As days go by, so do his feelings
Why can't it stay just like before
I'm just a friend, but I feel jealous
It seems he cares about you more

How can I say "I'm happy for you"
If you took him away from me
Doesn't he know, I'm more important
My name and fame is all he needs

Without a clear confession
Nor an obsession
You took his heart
You have his full attention
You're an exception
Aren't you the luckiest of all?

So, 1 2 3 would you agree
That you're the only enemy
And you're the only reason why he's not with me
If I told one, someone, everyone
A rumor just for fun, then
Wait a week and I'm sure you'll be gone
Just wait a week and I'm sure you'll be gone

How will they know about what happened
If you can't speak a word at all?
Now that I've lied a little louder
Oh, I can't wait to see you fall

Without a clear confession
Nor an obsession
You took his heart
You have his full attention
You're an exception
Aren't you the luckiest of all?

So, 1 2 3 would you agree
That you're the only enemy
And you're the only reason why he's not with me
If I told one, someone, everyone
A rumor just for fun, then
Wait a week and I'm sure you'll be gone

Is he really worth all the things I do to you?
Or am I just obsessive over you?
Look at the scum without a charm
Look at the tears of who I've harmed
So, this is what I want

Whoa-yeah

1 2 3 would you agree
That you're the only enemy
And you're the only reason why he's not with me
If I told one, someone, everyone
A rumor just for fun, then
Wait a week and I'm sure you'll be gone
Just wait a week and I'm sure you'll be gone

E. Guitars by Daniel Lee
Mastering by Genuine

You'll Be Gone

This song was made for a school project.
We had to make a song out of a poem.
I picked this one because rainbows~
Kau ÷(bagi) Ku means "To me, you are."

Poem made by Drew Bezer
Song by JonKaGor (me)

Eng :

Like a mornin' with the sun
Warm and dazzling, that's you
Your beautiful face trembles my heart
Your smile cools my soul

Flowering heart whenever you greet me
Hey, don't you know? My pulse is shouting your name
Storm in my face won't run across you
Like millions of rainbows when I meet you!

You! To me you're like refreshing water
You! To me you're like the calming breeze
You! To me you're like the warming dawn
To me you're like a reviving soul

Kau ÷ Ku

I was practicing songs that aren't so happy like what I usually make. I'm kinda happy by how this came out.
This is my first time making a song like this, so the lyrics and music might sound weird.
I hope my accent doesn't ruin the song

Music Instrumentals/Vocals/Lyrics by JonKaGor

Lyrics :

If I told some words of truth
They're 'lies' that you can't take
As if I wasn't there for you
You said my words were fake

Tho I want to give you love
You'll see them as a threat
But your eyes start to blur
And I tried to fake a smile

I saw your heart fall apart
As you were crying from the start
What I tried to cheer was something
Meaningless

But I was careless enough
To leave mistakes without a shame
And I was the only one to blame

Let's dance and swing it is a never ending play
While the audience watch us
Don't tell me what to do
Now, let the song that brought me far away
Suffocate me as I fail to stay

Tho I know that you were sad
You were no longer there
If I knew the end would be bad
I wouldn't make you smile

And now that I can't find
The things that might have changed
The memories inside my mind
They can't be rearranged

And because I was the one
Who told you something that you want
What I tried to tell was something
Meaningless

But I was stupid enough
Explaining things you can't believe
Grief was the only thing I achieved

"Please smile, don't cry!" I shouted your name from the stage
O, turn your head to me cause
I'm not pretending to love
Why can't I just give your heart a trace?
As if my voice can't reach you in this place

"I'm sorry"

Dance and swing 'cause this show doesn't have an end
While the audience mock me
Don't tell me what to do
Now, so long, goodbye you'll never be a friend
Let's watch the 'dreams' that we used to pretend

If I told some words of truth
They're secrets you can't take
As if I wasn't there for you
Your love to me is fake

JonKaGor - Unscripted Play

COPYCAT (Grilled Fish MIX)

Music/Lyrics/Vocals by JonKaGor
Lyrics help by MelloRange
Bandcamp : http://jonkagor.bandcamp.com/track/artificial-abandonment

Lyrics :
If I was really a treasure to you
I'm deserted by the one I trusted the most 
Knowing you'll do the same as everyone
I'll be removed and you will be gone

"Please, don't ever try to leave me behind"
But clearly, I know from the start, it's a lie
Seeing you laugh with the figures you love
To all you call 'precious', replace me now

