The beginning gives II vibes, In my opinion!

this is actually good but I blast it when this would't have romantic or smith parts

Is there a connection to Memory Merge here? Like maybe the songs were based on the same relationship?

The song is from YonKaGor: https://youtu.be/BK3BxASoMJc
All credit goes to them
I just wanted this song on soundcloud im going to get rid of it if he uploads it on here

Mr. Sunfish (YonKaGor)

As days go by, so do his feelings
Why can't it stay just like before
I'm just a friend, but I feel jealous
It seems he cares about you more

How can I say "I'm happy for you"
If you took him away from me
Doesn't he know, I'm more important
My name and fame is all he needs

Without a clear confession
Nor an obsession
You took his heart
You have his full attention
You're an exception
Aren't you the luckiest of all?

So, 1 2 3 would you agree
That you're the only enemy
And you're the only reason why he's not with me
If I told one, someone, everyone
A rumor just for fun, then
Wait a week and I'm sure you'll be gone
Just wait a week and I'm sure you'll be gone

How will they know about what happened
If you can't speak a word at all?
Now that I've lied a little louder
Oh, I can't wait to see you fall

Without a clear confession
Nor an obsession
You took his heart
You have his full attention
You're an exception
Aren't you the luckiest of all?

So, 1 2 3 would you agree
That you're the only enemy
And you're the only reason why he's not with me
If I told one, someone, everyone
A rumor just for fun, then
Wait a week and I'm sure you'll be gone

Is he really worth all the things I do to you?
Or am I just obsessive over you?
Look at the scum without a charm
Look at the tears of who I've harmed
So, this is what I want

Whoa-yeah

1 2 3 would you agree
That you're the only enemy
And you're the only reason why he's not with me
If I told one, someone, everyone
A rumor just for fun, then
Wait a week and I'm sure you'll be gone
Just wait a week and I'm sure you'll be gone

E. Guitars by Daniel Lee
Mastering by Genuine

You'll Be Gone

This song is made by YonKaGor, not me. This song is about depression.

Its Normal - Yonkagor

The song is from YonKaGor https://www.youtube.com/c/YonKaGor
All credit goes to them
This is not my song
I just wanted this song on Soundcloud, I'm going to get rid of it if he uploads it on here

Lyrics;
My mind's a broken mess
Torn by the ones I thought were best
I trusted them with all my heart
And now we're back at start

Healing with time and pills
Through hurt that breaks the strongest wills
But surely it's why I remain
To suffer through this undesired pain

So here I lie in wait
For days I say it's all okay
Days fly by with no progress there
It's just too much to bear

Thoughts about you
Made me stop all the things I loved to do
Sleepless nights without a fight
But I still hope that you're alright

And so I gave myself to you
I didn't know I was used
Those strings of fate wound up my mind
My naïve heart took on that part
And said that I'll be fine

And once again I'm thrown into a maze of perjuries
I lied and turned a blind eye to your lair of felonies
And when it came the time for you to pay for all your crimes
I took it all and said the fault was mine
Though it's a fallacy

All of this blame you gave
Was just to make sure I behaved
And in the end through severed ties
I saw through all your lies

Inside your twisted cage
My blinded heart is filled with rage
This pain of mine was yours combined
And you should be the one confined

And so I gave myself to you
I didn't know I was used
Those strings of fate wound up my mind
My naïve heart took on that part
And said that I'll be fine

Now that I'm free, it's all so clear to see
That you were the one tormenting me
And in the year I thought this through and through
That I should be the one hating you

And once again I'm thrown into a maze of perjuries
I lied and turned a blind eye to your lair of felonies
And when it came the time for you to pay for all your crimes
I took it all and said the fault was mine
Though, it's a fallacy

And now I know the truth behind your weak hypocrisy
You won't chain me with your guilt cause it's all words of blasphemy
And now it's come the time for you to pay for all your crimes
I won't run right now at the end of the line
'Cause it's a fallacy

Fallacy (YonKaGor)

The song is from YonKaGor : https://youtu.be/MeVua6hDt8k?si=4B2GH89fbn8XU68l
All credit goes to them
This is not my song
I just wanted this song on Soundcloud, I'm going to get rid of it if he uploads it on here

Silly Plans Revisit (YonKaGor)

Linger in the Rain

I was practicing songs that aren't so happy like what I usually make. I'm kinda happy by how this came out.
This is my first time making a song like this, so the lyrics and music might sound weird.
I hope my accent doesn't ruin the song

Music Instrumentals/Vocals/Lyrics by JonKaGor

Lyrics :

If I told some words of truth
They're 'lies' that you can't take
As if I wasn't there for you
You said my words were fake

Tho I want to give you love
You'll see them as a threat
But your eyes start to blur
And I tried to fake a smile

I saw your heart fall apart
As you were crying from the start
What I tried to cheer was something
Meaningless

But I was careless enough
To leave mistakes without a shame
And I was the only one to blame

Let's dance and swing it is a never ending play
While the audience watch us
Don't tell me what to do
Now, let the song that brought me far away
Suffocate me as I fail to stay

Tho I know that you were sad
You were no longer there
If I knew the end would be bad
I wouldn't make you smile

And now that I can't find
The things that might have changed
The memories inside my mind
They can't be rearranged

