this is actually good but I blast it when this would't have romantic or smith parts

Is there a connection to Memory Merge here? Like maybe the songs were based on the same relationship?

First time listening to this in a good quality.. Its too good I love everything and it feels so different from their other songs I love it

its sad that yonkagor thinks that this song is t good cus they ,,werent expierienced" with music back then, even thou this is peak😞 oh whelp, at least we can listen to this

This song is made by YonKaGor, not me. This song is about depression.

Its Normal - Yonkagor

The song is from YonKaGor : https://youtu.be/B7-DJvbOa9Y
All credit goes to them
This is not my song
I just wanted this song on Soundcloud, I'm going to get rid of it if he uploads it on here

Telecaster B-Boy (YonKaGor)(Cover/Arrangement)

Paper Alibis

The song is from YonKaGor : https://youtu.be/lgzCxqQUU5g?si=jPR4yerdR37s4Dp7
All credit goes to them
This is not my song
I just wanted this song on Soundcloud, I'm going to get rid of it if he uploads it on here

Memory Merge

Waterland

Linger in the Rain

I was practicing songs that aren't so happy like what I usually make. I'm kinda happy by how this came out.
This is my first time making a song like this, so the lyrics and music might sound weird.
I hope my accent doesn't ruin the song

Music Instrumentals/Vocals/Lyrics by JonKaGor

Lyrics :

If I told some words of truth
They're 'lies' that you can't take
As if I wasn't there for you
You said my words were fake

Tho I want to give you love
You'll see them as a threat
But your eyes start to blur
And I tried to fake a smile

I saw your heart fall apart
As you were crying from the start
What I tried to cheer was something
Meaningless

But I was careless enough
To leave mistakes without a shame
And I was the only one to blame

Let's dance and swing it is a never ending play
While the audience watch us
Don't tell me what to do
Now, let the song that brought me far away
Suffocate me as I fail to stay

Tho I know that you were sad
You were no longer there
If I knew the end would be bad
I wouldn't make you smile

And now that I can't find
The things that might have changed
The memories inside my mind
They can't be rearranged

And because I was the one
Who told you something that you want
What I tried to tell was something
Meaningless

But I was stupid enough
Explaining things you can't believe
Grief was the only thing I achieved

"Please smile, don't cry!" I shouted your name from the stage
O, turn your head to me cause
I'm not pretending to love
Why can't I just give your heart a trace?
As if my voice can't reach you in this place

"I'm sorry"

Dance and swing 'cause this show doesn't have an end
While the audience mock me
Don't tell me what to do
Now, so long, goodbye you'll never be a friend
Let's watch the 'dreams' that we used to pretend

If I told some words of truth
They're secrets you can't take
As if I wasn't there for you
Your love to me is fake

JonKaGor - Unscripted Play

Music/Lyrics/Vocals by JonKaGor
Lyrics help by MelloRange
Bandcamp : http://jonkagor.bandcamp.com/track/artificial-abandonment

Lyrics :
If I was really a treasure to you
I'm deserted by the one I trusted the most 
Knowing you'll do the same as everyone
I'll be removed and you will be gone

"Please, don't ever try to leave me behind"
But clearly, I know from the start, it's a lie
Seeing you laugh with the figures you love
To all you call 'precious', replace me now

In this world, we keep lusting for something new
One day slowly all will forget with it too
Finally, we'll crave for abandonment
then end up discarding ourselves

If I was really a treasure to you
I'm deserted by the one I trusted the most
Scared that you'll do the same as everyone
I have left you before it is done

"Please, don't ever try to leave me behind"
But clearly, I know from the start, it's a lie
That time you smiled next to me who you loved
As you called me 'precious', don't leave me now

And somehow your hand is now out of my reach
My voice can be heard, but there's no way to speak
I lied that seeing your smile from afar
Will always be enough for me

And though,
In this world we keep lusting for something new
One day slowly all will forget with it too 
In the end, who craved for abandonment
Was this creature I call 'myself'

Artificial Abandonment

Due to demand, here's I Forgot That You Exist !