In this world, we keep lusting for something new
One day slowly all will forget with it too
Finally, we'll crave for abandonment
then end up discarding ourselves

If I was really a treasure to you
I'm deserted by the one I trusted the most
Scared that you'll do the same as everyone
I have left you before it is done

"Please, don't ever try to leave me behind"
But clearly, I know from the start, it's a lie
That time you smiled next to me who you loved
As you called me 'precious', don't leave me now

And somehow your hand is now out of my reach
My voice can be heard, but there's no way to speak
I lied that seeing your smile from afar
Will always be enough for me

And though,
In this world we keep lusting for something new
One day slowly all will forget with it too 
In the end, who craved for abandonment
Was this creature I call 'myself'

Artificial Abandonment

Music/Songriting : Jon Yudistira
Lyrics : Jon Yudistira & MelloRange

Lyrics :

I lost desire, I never meant to leave
I'm traumatized by excessive sympathy
I kept on loving the people who are wrong
Until my heart got swept along

Why do I keep on trying?
I just end up lyin'

Come on, does it matter if it's fake?
Come on, when it's real it's just another mistake
So why would you hold on til' you break?
Why won't you go? You won't matter anyway


You’re seeking answers for the toying you’ve been through
Grasping for proof that's been locked away from you
I was a dream and the one you're looking for
But now I can't love anymore

If only time could rewind
Fix my own broken mind

Come on, now it’s already too late
Come on, it’s time I reached my expiry date
Goodbye, my mind begins to break
‘Cause once I’m gone, I won’t matter anyway

Come on, does it matter if it's fake?
Come on, when it's real it's just another mistake
So why would you hold on til' you break?
Why won't you go? You won't matter anyway


Come on, does it matter if it's fake?
Come on, how I feel is just another mistake
So I kept on lying for your sake
Why won't you go? You won't matter anyway

Another Mistake

Lone Dance (Doodle)

Due to demand, here's I Forgot That You Exist !

Video : https://youtu.be/f-BvvNZwgQ0

Lyrics :
So, what's your name?
What was your name?
I can't remember something so lame

'Cause I don't care
No, I don't care
That a breakup left you in despair

Keep me off your track
I don't need you back
Crusades of guilt you put me through
They make me sick

To me, your life's irrelevant
So, don't search for significance
There's nothing about you I've missed
I forgot that you exist

So, what's it like?
What is it like?
To leech on someone else the next night?

Y'know, it's fun
It really is fun
To hear you blame me for crimes I've never done

Keep me off your track
I don't need you back
Crusades of guilt you put me through
They make me sick

To me, your life's irrelevant
So, don't search for significance
There's nothing about you I've missed
I forgot that you exist

Na na na na na... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Though, I've been thinking of maybe forgiving
Am I crazy, am i strange?
You'll never change

To me, your life's irrelevant
So, don't search for significance
There's nothing about you I've missed
I forgot that you exist

Na na na na na... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Maybe one day I'll get over this,
But for now, you don't exist
No, to me you don't exist
I forgot that you exist

I Forgot That You Exist

Written 3 months after Another Mistake
I only finished it recently

Posted for 1 year of the song, and will probably post the full version around Nov, like Another Mistake

Piano : Cecilia
Guitars : Daniel Roughley

Lyrics :

It's now the end of all the visions that we had
You were a friend, but we were never meant to be
Because the lane we took is now a broken path
I walk away now, to resign you as a memory

Did it hurt? To think I'd failed to care
I know you felt that wasn't fair
And you were weeping, gripping my tainted heart
While I simply sigh from afar, asking...

Why is it comforting to know that we are done?
Although these feelings are bitter and blunt?
It feels immoral that I celebrate alone
The relief is real
I'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin'

Na na na...

Bitter and Blunt (Short)

I made this in 1 hour
Using low quality instruments

"Rempong" is indonesian slang for unnecessarily complicated

Why does it have to be rempong?
You know, I don't wanna care, cause it just takes too long
Why does it have to be rempong?
You know, these things make me stressed so I'll just sing a song.

I want to start living overseas
But there's too much costs to oversee
The government made it hard
To live with the one who has my heart

Why does it have to be rempong?
Cause people don't really care, I just have to be stong
Why does it have to be rempong?
You know, these things make me stressed so I'll just sing a song.