And because I was the one
Who told you something that you want
What I tried to tell was something
Meaningless

But I was stupid enough
Explaining things you can't believe
Grief was the only thing I achieved

"Please smile, don't cry!" I shouted your name from the stage
O, turn your head to me cause
I'm not pretending to love
Why can't I just give your heart a trace?
As if my voice can't reach you in this place

"I'm sorry"

Dance and swing 'cause this show doesn't have an end
While the audience mock me
Don't tell me what to do
Now, so long, goodbye you'll never be a friend
Let's watch the 'dreams' that we used to pretend

If I told some words of truth
They're secrets you can't take
As if I wasn't there for you
Your love to me is fake

JonKaGor - Unscripted Play

Music/Lyrics/Vocals by JonKaGor
Lyrics help by MelloRange
Bandcamp : http://jonkagor.bandcamp.com/track/artificial-abandonment

Lyrics :
If I was really a treasure to you
I'm deserted by the one I trusted the most 
Knowing you'll do the same as everyone
I'll be removed and you will be gone

"Please, don't ever try to leave me behind"
But clearly, I know from the start, it's a lie
Seeing you laugh with the figures you love
To all you call 'precious', replace me now

In this world, we keep lusting for something new
One day slowly all will forget with it too
Finally, we'll crave for abandonment
then end up discarding ourselves

If I was really a treasure to you
I'm deserted by the one I trusted the most
Scared that you'll do the same as everyone
I have left you before it is done

"Please, don't ever try to leave me behind"
But clearly, I know from the start, it's a lie
That time you smiled next to me who you loved
As you called me 'precious', don't leave me now

And somehow your hand is now out of my reach
My voice can be heard, but there's no way to speak
I lied that seeing your smile from afar
Will always be enough for me

And though,
In this world we keep lusting for something new
One day slowly all will forget with it too 
In the end, who craved for abandonment
Was this creature I call 'myself'

Artificial Abandonment

Songwriting, Arrangement, Music Production - Yonatan "Jon" Yudistira

Guitars - Daniel Roughley
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCoOB0IznzS-ClqhMdfK8o9A
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/daniel_roughley/

Piano - Cecilia

Mastering - Clockwork Audio Mastering (http://clockworkmastering.com)

-- LYRICS --

It's now the end of all the visions that we had
You were a friend, but we were never meant to be
Because the lane we took is now a broken path
I walk away now, to resign you as a memory

Did it hurt? To think I'd failed to care
I know you felt that wasn't fair
And you were weeping, gripping my tainted heart
While I simply sigh from afar, asking...

Why is it comforting to know that we are done?
Although these feelings are bitter and blunt?
It feels immoral that I celebrate alone
The relief is real
I'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin'

Na na na...

I'm still afraid to show when I would be upset
'Cause my emotions were for entertaining you
I saw the crossroads that leads back to where we met
Though I feel guilty, don't return me to that avenue

Did it hurt? To think I'd failed to care
I know you felt that wasn't fair
And you were weeping, gripping my tainted heart
While I simply sigh from afar, asking...

Why is it comforting to know that we are done?
Although these feelings are bitter and blunt?
It feels immoral that I celebrate alone
The relief is real
I'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin'


I feel disgusted knowing that I hold a smile
'Cause all these questions suffocate this heart of mine
You said it had to be you, who should plan all my future routes
Am I wrong to want to walk with someone else?

Wow - whoa - oh

Why is it comforting to know that we are done?
Although these feelings are bitter and blunt?
It feels immoral that I celebrate alone
The relief is real
I'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin'

(Ad-lib)

Paper Alibis

Bitter and Blunt

Vocals, Production, Mixing : Yonatan "Jon" Yudistira
Lyrics : Yonatan "Jon" Yudistira, MelloRange

Mastering : Clockwork Audio Mastering

I thought that it would be another boring night
Until my eyes caught you where you stood,
Stood in sight

'Cause on that break of day, I found your secret note
I am pulled by your strings of emotions
I can't, can't run away now

Maybe I'm fearful of your rejection or dismay
Or maybe love isn't worth a try
'Cause if it fails, then i will be taking all the blame
So, I locked all my dreams inside

Coincidentally our faces met again
I kept stumbling, my hands trembling
I'm struggling
Even so!

You're sentimental since the day it all began
You are guilty of this crime
You made me fall in love


I really thought your gaze would fade after today
But I was wrong when you came right back
Back this way

Although I sealed away these feelings building up
Don't you know that I've been waiting for you?
Take me, take me away now

Maybe I'm fearful of all the gossip and their hate
And maybe I'm not prepared to cry
I'm just too guilty to make regretable mistakes
So I kept alone my honest lies

It sounds so simple, yet I'm waiting for your sign
Love is puzzling, my heart's bubbling
It's troubling
Even so!

It's incidental, we found one another's lives
Then you stole this heart of mine
You made me fall in love


Coincidentally our faces met again
I kept stumbling, my hands trembling
I'm struggling
Even so!

You're sentimental since the day it all began
You are guilty of this crime
You made me fall in love

Yeah!

Fall in Love!

You Made Me Fall In Love

This music is not mine.

Cover: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uiJBLg3CMsU
Original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xa0Swz3X1cQ

JonKaGor - Unscripted Play

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