Video : https://youtu.be/f-BvvNZwgQ0

Lyrics :
So, what's your name?
What was your name?
I can't remember something so lame

'Cause I don't care
No, I don't care
That a breakup left you in despair

Keep me off your track
I don't need you back
Crusades of guilt you put me through
They make me sick

To me, your life's irrelevant
So, don't search for significance
There's nothing about you I've missed
I forgot that you exist

So, what's it like?
What is it like?
To leech on someone else the next night?

Y'know, it's fun
It really is fun
To hear you blame me for crimes I've never done

Keep me off your track
I don't need you back
Crusades of guilt you put me through
They make me sick

To me, your life's irrelevant
So, don't search for significance
There's nothing about you I've missed
I forgot that you exist

Na na na na na... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Though, I've been thinking of maybe forgiving
Am I crazy, am i strange?
You'll never change

To me, your life's irrelevant
So, don't search for significance
There's nothing about you I've missed
I forgot that you exist

Na na na na na... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Maybe one day I'll get over this,
But for now, you don't exist
No, to me you don't exist
I forgot that you exist

I Forgot That You Exist

Songwriting, Arrangement, Music Production - Yonatan "Jon" Yudistira

Guitars - Daniel Roughley
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCoOB0IznzS-ClqhMdfK8o9A
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/daniel_roughley/

Piano - Cecilia

Mastering - Clockwork Audio Mastering (http://clockworkmastering.com)

-- LYRICS --

It's now the end of all the visions that we had
You were a friend, but we were never meant to be
Because the lane we took is now a broken path
I walk away now, to resign you as a memory

Did it hurt? To think I'd failed to care
I know you felt that wasn't fair
And you were weeping, gripping my tainted heart
While I simply sigh from afar, asking...

Why is it comforting to know that we are done?
Although these feelings are bitter and blunt?
It feels immoral that I celebrate alone
The relief is real
I'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin'

Na na na...

I'm still afraid to show when I would be upset
'Cause my emotions were for entertaining you
I saw the crossroads that leads back to where we met
Though I feel guilty, don't return me to that avenue

Did it hurt? To think I'd failed to care
I know you felt that wasn't fair
And you were weeping, gripping my tainted heart
While I simply sigh from afar, asking...

Why is it comforting to know that we are done?
Although these feelings are bitter and blunt?
It feels immoral that I celebrate alone
The relief is real
I'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin'


I feel disgusted knowing that I hold a smile
'Cause all these questions suffocate this heart of mine
You said it had to be you, who should plan all my future routes
Am I wrong to want to walk with someone else?

Wow - whoa - oh

Why is it comforting to know that we are done?
Although these feelings are bitter and blunt?
It feels immoral that I celebrate alone
The relief is real
I'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin'

(Ad-lib)

Bitter and Blunt

Vocals, Production, Mixing : Yonatan "Jon" Yudistira
Lyrics : Yonatan "Jon" Yudistira, MelloRange

Mastering : Clockwork Audio Mastering

I thought that it would be another boring night
Until my eyes caught you where you stood,
Stood in sight

'Cause on that break of day, I found your secret note
I am pulled by your strings of emotions
I can't, can't run away now

Maybe I'm fearful of your rejection or dismay
Or maybe love isn't worth a try
'Cause if it fails, then i will be taking all the blame
So, I locked all my dreams inside

Coincidentally our faces met again
I kept stumbling, my hands trembling
I'm struggling
Even so!

You're sentimental since the day it all began
You are guilty of this crime
You made me fall in love


I really thought your gaze would fade after today
But I was wrong when you came right back
Back this way

Although I sealed away these feelings building up
Don't you know that I've been waiting for you?
Take me, take me away now

Maybe I'm fearful of all the gossip and their hate
And maybe I'm not prepared to cry
I'm just too guilty to make regretable mistakes
So I kept alone my honest lies

It sounds so simple, yet I'm waiting for your sign
Love is puzzling, my heart's bubbling
It's troubling
Even so!

It's incidental, we found one another's lives
Then you stole this heart of mine
You made me fall in love


Coincidentally our faces met again
I kept stumbling, my hands trembling
I'm struggling
Even so!

You're sentimental since the day it all began
You are guilty of this crime
You made me fall in love

Yeah!

Fall in Love!

JonKaGor - Unscripted Play

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