Rempong(song sketch)

Songwriting, Arrangement, Music Production - Yonatan "Jon" Yudistira

Guitars - Daniel Roughley
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCoOB0IznzS-ClqhMdfK8o9A
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/daniel_roughley/

Piano - Cecilia

Mastering - Clockwork Audio Mastering (http://clockworkmastering.com)

-- LYRICS --

It's now the end of all the visions that we had
You were a friend, but we were never meant to be
Because the lane we took is now a broken path
I walk away now, to resign you as a memory

Did it hurt? To think I'd failed to care
I know you felt that wasn't fair
And you were weeping, gripping my tainted heart
While I simply sigh from afar, asking...

Why is it comforting to know that we are done?
Although these feelings are bitter and blunt?
It feels immoral that I celebrate alone
The relief is real
I'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin'

Na na na...

I'm still afraid to show when I would be upset
'Cause my emotions were for entertaining you
I saw the crossroads that leads back to where we met
Though I feel guilty, don't return me to that avenue

Did it hurt? To think I'd failed to care
I know you felt that wasn't fair
And you were weeping, gripping my tainted heart
While I simply sigh from afar, asking...

Why is it comforting to know that we are done?
Although these feelings are bitter and blunt?
It feels immoral that I celebrate alone
The relief is real
I'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin'


I feel disgusted knowing that I hold a smile
'Cause all these questions suffocate this heart of mine
You said it had to be you, who should plan all my future routes
Am I wrong to want to walk with someone else?

Wow - whoa - oh

Why is it comforting to know that we are done?
Although these feelings are bitter and blunt?
It feels immoral that I celebrate alone
The relief is real
I'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin'

(Ad-lib)

Paper Alibis

Bitter and Blunt

Vocals, Production, Mixing : Yonatan "Jon" Yudistira
Lyrics : Yonatan "Jon" Yudistira, MelloRange

Mastering : Clockwork Audio Mastering

I thought that it would be another boring night
Until my eyes caught you where you stood,
Stood in sight

'Cause on that break of day, I found your secret note
I am pulled by your strings of emotions
I can't, can't run away now

Maybe I'm fearful of your rejection or dismay
Or maybe love isn't worth a try
'Cause if it fails, then i will be taking all the blame
So, I locked all my dreams inside

Coincidentally our faces met again
I kept stumbling, my hands trembling
I'm struggling
Even so!

You're sentimental since the day it all began
You are guilty of this crime
You made me fall in love


I really thought your gaze would fade after today
But I was wrong when you came right back
Back this way

Although I sealed away these feelings building up
Don't you know that I've been waiting for you?
Take me, take me away now

Maybe I'm fearful of all the gossip and their hate
And maybe I'm not prepared to cry
I'm just too guilty to make regretable mistakes
So I kept alone my honest lies

It sounds so simple, yet I'm waiting for your sign
Love is puzzling, my heart's bubbling
It's troubling
Even so!

It's incidental, we found one another's lives
Then you stole this heart of mine
You made me fall in love


Coincidentally our faces met again
I kept stumbling, my hands trembling
I'm struggling
Even so!

You're sentimental since the day it all began
You are guilty of this crime
You made me fall in love

Yeah!

Fall in Love!

You Made Me Fall In Love

MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjKLjGbL-W0

Lyrics:

It's a comical yet devastating universe
But it's still the kind of universe that I deserve
The lipstick on my face has bled into my skin
It should show a grin

Up from the sky, I won't want you to cry
So here's an act for everyone to sneer at

So, sing along, it's such a silly song
The cackling carousel, it spins and never stops
The acrobat who's waiting at the top
Should do a Circus Hop

(Instrumental)

I shall now accept the fact that I'm a failure (You're a failure)
'Cause I'm still afraid the future might be scarier (It is scarier)
I'll slip while having fun and cut off my own tongue
They'll think I was dumb

Up from the sky, I won't want you to cry
So here's an act for everyone to sneer at

So, sing along, it's such a silly song
The cackling carousel, it spins and never stops
The acrobat who's waiting at the top
Should do a Circus Hop

(Instrumental)

I've said goodbye, I don't want you to cry
So have a laugh with everyone but me.

So, sing along, it's such a silly song
The cackling carousel, it spins and never stops
The acrobat who fell down from the top
They did a little drop :)
So, sing along, it's such a silly song
The cackling carousel, it spins and never stops
The acrobat who's waiting at the top
Should do a circus hop

(Instrumental)

YonKaGor

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