Hyper Pop Dreams

braindeath (w/ lilac)

@kggn
produced by @prodkaiser & @romedigi
mixed by @imanidxl
art by @af1neo

Kuru - 16k (prod. Kaiser & Rome)

@9s0uls
@lilac

9souls -
you Wanna peek inside
I'll Show you what's behind
The walls that I built
You'll find out in the right time
Tell me all your secrets
I swear I'll always keep them
Don't wanna be a regret

Wanna run away with me
(lilac: i wanna run away with you)
Show you a different side of me
One you won't forget
(9souls & lilac): Now I'm stuck inside your head
(lilac: as i look into your eyes)
Why'd you have to go
Please just let me know
Im about to lose control

(lilac: stuck in your eyes)

God damn it hurts
Running from my past is only making it worse
(lilac: im running from myself)
One touch you cursed
Wanna take it all away from me and put me in the dirt
My sanity slipping away holding on to the thought that you'd stay

Tired beaten
Broken down
I'm losing control
(lilac: losing control)
I can't breathe
Scratch my skin
Rip off my clothes
Hands around my neck ya you're making me choke
God damn So sweet the smile on your face
As I watch you kill me

(lilac: can you leave me be?
is this everything you want me to be?)

Fucked up
I'm dead
Fuck this
Rather be alone instead
Fucked up
Can't stand
Fucked up
Rather be alone instead
(lilac: be alone.
Blurred thoughts cloud your mind.)

sanity (w/ 9souls & lilac)

first single of the album.
prod/vocals by me

lyrics:
i will stay awake remniscing at the time
to make these memories last longer
our souls connected make the ground shake
in search for eachother
in hope that these moments last forever

dreaming of ur sweet lips
n i dont know how i can reach you
would you stay by my side

i gave up my own voice 
to scream your name
i know that these nightmares
wont end my brain
and if sighs leave your soft voice
to make me stay
i wont ever ever have to leave this pleace

reminiscence

(prod. @shinjinv + @prodnomu)
ty for an amazing 2019

//
Oo u wana be me
But i wish i could leave me
I dont wana be me
O u would not believe me

I dont wanna deal with all your bullshit today
I put on my headphones when i walk everywhere

Yea u only  use me
Tell me that im good enough 
For you and then abuse me
This is too confusing
You make me feel stupid
I just wanna stay at home and listen to my music

And when i said i love u
Said u love me 2
And if u never say it then ill always do
bBaby im a loner all i have is u
And if you leave me ima be a broken tool

(hook)

You shoot me down
Before I try
Next day walk in
act like its fine

I dont really talk too much
I prefer to keep it quiet
I feel like im not enough
I hate how im staying silent

I dont have the self control
Im j doing what im told
If u got a problem w me y dont u just let it go?

Try to tell me one more time
Ur just tryna waste my time
I can see your scared inside
I can see your tryna lie

All i do is make u mad
And everytime it makes me sad

(hook)

use me

use me [+shinjin]

@strawberryhospital @strawberryhospital @strawberryhospital https://soundcloud.com/strawberryhospital/arowanas-scarlet

🏥 h0sp1tal 🏥

Ketamine (prod. remydovianus)

s/o @bokabih @bokabih @bokabih @bokabih !!! ur amazn

[glostarr]
imma run it wut u want rn,, ooo 
i got monee in my jeans rn,, truues
stik around jus seee how it goes,, gluuu
u a clone swear i jus saw u,, whoos who 
// 
whos who,, i got wut i got,, i do wut i do
yo girls a virus n i got da flu,,
my shot is sharp like i got it to mew,,
bitch im fueled up i could go 2 the moon ,,
u are my minions n bitch i am gru,, [buh buh buh]
movin so smooth bitch im movin on que
boy yous a baby,, goo goo,, gah gah,, goo 
//
i dont wanna start slow,, nitecorin my car bro
movin heavy cargo,,  bitch im clean lik barsoapxx
u gon have2rob me,, leav u out2starvy
u cnt even charge me,, make u still like parkeeng
bitch im up there harvey,, bitch u trippin rv
im the boy lik sharky,, stick around like sharpiee
///
doin so much i cant focus i need adderall
u seem fishy,, i cant trust u,, u a mackerel 
i wont listen wut u sayin,, i wont play role
u luk different thru my custom design reticle
u gon have to get assisstance maybe medical 
boy u is so hella fake u is not credible 
//
u freezin up like u mochi
monee got me cozy
i feel emoji 
in a suite like cody 
chilln wit my whoadee
got green like guacamole
u dont really kno me
i b movin lowkey,,
2much like im op,,
drippn jus lik moby 
yo girl trynna2talk2me
annee r u okee,,,,,,

globabee,, glo glo [prod. boka]

i feel so alone
when i play this song
but i want u to know
that i dont miss u tho

i feel so alone

LYRICS: https://genius.com/Fromtheheart-big-kids-lyrics

Stream/Download

BiG KIDS (feat. jedwill1999 & RILEY THE MUSICIAN)

LYRICS: https://genius.com/Fromtheheart-midwestemo2-lyrics

MIDWESTEMO2 (feat. Yung Skrrt, Lunamatic & underscores)

be nice

https://open.spotify.com/track/337H7R2AWIlI9s7M4ugelQ?si=Hw144VyOTiyi8xWOQvyjOQ

was very crazy when i made this

art by @rhodiumnights on twitter

IRIS

srry#

ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭*
prod @blackwinterwells + @notlieu
notes://
hope u guys like dis song
i think the lyrics r cool
my fav song ive made 
prolly gone flopski but im simply bossed up !!
cover art is ma yard
lyrics :)
so much bullshit 
i cant stand it
i been crazy lately
i been going manic
ask me how do it 
baby idk i manage
wastin all my time n 
im wastin all the bandwidth

im sick !
n im overstimulated
neurons in my brain 
filled with information
she do cheap drugs
n cheap vacations
i do fake friends 
cant hold conversations 

i try hard to sleep at night
n i try so hard to make things right
n i struggle everyday just to close my eyes
i been shaking 
i been nervous
think im sleep deprived 

endorphins 
man u look so gorgeous
n u try so hard to ignore it
n u say u hate me
adore it
then the next u know
its the morning

im way to tired for dis
yeah i been way to tired 4 shit
n i try my hardest just to make things click
but it never works out so i think 

im sick !
n im overstimulated
neurons in my brain 
filled with information
she do cheap drugs
n cheap vacations
i do fake friends 
cant hold conversations

sick (p. blackwinterwells + lieu)

weluvurgirl (+ maknae)

trees w/ chanel rose n zootzie (p. kurtains + angelus)

prod by 
@fortuneswan
@thefthproject
notes:// (＾• ω •＾)
i don have much to say 
im vv nervous
big thank to every1 for da support <3
lyrics:
yeah u look so pretty in dat dress 
but i'd look better 
gave u everything i ever had
even my sweater 
mood is always shitty 
like north carolina weather
u say dat u better than my ex
but have you met her?

so

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

tell me "do u reminisce about me or the past"
i was stuck inside my head
should b stuck inside my bag
n u saying all this shit abt
call me this n that
n everything that works for me 
never seems to last

oh
my 
goodness gracious
i've never been good at 
all the cheap flirtations
i feel like a puppet 
controlled animations
i've never been good at
holding conversations

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

Hyper Pop Dreams

Purp....--++**^^