / beautiful ugliness

ugly mother fucker

that's what you think
you of all people
you don't get it
do you?

you are blind too
like everyone else
why am I with you
if that's what you think

refrain?

ugliness, the strange, the different
the freak show
you are beautiful to my eyes
but your mouth and soul
has said the last word

you see with your eyes
not with your soul
you prefer
entertainment

making fun of the
weirdo and unspeakable
making scary
the abnormal

refrain?

are you normal?
beautiful
piece of shit
your soul
is infected

but you are gonna be 
alright
let us die 
don't bother us

you are fine
and you know what?
we are fine too
the life is not
too too bad

refrain?

you go and be happy
smile beautiful smile
go and find love
you deserve it
I am not

I am part
of the freak show
enjoy
feel better

by making us
feel worse
you don't think
we have already
plenty of mirrors

but you are not gonna dictate
who I am
you won't dictate
what I can be

refrain?

the ugly person
made all this shit
from nothing
go home

don't worry
be happy 



ugliness

ugly ugliness / beautiful ugliness

Taken from the upcoming STA debut album "Rock and Roll Kills" (2024)
Youtube link: https://youtu.be/1drueM8F0Hc

lyrics:
butterfingers
---------------

I heard this story a long time ago
i heard it before, and now i am long gone

I faced my demons and now i'm back strong
not headstrong, at some point i was wrong

butterfingers, we lost control
we slipped away and run away

i cross my fingers, we won't mess it up 
again this time, i hope you'll be fine

you were so sloppy and gave it up
i hope you remember, that i was your crutch

next thing you know, was to lose control
and now you crawl, to save your soul
----------------------------------------------------------
(c)&(p), all rights reserved, STA 2023.

Rock and Roll Kills

butterfingers

Look How You’ve Turned Out

Original Song: Happier Than Ever - Billie Eilish


You call me again, drunk in your Benz
Driving home under the influence
You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath
'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends
I don't relate to you
I don't relate to you, no
'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty
You made me hate this city
And I don't talk shit about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad
'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything
And all that you did was make me fucking sad
So don't waste the time I don't have
And don't try to make me feel bad
I could talk about every time that you showed up on time
But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my mother or friends
So I shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid
You ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
Made all my moments your own
Just fucking leave me alone

2023.09.26
{5684}

happier than ever (cover)

Daily Drop #4325 - No Mistakes
The Zero Collective
09.25.23

Los Angeles, CA
Artwork by Beeple

Daily Drop #4325 - No Mistakes

𝙞 𝙜𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙝 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙞 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙤𝙛 𝙞𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙬
prod. kais
shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt & https://soundcloud.com/heylog for getting on this with me <3

lyrics:
(kais)
don't look back at that house
I grind my teeth when I think of it now.
took all I had to make you proud
now all I see is your face as I'm bound.

(skele)
ooooo
there’s nobody here 
anymore 
look around
oh i wanted 
to feel 
you breaking down 
grab my throat 
need to feel something 
blood soaked house 
it won’t let me leave
scars won’t show 
but i feel them bleed 
n if i don’t choke 
would you be proud of 
me 
of me

(heylog)
don't look back at me
forget everything
hearing high-pitched rings
hanging by a string
I look up
what have I become?
oh god, you tell me to run
rooftops hidden by the snow
every limb appears white
and your body sits and glows
it glows

(kais, skele, & heylog)
don't look back at that house
I grind my teeth when I think of it now.
took all I had to make you proud
now all I see is your face as I'm bound.

bound

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bound w/skele & heylog

Uh uh uh uh uh
Uh uh uh uh uh

There’s a tightness in my chest
Girl you got me off these meds
I can’t sleep
I lay in bed 
but I’m still geeked
Never thought I’d see the end
But who am I to just pretend 
That things are fine 
When in my mind I picture suicide
I need you by my side

You got me up all night
Missing all the times we’d fight
Break up
and make up
Break up
And make up

Sick of burning out 
That girl gave me doubts
this life let me drown
she just smiled, showing fangs in her mouth 

There’s a poison in my head
Carried wounds until I’ve bled 
Pushed against the walls, they close in
How do I live
When everything is spinning 
Where do I begin

I don’t know where all of the time goes
I don’t know where all of the time goes
I just need to find the right hoe

Staring 6 stories out the window
Triple 6 devil said to let go

Staring 6 stories out the window
baby we can let go
Just to wake up

STREAM EVERYWHERE

BREAKUP & MAKEUP (prod. grayskies)

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Melindie Kleynhans